Post your random thoughts/feelings etc

[Kiwong]

Awright... HERE WE GO! HERE WE GO! HERE WE GO! HERE WE F**KIN' GO...!!

F**k! Piss! Wank! Shite! B**tard! Eejit! Bellend! Fanny! C**t! F**kin'... Bawbag!

^ There. Eh, just gettin' aw ma swearin' oot o' ma system.

Ah'll insert these words intae coherent sentence at some point. Mibbe the 'morra! :idontknow:

A bellend, Graeme. haven't heard that one before. Very descriptive, now I know what it is.

 

[Erick1]

man no one talks to me

 

[Kiwong]

man no one talks to me

Hi erik, how are you?

 

[jaim38]

I read this manga that kind of pisses me off. Especially the kiss between Outarou and Ran - he's like in 20-30s and she's only 10! I totally cringed and just skipped through the pages. Outarou is dying, which was kind of surprising because I thought he'd be cured by magic. I don't like Outarou for many reasons, but never wished death on him. He was a total perv all the way till the end. Even when he knew that Ran is a 10 years old kid, he still said he "loves" her. What a creep!

 

[MikeyC]

Poida does a better job of it.

Full Frontal Poida hosts A Current Affair - YouTube

That was difficult to watch. :bigsmile:

 

[BlackPuma]

^I wonder Puma, and it is this way for me anyways, I feel like a damn broken record about my "issues" so I just prefer not to even try to talk about them anymore or pollute the world with my negativity...after awhile I have gotten so sick of myself I just choose not to say anything anymore. I still read posts but I just feel like I have nothing new to add. Or I see this annoying pattern with myself when I post here, like sometimes I am so up and positive and a few weeks later, for whatever reason I am in the dumps, so I just cringe at my lack of consistency.

I can sympathize with that. I can be difficult to talk about anything else than concerns out life sometimes, making us feel like we're annoying others with the sheer quantity of it.

But don't feel afraid to share what you feel, though. Sharing knowledge and experiences is what the site is for, after all.

Don't worry, because I'm here, and since I'm just the greatest forum user of all time, the dynamic is still there.

You're the glorious gassy star around which we all orbit.

^ I noticed that too, and it does make me sad. There were a lot of old members I talked to pretty frequently when I joined, and then they just sorta left. I miss the tightness of the community, but nothing good lasts forever. I'm just happy I've made the friends I have from here and how long I've participated (almost 3 years now!). I know I will leave eventually too, but not any time soon.

I'm glad to hear you're not planning on leaving just yet.

 

[Kiwong]

The thoughts that go through your head when you come away from some socialising that didn't go so well - they must have thought I was weird/unfriendly; I bet they're talking about me now; I could have done a/b/c, why didn't I?; I'm an idiot/etc

Yeah, it's like a minefield. Did I say the right things, did I look the right way. Did I annoy anyone? Did they notice my anxiety? They were talking about me. I ****yse every word I say, and every word said to me. An the usual result of the assessment is I fail.

 

[Kiwong]

That was difficult to watch. :bigsmile:

I said, love, I said, pet, I said darl.

A lady I used to work used it call me love, pet and darl.

 

[Kiwong]

You're the glorious gassy star around which we all orbit.

Too much beer will make one gassy.

 

[GhastlyCC]

I've had my cat for about 14 years now and for some reason in this past year he's become insanely clingy.
If I'm sitting down he HAS to be on my lap.
If I'm standing/walking around the house he's following me rubbing against my legs and meowing at me.
Even if he's dead asleep when I enter the room he starts getting up as soon as he hears me.

There's four other people living in this house and he's not like this with any of them...

It's really pretty annoying but I feel like I can't push him away because he's so old and I can't imagine him being around for much longer.

....He's laying across my arms as I type this.haha

 

[Phoenixx]

I've had my cat for about 14 years now and for some reason in this past year he's become insanely clingy.
If I'm sitting down he HAS to be on my lap.
If I'm standing/walking around the house he's following me rubbing against my legs and meowing at me.
Even if he's dead asleep when I enter the room he starts getting up as soon as he hears me.

There's four other people living in this house and he's not like this with any of them...

It's really pretty annoying but I feel like I can't push him away because he's so old and I can't imagine him being around for much longer.

....He's laying across my arms as I type this.haha

^ Aww, I think that's common with pets as they age though, to seek the company of others constantly. Our oldest dog, he's 11, is like this. He used to be pretty independent as a puppy and in his younger years. He loved people, loved us and loved to play, but he wasn't constantly at our side all the time. Now he has to always be in a room with someone and laying next to them. He follows my mom around in the house constantly, and when my parents aren't home, he's with me. I, too, find it annoying, but I also feel for him.

 

[jaim38]

I had a really weird dream today about me being adopted and my supposed "dad" sent me updates of his travels and whatnot. It's not possible.

 

[Odo]

I've had my cat for about 14 years now and for some reason in this past year he's become insanely clingy.
If I'm sitting down he HAS to be on my lap.
If I'm standing/walking around the house he's following me rubbing against my legs and meowing at me.
Even if he's dead asleep when I enter the room he starts getting up as soon as he hears me.

There's four other people living in this house and he's not like this with any of them...

It's really pretty annoying but I feel like I can't push him away because he's so old and I can't imagine him being around for much longer.

....He's laying across my arms as I type this.haha

I don't mean to be a downer and everything, but it could be he thinks he's going to die... maybe he wants to spend as much time with you as he can before it happens.

 

[Opaline]

It's going to be a sad, sad holiday season for my family. We're dirt poor and everyone's food stamps were cut a few weeks ago. Right around the holidays, too... We're just barely going to scrape by and then we'll run out of food after about two weeks. We won't have money for holiday meals, no gifts. Not that I need gifts, but my little brother and sister... hopefully they'll get a little something nice. I don't have any good friends to spend time with for the holidays, just my family. Everything's stressful. No money, no food, can't afford the copays for my health insurance so I can't go to the doctor. I have a million things to do, my mother's got a million things to do and worry about. I feel so alone. I feel hopeless. I feel like dying but that's normal I suppose. At least to some degree. The normal reaction to hopelessness. *shrug*

 

[jaim38]

I've had my cat for about 14 years now and for some reason in this past year he's become insanely clingy.
If I'm sitting down he HAS to be on my lap.
If I'm standing/walking around the house he's following me rubbing against my legs and meowing at me.
Even if he's dead asleep when I enter the room he starts getting up as soon as he hears me.

There's four other people living in this house and he's not like this with any of them...

It's really pretty annoying but I feel like I can't push him away because he's so old and I can't imagine him being around for much longer.

....He's laying across my arms as I type this.haha

I understand it could be annoying, but your cat can pass anytime soon. Please cherish the time with him, make good memories.

 

[Phoenixx]

It's going to be a sad, sad holiday season for my family. We're dirt poor and everyone's food stamps were cut a few weeks ago. Right around the holidays, too... We're just barely going to scrape by and then we'll run out of food after about two weeks. We won't have money for holiday meals, no gifts. Not that I need gifts, but my little brother and sister... hopefully they'll get a little something nice. I don't have any good friends to spend time with for the holidays, just my family. Everything's stressful. No money, no food, can't afford the copays for my health insurance so I can't go to the doctor. I have a million things to do, my mother's got a million things to do and worry about. I feel so alone. I feel hopeless. I feel like dying but that's normal I suppose. At least to some degree. The normal reaction to hopelessness. *shrug*

^ I'm really sorry to hear that Opa. :sad: Communities often have free food banks, clothing drives, and holiday gift charities for those in need. Maybe you could get in touch with a few of those around your area...? I hope things look up for you soon. Hang in there.

 

[Silatuyok]

It's going to be a sad, sad holiday season for my family. We're dirt poor and everyone's food stamps were cut a few weeks ago. Right around the holidays, too... We're just barely going to scrape by and then we'll run out of food after about two weeks. We won't have money for holiday meals, no gifts. Not that I need gifts, but my little brother and sister... hopefully they'll get a little something nice. I don't have any good friends to spend time with for the holidays, just my family. Everything's stressful. No money, no food, can't afford the copays for my health insurance so I can't go to the doctor. I have a million things to do, my mother's got a million things to do and worry about. I feel so alone. I feel hopeless. I feel like dying but that's normal I suppose. At least to some degree. The normal reaction to hopelessness. *shrug*

:sad: This makes me sad. You should make an Amazon wishlist for your family and post it here for the SPW Santas.

 

[Silatuyok]

I've had my cat for about 14 years now and for some reason in this past year he's become insanely clingy.
If I'm sitting down he HAS to be on my lap.
If I'm standing/walking around the house he's following me rubbing against my legs and meowing at me.
Even if he's dead asleep when I enter the room he starts getting up as soon as he hears me.

There's four other people living in this house and he's not like this with any of them...

It's really pretty annoying but I feel like I can't push him away because he's so old and I can't imagine him being around for much longer.

....He's laying across my arms as I type this.haha

Aww. My old man kitty sleeps on my pillow all day. At night, he sleeps on my pillow with his head propped up on my head. It's extremely uncomfortable, but I can't bear not to let him stay.

 

[Opaline]

^ I'm really sorry to hear that Opa. :sad: Communities often have free food banks, clothing drives, and holiday gift charities for those in need. Maybe you could get in touch with a few of those around your area...? I hope things look up for you soon. Hang in there.

:sad: This makes me sad. You should make an Amazon wishlist for your family and post it here for the SPW Santas.

Sorry, I feel a little guilty posting that, like I'm whining for attention or something. I was more venting than anything, since I didn't know who to talk to about it. I mean, I wouldn't want to send a message to someone saying, "I feel miserable, my family's going to have nothing for the holidays". haha... ha?

But thank you for the replies anyway. I know that there are charities and things who can help, we're getting a little bit of help but I don't know how much. There are just so many families in the same position because we live in the city and times are hard economically. There's little to go around. But maybe I can do some research on my own besides what my mother's done. I don't think she looks hard enough. She avoids things when they stress her out.

As for the amazon list - no way, never nice thought though!

Thanks girls : )

 

[MikeyC]

You're the glorious gassy star around which we all orbit.

I can be gaseous for sure. :thumbup:

I said, love, I said, pet, I said darl.

A lady I used to work used it call me love, pet and darl.

Haha, really? That's awesome. Did you mind? I have an older woman that calls me "darl" a lot. It's nice.

I've had my cat for about 14 years now and for some reason in this past year he's become insanely clingy.
If I'm sitting down he HAS to be on my lap.
If I'm standing/walking around the house he's following me rubbing against my legs and meowing at me.
Even if he's dead asleep when I enter the room he starts getting up as soon as he hears me.

There's four other people living in this house and he's not like this with any of them...

It's really pretty annoying but I feel like I can't push him away because he's so old and I can't imagine him being around for much longer.

....He's laying across my arms as I type this.haha

That is so awesome. Reminds me of my old cat who would always want to be in my room if I was here and sleep on my bed, even when death metal was playing. Good times. Like you, she never did that to anyone else.

I think you should embrace this newfound affection. It's great when pets want to be around you and like you.

It's going to be a sad, sad holiday season for my family. We're dirt poor and everyone's food stamps were cut a few weeks ago. Right around the holidays, too... We're just barely going to scrape by and then we'll run out of food after about two weeks. We won't have money for holiday meals, no gifts. Not that I need gifts, but my little brother and sister... hopefully they'll get a little something nice. I don't have any good friends to spend time with for the holidays, just my family. Everything's stressful. No money, no food, can't afford the copays for my health insurance so I can't go to the doctor. I have a million things to do, my mother's got a million things to do and worry about. I feel so alone. I feel hopeless. I feel like dying but that's normal I suppose. At least to some degree. The normal reaction to hopelessness. *shrug*

You never mentioned you were on food stamps. This is sad. Would you object to me sending you a Christmas card through the mail?