Post your random thoughts/feelings etc

My boyfriends ignoring me, which he never does and he won't tell me why. 🙁 I feel so bad inside and I have no one to talk to. 🙁

Lea said: ↑

I don´t know how people can keep posting on fb so much. I am just too depressed to think of anything which would be worth posting. Not that I wanted to post for being interesting, that´s not important to me at all. The problem is that it signifies how depressed and uncreative I am.

Don't think too much about it. I barely post on facebook myself, specially on my wall (not a single post in a year; just so you know I go to facebook often and I'm not one of those people against facebook) and my friends don't think less of me for that.

Even if you post something interesting your friends may not find it that interesting, and that's why I don't like posting on facebook. It's just not the right audience to share what I find interesting with.

Lea said: ↑

I also don´t know how some people can manage to post so much **** all the time and it keeps them entertained.

I have this friend that is literally always posting images from 9gag (not on his wall, it's in a small group dedicated to sharing funny stuff). He reposts a lot too. It's like I have 9gag in facebook. Just think of them as people so uninteresting that they have nothing better to do than post useless crap all day long on facebook.

LittleKitty said: ↑

My boyfriends ignoring me, which he never does and he won't tell me why. 🙁 I feel so bad inside and I have no one to talk to. 🙁

Sounds painful, you need someone to talk about it?

Lea said: ↑

I don´t know how people can keep posting on fb so much. I am just too depressed to think of anything which would be worth posting. Not that I wanted to post for being interesting, that´s not important to me at all. The problem is that it signifies how depressed and uncreative I am. I also don´t know how some people can manage to post so much **** all the time and it keeps them entertained.

You are creative, just not at your peak. I know how could I say such a thing. So much of creativity is about being free with yourself trying not worry about what others think. Ideas from creative minds have been shot down. Facebook is facebook.

LittleKitty said: ↑

My boyfriends ignoring me, which he never does and he won't tell me why. 🙁 I feel so bad inside and I have no one to talk to. 🙁

I'm sorry. :sad: Maybe he is going through something emotionally and just needs some time to himself. Let me know if you want to talk.

So close . . .

Everything was going so well. I was so close to making my escape. I've been shut up here, in this armpit of an apartment, for more than two weeks now. Tonight was going to be the night. Tonight, I was going to make my break.

I'm running out of groceries, toothpaste, other stuff. I need a change from cold chili and popcorn (and even those are nearly gone). I want a salad. I want lo mein and egg rolls. I want a ginormous goddamn sandwich!

I want my freedom.

Tonight was going to be the night, but now I'm stuck here again, condemned once more to this grungy padded cell. How long this time? A few days? A week? Even longer? :idontknow:

One gets so tired of being cursed.

I still have eight jars of olives, some asparagus, and thirty-two cans of tuna. I could feed ten thousand with that, but I'm no savior. I can't even save myself. :sad:

GraybeardGhost said: ↑

So close . . .

Everything was going so well. I was so close to making my escape. I've been shut up here, in this armpit of an apartment, for more than two weeks now. Tonight was going to be the night. Tonight, I was going to make my break.

I'm running out of groceries, toothpaste, other stuff. I need a change from cold chili and popcorn (and even those are nearly gone). I want a salad. I want lo mein and egg rolls. I want a ginormous goddamn sandwich!

I want my freedom.

Tonight was going to be the night, but now I'm stuck here again, condemned once more to this grungy padded cell. How long this time? A few days? A week? Even longer? :idontknow:

One gets so tired of being cursed.

I still have eight jars of olives, some asparagus, and thirty-two cans of tuna. I could feed ten thousand with that, but I'm no savior. I can't even save myself. :sad:

Have you always lived in Asheville North Carolina ? If so I can understand your reluctance to leave your apartment.

GraybeardGhost said: ↑

So close . . .

Everything was going so well. I was so close to making my escape. I've been shut up here, in this armpit of an apartment, for more than two weeks now. Tonight was going to be the night. Tonight, I was going to make my break.

I'm running out of groceries, toothpaste, other stuff. I need a change from cold chili and popcorn (and even those are nearly gone). I want a salad. I want lo mein and egg rolls. I want a ginormous goddamn sandwich!

I want my freedom.

Tonight was going to be the night, but now I'm stuck here again, condemned once more to this grungy padded cell. How long this time? A few days? A week? Even longer? :idontknow:

One gets so tired of being cursed.

I still have eight jars of olives, some asparagus, and thirty-two cans of tuna. I could feed ten thousand with that, but I'm no savior. I can't even save myself. :sad:

Some in here have made half joking suggestions that we should all live in some place close to each other.
That would be great because we could all help each other out with specific things we each have difficulty with.
I can tolerate grocery shopping, so I would be out the door fetching everything on your grocery list if I was close enough to where you live Graybeard.:sad:

BlueDays said: ↑

Some in here have made half joking suggestions that we should all live in some place close to each other.
That would be great because we could all help each other out with specific things we each have difficulty with.
I can tolerate grocery shopping, so I would be out the door fetching everything on your grocery list if I was close enough to where you live Graybeard.:sad:

We really should all live together. Just take the entirety of SPW and transfer us all to some uninhabited island. It would be a cool social experiment, if nothing else 😀

Sorry Graybeard, feel better 🙁

Opaline said: ↑

We really should all live together. Just take the entirety of SPW and transfer us all to some uninhabited island. It would be a cool social experiment, if nothing else 😀(

That sounds like a great idea. I'll bring the Cheetos :thumbup:

Just make sure it's not an atoll in the middle of the pacific ocean. It's likely to be nuked. By the french.... probably.

Just gonna get some butter chicken. Just in case anyone wants to know.

Kay bye.

Man, I full out snapped yesterday. Playing a game no less.. I need to relax more, this can't be healthy.

KiaKaha said: ↑

Just make sure it's not an atoll in the middle of the pacific ocean. It's likely to be nuked. By the french.... probably.

Yes, somewhere likely to be nuked by the Americans is definitely preferable.

from somewhere on tumblr:
"Marina Abramović is best known for her performance pieces, in which she tries to explore what is possible for an artist to do in the name of art. Her best known piece was the recent “The Artist Is Present,” in which she sat motionless for 736.5 hours over the course of three months, inviting visitors to sit opposite her and make eye contact for as long as they wanted. So many people began spontaneously crying across from her that blogs and Facebook groups were set up for those people.

Her bravest piece, however, is my favorite. This piece was primarily a trust exercise, in which she told viewers she would not move for six hours no matter what they did to her. She placed 72 objects one could use in pleasing or destructive ways, ranging from flowers and a feather boa to a knife and a loaded pistol, on a table near her and invited the viewers to use them on her however they wanted.

Initially, Abramović said, viewers were peaceful and timid, but it escalated to violence quickly. “The experience I learned was that … if you leave decision to the public, you can be killed… I felt really violated: they cut my clothes, stuck rose thorns in my stomach, one person aimed the gun at my head, and another took it away. It created an aggressive atmosphere. After exactly 6 hours, as planned, I stood up and started walking toward the public. Everyone ran away, escaping an actual confrontation.”

This piece revealed something terrible about humanity, similar to what Philip Zimbardo’s Stanford Prison Experiment or Stanley Milgram’s Obedience Experiment, both of which also proved how readily people will harm one another under unusual circumstances.

This performance showed just how easy it is to dehumanize a person who doesn’t fight back, and is particularly powerful because it defies what we think we know about ourselves. I’m certain the no one reading this believes the people around him/her capable of doing such things to another human being, but this performance proves otherwise. "

hoddesdon said: ↑

Yes, somewhere likely to be nuked by the Americans is definitely preferable.

Hey no hating on Murica. :sarcastic:

BlackPuma said: ↑

Man, I full out snapped yesterday. Playing a game no less.. I need to relax more, this can't be healthy.

Try fishing - on a hot day - alone.

That is quite relaxing I find.

I throw them back though - when they look up at me with their big fish eyes... I can't keep the poor little blighters. My little heart goes out to them... flappin around and all that.

3:45 am is no hour to finish homework if you have to wake up at 6:30 am to class.

How many times in one night is it possible to wake up and fall asleep again? I would tell you, but I lost count after the 12th time... Stupid SI joint pain! *Grumbles to self* It's not even much of a problem during the day anymore... But at night it's terrible.

KiaKaha said: ↑

Try fishing - on a hot day - alone.

That is quite relaxing I find.

I throw them back though - when they look up at me with their big fish eyes... I can't keep the poor little blighters. My little heart goes out to them... flappin around and all that.

Fish are pretty stellar negotiators.

Though, I'm not one for fishing. I had a bad experience when I was little, I wasn't fishing myself but someone I was with caught one and the hook somehow pierced its eye. It wasn't pretty.

I might visit a lake, though. That's a good idea.

Even in a life lived poorly, in an existance counting the days so I can be somewhere else other than where I am, this is a beautiful world, I've caught a glimpse, just in moments, too brief to hold onto.

Sometimes I wonder, are people like this in general? Or its just the two people around me?