Can't stop kicking myself for quitting my other job. They gave me any hours I wanted, often more because they were short people (which I complained about at the time but now I could really use as many hours as possible), they liked me there. I just hated going through security every day. I wish I could work there again, though.
I've made so many bad choices past few years, I really ****ed everything up. Good opportunities given up and relationships ruined due to depression and anxiety.
Probably the last negative post I'll be making for a while, don't worry. That was just really bothering me. The other job interview was a temporary position so I turned it down, and this job isn't enough hours (and I'm the only white person there, which is uncomfortable to be honest). I'm really struggling right now, I don't know when things are going to be going well for me. Trying to hang in there but I'm a wreck. Thanks to everyone here who've offered me advice and PMs and stuff.
