awkwardamanda
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My mom and I went shopping for a baby shower gift this afternoon. I saw some sort of harness that said "Homemade" on it and I thought, "I guess that's better than being made in the backseat of a car."
Even vague comments can get to you, as they have done to me in the past. I hope it dissipates from your mind soon.Indeed!
Really it was nothing worth mentioning - as I said, probably nobody but myself would consider it to be a confrontation at all... It was just a vague comment from someone.
Finally called a psychiatrist to see if I could make an appointment for a talk session, only to find out this particular one deals more with medication management.
Buggar.
Now I gotta call someone else tomorrow. I don't know if she can prescribe medication or not, but at this point, I don't really care because I'm not going back on pills unless it's highly suggested I do.
Congratulations. I have a meeting with a Psychiatrist in March. I wish it was sooner but better than nothing!
Why are you feeling not good enough? I don't think you should apologize for bein introverted or not liking sports.
Trying to live up to other people's standards won't do you any good.
Yeah, your're so right. This is why, this is why.....man its gone..:crying:I hate it when I come up with a great reply to a thread, but the moment I click the "quote" button, it evaporates from my mind. Even when I'm able to hold on to the thought, I often need two or three hours to compose it to my satisfaction. I need a brain upgrade. I need some sort of implant. Why is there never an alien around when you need one? :idontknow:
I wish I didn't feel like I'm not good enough... I feel quite depressed at the moment. *Sigh* :'(
:idontknow: I guess it's because ma family have certain expectations upon me. In terms of how I "should" be. Ma late father was the worst for doin' that - yeah, still mess with me even though he's gone. Ah know, unresolved issues there. Cannae really explain it, is there a link between not feelin' good enough and emotionally absent parents?
I can relate and the fact I constantly question my motives and paths I've chosen, doesn't help at all.
On another note, I walked into the library today. This female colleague of mine commented: "You look weird".
I should have just ignored her...but I asked "why?".
"Well, you just look awful, your hair is terrible".
How nice of her...:thumbup:
Then I had to present a project in front of a whole class. Great day so far! [/sarcasm]
^ How very rude of her. I'm sorry you had to deal with that.On another note, I walked into the library today. This female colleague of mine commented: "You look weird".
I should have just ignored her...but I asked "why?".
"Well, you just look awful, your hair is terrible".
How nice of her...:thumbup:
Then I had to present a project in front of a whole class. Great day so far! [/sarcasm]
^ How very rude of her. I'm sorry you had to deal with that.
I hope your presentation went okay? Those suck, but you did it at least. You sound like you need a hug. *hugs* Hopefully the rest of your day will be better.