Post your random thoughts/feelings etc

[Opaline]

Sometimes, I just...

I don't even know.

Maybe someday I'll stop caring about the actions of others I find hurtful or frustrating. But until then it's always tripping me up, and seems the more I fight reacting to it the more pain I feel over it.

I wish I had the guts to live in the wilderness for a few weeks (not in winter though). Maybe I'd come back refreshed. Maybe I'd feel more in tune with myself and more sure of myself. I wouldn't care what bull**** things people have to say.

 

[ImNotMyIllness]

Sometimes, I just...

I don't even know.

Maybe someday I'll stop caring about the actions of others I find hurtful or frustrating. But until then it's always tripping me up, and seems the more I fight reacting to it the more pain I feel over it.

I wish I had the guts to live in the wilderness for a few weeks (not in winter though). Maybe I'd come back refreshed. Maybe I'd feel more in tune with myself and more sure of myself. I wouldn't care what bull**** things people have to say.

Use this pain as energy to fight back. F* what people think. Most of them are idiots anyway-seriously!

 

[Opaline]

Use this pain as energy to fight back. F* what people think. Most of them are idiots anyway-seriously!

Yeah, I usually try if the situation is serious enough to warrant it, but most often I just let it lapse into bitterness. Depends what it is. Some things I get over and they aren't a big deal, others not so much. I think I'll be okay tonight. I just want to have a nice hot shower and relaaaaaaaax (even though it's almost 2 am, haha).


In other musings... It is SO COLD in my house. I'm waiting for the bathroom to heat up with a small electric heater, and usually it doesn't take too long, but it's 14F out. My extremities are going numb. Thank goodness for fingerless gloves.

 

[Marc7]

Hopeless and scared :sad:

 

[MikeyC]

Double barreled toilet paper gun. I think I want one.

Moments after this gif, she filed for divorce.

I have to learn to say NO more often! I got roped into something again today. I'm ashamed to have let this happen, but I know I'm better than I used to be. Setbacks are inevitable.

 

[GhastlyCC]

I hate liking people.

 

[Opaline]

Marbles: use 'em or lose 'em.

No... no that isn't funny at all.

Time for bed.

 

[MikeyC]

Marbles: use 'em or lose 'em.

No... no that isn't funny at all.

Time for bed.

I laughed, but only because it was bad. Bedtime for you, Opaline!

 

[Starry]

Why is it that the slightest confrontation - incidents most people wouldn't even think of as confrontation - affect me so badly? Instant stomach knots, pounding hear, flushed burning face, having to fight back tears... And then afterwards I just want to curl up into a ball and never interact with anyone ever again. It's really pathetic how overly-sensitive I am to it.

 

[WishingICould]

Why is it that the slightest confrontation - incidents most people wouldn't even think of as confrontation - affect me so badly? Instant stomach knots, pounding hear, flushed burning face, having to fight back tears... And then afterwards I just want to curl up into a ball and never interact with anyone ever again. It's really pathetic how overly-sensitive I am to it.

You sound like me. :greeting:

 

[Opaline]

i laughed, but only because it was bad. Bedtime for you, opaline!

:bigsmile:

 

[Opaline]

I haven't had much of an appetite the past few days. Probably because of all the stress I've been feeling. Yesterday I didn't eat until about 4 or 5 hours after I woke up. Maybe I should be stressed out more often - I'll eat less!

Nahhhh just kidding, I wouldn't want to end up with vitamin and mineral deficiencies... not to mention the toll stress takes on your appearance over time. The tradeoff isn't worth it.

 

[MikeyC]

Why is it that the slightest confrontation - incidents most people wouldn't even think of as confrontation - affect me so badly? Instant stomach knots, pounding hear, flushed burning face, having to fight back tears... And then afterwards I just want to curl up into a ball and never interact with anyone ever again. It's really pathetic how overly-sensitive I am to it.

It takes a certain kind to truly brush off confrontations, I think, but sensitive people like you and I aren't like that. We remember and stab at the thoughts all the time, which isn't good for our well-being.

Out of curiosity, what was the confrontation this time?

 

[MikeyC]

I ate three bowls of ice cream in a row. I think I may have fancied ice cream.

 

[Opaline]

I just saw a forum user (not this forum) with the name "kittynolikeyou". As soon as I saw it I laughed. So cute. I'm tempted to steal it for future usernames. But that would make me something akin to a plagiarizer

 

[Opaline]

You sound like me. :greeting:

Me too. I could have written that word for word, Starry. Confrontations are one of my biggest problems and fears.

I'm sorry you feel that way. I know how hard it is. No matter how hard you try to be rational about it, the emotions win out because they are so much stronger. Feel better.

 

[Starry]

It takes a certain kind to truly brush off confrontations, I think, but sensitive people like you and I aren't like that. We remember and stab at the thoughts all the time, which isn't good for our well-being.

Out of curiosity, what was the confrontation this time?

Indeed!

Really it was nothing worth mentioning - as I said, probably nobody but myself would consider it to be a confrontation at all... It was just a vague comment from someone.

 

[GraybeardGhost]

I hate it when I come up with a great reply to a thread, but the moment I click the "quote" button, it evaporates from my mind. Even when I'm able to hold on to the thought, I often need two or three hours to compose it to my satisfaction. I need a brain upgrade. I need some sort of implant. Why is there never an alien around when you need one? :idontknow:

 

[Graeme1988]

Sorry if ma introvertedness offends you. Oh, and sorry for ma total lack of interest in sports... Eh, am sorry wrong thread. This isnae where I usually post ma pessimistic, cynical, depressing rants. :sarcastic: Random, right... what does God do on his day off? Just jokin', nae offend intended there, nor am I being serious. Am just daft as usual Take nae notice... seriously!

Anyway, back tae being serious for a wee minute: why must I constantly feel like am not good enough, or more tae the point, seen as "weird" for not liking something? :idontknow: Just me ramblin' on, ah tend tae think too much, anyway... h:

 

[jaim38]

Sorry if ma introvertedness offends you. Oh, and sorry for ma total lack of interest in sports... Eh, am sorry wrong thread. This isnae where I usually post ma pessimistic, cynical, depressing rants. :sarcastic: Random, right... what does God do on his day off? Just jokin', nae offend intended there, nor am I being serious. Am just daft as usual Take nae notice... seriously!

Anyway, back tae being serious for a wee minute: why must I constantly feel like am not good enough, or more tae the point, seen as "weird" for not liking something? :idontknow: Just me ramblin' on, ah tend tae think too much, anyway... h:

Why are you feeling not good enough? I don't think you should apologize for bein introverted or not liking sports. Trying to live up to other people's standards won't do you any good.