What's gotten into you lately? What happened to the quiet girl who was just crazy and outgoing around her friends? What happened to the responsible girl who had so much going for her? What happened to the smart girl who knew better than to hang with the wrong crowds and do stupid things? We've been friends for a few years now, but the more I see you, the more the anger comes back. The more confused I get. It's like I hardly know you anymore. I'm not stupid, I know you've been lying to me, and now I feel like you're just using me. I've been through it before, more than once, and those "friends" never lasted. I don't want that to be the case with you because up until recently, you've treated me like a real friend, never made fun of me because of the way I am. I want to confront you about everything. Every single thing you've done since November, but I can't bring myself to do it. Why? Because I'm afraid I won't be able to control my anger, and I'll end up saying a lot of things I don't want to say, that I don't really mean but can't help to think. I don't want to tear you down and hurt you. I've been there before so many times, and I would never want you to experience that.