Mind of Malice
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MaliceInWickedland
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I hate to be Debbie Downer for the millionth, if not the billionth time, but I desperately need to do some ranting about my Thanksgiving today to relieve some of my nerves and frustrations. I was expecting my Thanksgiving to be a good one, honestly, but then it all went to piss at quite an alarming rate.
We went to my great aunt's house where we expected to enjoy it and spend it only with her and her family, but low and behold, my godmother and her family was there before us. The expressions on my and my mother's faces as we entered their home and saw them sitting there at the table, greeting us with their fakes smiles, were far from pleasant. I've written enough posts here describing how horrible my godmother is to my mother and I so I won't bother going into detail on that.
We said hi to them very dryly, didn't bother greeting them with hugs and kisses on the cheek, and continued greeting my great aunt and her family instead. After that we all sart there at the huge table, waiting for the food to be done, and everyone was conversing normally for the most part. As usual, I sat at the farthest corner of the table, silent as the grave. I could feel my godmother's daughters eyeing me from time to time and I made my discomfort obvious to them.
After a while of sitting there like a petrified statue and listening to everyone converse, I get up to use the bathroom. As I'm exiting the bathroom, my older cousin's daughter is standing there, watching me curiously like she always is. I playfully wave at her, she giggles and runs off, and then BAM! She smashes her head right into the wall and starts wailing up a storm.
Of course, everyone comes to her aid and I'm just standing there next to her, not knowing what to do. My great aunt asks me what happened, I awkwardly explain to her what happened, and then my godmother says "Can you blame her for running away?" I just shot my godmother a glare and pushed my way through the crowd to the table.
Everything was really awkward and uncomfortable from there. Once the food was ready, we all served ourselves, gave thanks, and ate silently. At least until my godmother, being the attention whore she is, starts shooting her mouth off about her life. Everyone just nods and listens, giving their two pence from time to time, while I just keep my eyes on my plate as I eat.
After dinner and dessert, everyone continues talking random nonsense and I'm just sitting there all quiet of course. My eyes met with my godmother's and much to my chagrin she gives me that fake smile of hers and says "You talk so much! My ears are starting to hurt." She was being sarcastic of course. I didn't speak more than 100 words the entire time I was there.
I know it was just a "joke", but I was already fed up with her as it was. I decided to heck with it and fired back with "Funny. You seem to be the one here who enjoys hearing herself talk." That got everyone to shut up.
You could tell my godmother was embarrassed and pissed as hell, but as always, she wore that fake smile of hers and continued talking nonsense with the family like nothing happened. I looked at my mom and she had a mixed expression on her face like she wanted to say "kudos to you" and "what the hell are you thinking??" at the same time.
My godmother left earlier than usual. She usually stays the latest, probably to chismear (gossip; talk s***) about my mom and I. I guess I worked her up pretty good? I sure hope I did. B**** ruined my Thanksgiving.
So, there you have it... sounds like something out of a soap opera huh? Yeah... if my family wanted to they could set the standards to make an overly-dramatic soap opera. It's ridiculous.
Well, on a lighter note, I hope you all had/are having a good Thanksgiving! Just as long as you didn't eat enough to gain 5 pounds like I did :
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We went to my great aunt's house where we expected to enjoy it and spend it only with her and her family, but low and behold, my godmother and her family was there before us. The expressions on my and my mother's faces as we entered their home and saw them sitting there at the table, greeting us with their fakes smiles, were far from pleasant. I've written enough posts here describing how horrible my godmother is to my mother and I so I won't bother going into detail on that.
We said hi to them very dryly, didn't bother greeting them with hugs and kisses on the cheek, and continued greeting my great aunt and her family instead. After that we all sart there at the huge table, waiting for the food to be done, and everyone was conversing normally for the most part. As usual, I sat at the farthest corner of the table, silent as the grave. I could feel my godmother's daughters eyeing me from time to time and I made my discomfort obvious to them.
After a while of sitting there like a petrified statue and listening to everyone converse, I get up to use the bathroom. As I'm exiting the bathroom, my older cousin's daughter is standing there, watching me curiously like she always is. I playfully wave at her, she giggles and runs off, and then BAM! She smashes her head right into the wall and starts wailing up a storm.
Of course, everyone comes to her aid and I'm just standing there next to her, not knowing what to do. My great aunt asks me what happened, I awkwardly explain to her what happened, and then my godmother says "Can you blame her for running away?" I just shot my godmother a glare and pushed my way through the crowd to the table.
Everything was really awkward and uncomfortable from there. Once the food was ready, we all served ourselves, gave thanks, and ate silently. At least until my godmother, being the attention whore she is, starts shooting her mouth off about her life. Everyone just nods and listens, giving their two pence from time to time, while I just keep my eyes on my plate as I eat.
After dinner and dessert, everyone continues talking random nonsense and I'm just sitting there all quiet of course. My eyes met with my godmother's and much to my chagrin she gives me that fake smile of hers and says "You talk so much! My ears are starting to hurt." She was being sarcastic of course. I didn't speak more than 100 words the entire time I was there.
I know it was just a "joke", but I was already fed up with her as it was. I decided to heck with it and fired back with "Funny. You seem to be the one here who enjoys hearing herself talk." That got everyone to shut up.
You could tell my godmother was embarrassed and pissed as hell, but as always, she wore that fake smile of hers and continued talking nonsense with the family like nothing happened. I looked at my mom and she had a mixed expression on her face like she wanted to say "kudos to you" and "what the hell are you thinking??" at the same time.
My godmother left earlier than usual. She usually stays the latest, probably to chismear (gossip; talk s***) about my mom and I. I guess I worked her up pretty good? I sure hope I did. B**** ruined my Thanksgiving.
So, there you have it... sounds like something out of a soap opera huh? Yeah... if my family wanted to they could set the standards to make an overly-dramatic soap opera. It's ridiculous.
Well, on a lighter note, I hope you all had/are having a good Thanksgiving! Just as long as you didn't eat enough to gain 5 pounds like I did :
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DeadmanWalking
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Thy swashing tongue! It works wonders! But, seriously though, good call on the comeback, although, just, between you and me, I would have torn her to shreds looooong before this::! What took you so long? Did she finally burn the last of your fuse? I think now's the time to show no mercy the next time she calls you out like that.
But, I feel bad that your Thanksgiving was ruined. How about, in order to salvage it, I come over to your house and we can exercise that weight off and have some fun? I know you're dying to see me.
:! What took you so long? Did she finally burn the last of your fuse? I think now's the time to show no mercy the next time she calls you out like that.But, I feel bad that your Thanksgiving was ruined. How about, in order to salvage it, I come over to your house and we can exercise that weight off and have some fun
? I know you're dying to see me.
MaliceInWickedland
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Thy swashing tongue! It works wonders! But, seriously though, good call on the comeback, although, just, between you and me, I would have torn her to shreds looooong before this:
But, I feel bad that your Thanksgiving was ruined. How about, in order to salvage it, I come over to your house and we can exercise that weight off and have some fun
I just said what needed to be said, and she burned out my last fuse a looooooooong time ago. I just had to hold myself back from tearing her to shreds all this time, which as not an easy thing to do as you can imagine..
*facepalm* You just live to drive me crazy, don't you Deadman? And I don't mean that in the way I think you're thinking! > .<
DeadmanWalking
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Eh, you've gotta learn, like Gohan did, that you've got to let that anger out. There's a time and a place for it, yes, but it seems like your godmother is a walking antagonist. You can't keep it locked inside forever or you'll end up like me, a demon lying within, waiting for a chance to escape; I'm not sure what he's capable of and I don't want to know. So, whenever she "puts you on blast" (or whatever slang it is:
, tear her a new one! Show her you are a force to be reckoned with!In what way? You mean to drive you crazy with love
? But, of course I do honey! The more I drive you crazy, the more I love you and I plan on sending you to the crazy house, my love!
MaliceInWickedland
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Eh, you've gotta learn, like Gohan did, that you've got to let that anger out. There's a time and a place for it, yes, but it seems like your godmother is a walking antagonist. You can't keep it locked inside forever or you'll end up like me, a demon lying within, waiting for a chance to escape; I'm not sure what he's capable of and I don't want to know. So, whenever she "puts you on blast" (or whatever slang it is:
In what way? You mean to drive you crazy with love? But, of course I do honey! The more I drive you crazy, the more I love you and I plan on sending you to the crazy house, my love!
Words of wisdom through a Dragon Ball Z reference? Interesting :
: I think I already became a demon lying within long ago, but you are right. I try to let out my anger positively whenever I can, even if those methods don't really do much for me and my mood. Either way, I'll really let her have it the next time she decides to make a joke out of me.
You plan on loving me by flirting with me until I completely lose it, get hog-tied and locked up in a white room with pillowed walls and floors? How romantic of you :
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DeadmanWalking
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Words of wisdom through a Dragon Ball Z reference? Interesting :
I think I already became a demon lying within long ago, but you are right. I try to let out my anger positively whenever I can, even if those methods don't really do much for me and my mood. Either way, I'll really let her have it the next time she decides to make a joke out of me.
You plan on loving me by flirting with me until I completely lose it, get hog-tied and locked up in a white room with pillowed walls and floors? How romantic of you :
I tried telling you "I love you", but that didn't work. So, now, I'm going with Plan B; anyway, look at it this way: you and I will be in the same crazy room together and isn't that what's really important? There are thousands of places where I can do what I wish, but there's only one you and I want to be with you, driving you crazy and loving you all at the same time
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MaliceInWickedland
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I tried telling you "I love you", but that didn't work. So, now, I'm going with Plan B; anyway, look at it this way: you and I will be in the same crazy room together and isn't that what's really important? There are thousands of places where I can do what I wish, but there's only one you and I want to be with you, driving you crazy and loving you all at the same time
You sure? I doubt they would allow two crazy people to be in the same room, let alone two of the opposite sex :
:I wouldn't allow that anyway so keep on dreamin amigo~
DeadmanWalking
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You sure? I doubt they would allow two crazy people to be in the same room, let alone two of the opposite sex :
I wouldn't allow that anyway so keep on dreamin amigo~
I love it when you play hard to get
! You're such a wonderful tsundere that I must be the one to whom you are wed::! I'd shame myself as an otaku if I let you get away; I want to wake up and go to sleep to your tsundere-ness!P.S: I'd just have to make sure that I'm not caught. You know, Ezio and Altair would be able to help me with this.
MikeyC
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What a horrible comment. I don't remember the details of how crap this woman is (if I was around at the time) but she certainly doesn't sound pleasant. I'd have sat there quietly, too.
Sorry to hear your Thanksgiving was ruined.
Phoenixx
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Wow. What a... delightfully awkward Thanksgiving you had. Sarcasm aside, really sorry you had to go through all that.
The whole thing that happened to your cousin's daughter isn't even your fault. Totally out of line what your godmother said, everything that she said really. So glad you made up for it with that comeback. I'm constantly holding my tongue, never coming back with anything if I'm pissed at somebody (unless it's my immediate family. I never have a problem talking back to my brother, and my mom and I have had some pretty heated arguments in the past), usually because I'm afraid of being that center of attention, and possibly embarrassing myself.
Here's hoping next Thanksgiving is ten times better, for sure!
The whole thing that happened to your cousin's daughter isn't even your fault. Totally out of line what your godmother said, everything that she said really. So glad you made up for it with that comeback. I'm constantly holding my tongue, never coming back with anything if I'm pissed at somebody (unless it's my immediate family. I never have a problem talking back to my brother, and my mom and I have had some pretty heated arguments in the past), usually because I'm afraid of being that center of attention, and possibly embarrassing myself.
Here's hoping next Thanksgiving is ten times better, for sure!
DeadmanWalking
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It will be because, next time, she'll be introducing her entire family to her boyfriend
. I'll be there to make sure nothing like this will ever happen again! Should the godmother from H*ll show herself, well, two tongues of wit are better than one! She won't know what hit her!But, seriously, the same prayer goes double for me!
Rembrandt Broam
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Yesssssss!
When I read your godmother's comment I immediately thought I'd have come back with "Really? I'm surprised it isnt your jaw that's hurting, since you never seem to STFU!". I'm glad you didn't just sit there and take her crap.
theslowesthand
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I think that she has mistakenly taken the role of "god-mother", thinking it to be instead "devil-mother"
MaliceInWickedland
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The past week or so has been a never ending roller coaster of emotions for me. It was mostly made up of spontaneous but dreadfully long periods of depression, especially Thursday when I spent about 4 hours locked up in my room, crying like the day my father died.
It did a great job keeping me away from SPW too. I would log on and then immediately log off. On Friday I typed up the most massive journal entry to date (it filled up 7 full pages on MS Word, I kid you not) but then deleted it right after reading over it because I said such horrific and depressing things. I don't have the slightest clue where such things came from and didn't know such words were possible, even from someone as self-loathing as myself. I don't even know why I've been so sad lately. I should be the happiest person on earth right now, but I'm not. I'm far from it. It's pathetic.
My depression seems to be lightening up though and I laughed a great deal today for the first time in a while. Which reminds me: I came across something rather interesting as I was leaving my dentist's office earlier. This car was parked near us in the parking lot and the owner apparently has a thing for goats:
Makes me wonder what kind of relationship this "Leon" guy has had with goats.......
*Shakes head* Away with you, intrusive dirty thoughts!!! >.<
Anyhow...... boy it's sure windy outside right now. Sounds like a hurricane! I sure hope my house doesn't fly away. Not after we just moved in here... They sure weren't kidding when they said that it gets windy out here
Alrighty well... that concludes my journal entry of the day.
It did a great job keeping me away from SPW too. I would log on and then immediately log off. On Friday I typed up the most massive journal entry to date (it filled up 7 full pages on MS Word, I kid you not) but then deleted it right after reading over it because I said such horrific and depressing things. I don't have the slightest clue where such things came from and didn't know such words were possible, even from someone as self-loathing as myself. I don't even know why I've been so sad lately. I should be the happiest person on earth right now, but I'm not. I'm far from it. It's pathetic.
My depression seems to be lightening up though and I laughed a great deal today for the first time in a while. Which reminds me: I came across something rather interesting as I was leaving my dentist's office earlier. This car was parked near us in the parking lot and the owner apparently has a thing for goats:
Makes me wonder what kind of relationship this "Leon" guy has had with goats.......
*Shakes head* Away with you, intrusive dirty thoughts!!! >.<
Anyhow...... boy it's sure windy outside right now. Sounds like a hurricane! I sure hope my house doesn't fly away. Not after we just moved in here... They sure weren't kidding when they said that it gets windy out here
Alrighty well... that concludes my journal entry of the day.
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DeadmanWalking
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The wind kinda blows you away, huh? So, blowing your house down might be a breeze for the wind::? And the wind puns continue......
But, anyway, you've got an ecchi mind, do you know that? What you implied made me blush::! That's an accomplishment, my ecchi friend. Now, you deserve an award! How about a kiss?
But, that 7 page paper scares me a bit. What brought that about? Have those feelings dispersed, Malice?
? So, blowing your house down might be a breeze for the wind::? And the wind puns continue......But, anyway, you've got an ecchi mind, do you know that? What you implied made me blush:
:! That's an accomplishment, my ecchi friend. Now, you deserve an award! How about a kiss?But, that 7 page paper scares me a bit. What brought that about? Have those feelings dispersed, Malice?
MaliceInWickedland
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The wind kinda blows you away, huh? So, blowing your house down might be a breeze for the wind? And the wind puns continue......
But, anyway, you've got an ecchi mind, do you know that? What you implied made me blush:
But, that 7 page paper scares me a bit. What brought that about? Have those feelings dispersed, Malice?
HA! Haha! Haa...... yepp. This weather sure blows :
:Anyhoot.. of course I know that! My ecchi mind is one of the main reasons why people find me so vulgar and unattractive, or so I've been told. Hmm... how about a swift slap in the face instead?
Like I said, I have no idea. It was just one of those things, and they seem to have dispersed for the time being.
DeadmanWalking
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HA! Haha! Haa...... yepp. This weather sure blows :
Anyhoot.. of course I know that! My ecchi mind is one of the main reasons why people find me so vulgar and unattractive, or so I've been told. Hmm... how about a swift slap in the face instead?
Like I said, I have no idea. It was just one of those things, and they seem to have dispersed for the time being.
Makes you kinda winded, doesn't it
?But, I love you ecchi mind Malice! I love everything about you! When you happy, angry, frustrated, and even when you're listening to me lay my feelings down! But, why are you going to slap yourself? ...... Wait, I get it now! You're injuring yourself so you'll have an excuse to ask me for a kiss
! You don't have to hurt yourself Malice! All you have to do is ask! *kisses you* There, now don't you feel better? Well, even better, I mean?
MaliceInWickedland
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Makes you kinda winded, doesn't it
But, I love you ecchi mind Malice! I love everything about you! When you happy, angry, frustrated, and even when you're listening to me lay my feelings down! But, why are you going to slap yourself? ...... Wait, I get it now! You're injuring yourself so you'll have an excuse to ask me for a kiss
Yepp. Totally carries me away. Pfft yeah I fail.....
Wha-?! NO! That's not what I meant! I meant to slap you, you accursed skirt-chaser you and no, I don't feel the slightest bit better -__-
Now excuse me while I go burn my lips off.