There are some people who think I have a crush on a former classmate. But the truth is that I am jealous of him. I am jealous that he had it so easy in life. He basically coasted through high school, didn't even have to try hard and wasn't even in the top 10%, went to college and made mediocre grades, got internship, then got a job right out of college, just like that. Plus he's also from a relatively well-off family living in one of those upper scale neighborhoods. His social skills were decent, he speaks better than I do, and he's good at science. Yes, I envy him. I tried very hard academically when I was in high school, my efforts were all in the wrong place. Now I'm unemployed and kinda lost in life. On the other hand, he's probably vacationing somewhere in a foreign country living his life with a $55,000 salary (or more). He definitely has the best of both worlds.