painfullheart
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i feel like **** and begging for this to end.
Thanks Jewel, I have the morning in the field, in the office afetnoon. I'm thinking of talking to a manager to clear the air. I heard/ imagined some people in the office where to talking about me, and it has created a horrible weekend for me.
It's amazing how sleep can cure! Enjoy your soup and feel better.I've taken the day off sick.
5 extra hours of sleep since texting my boss have made me feel a lot better but I felt hideous at 5am.
Now to have some soup...
Can you tell your mum that you've got it figured out? Or does she worry too much? I'm sure her overbearing nature comes from a good place, but it's not too easy for you to endure it.My mood is turning to crap again.
I'm getting so anxious about classes tomorrow. My mom needs to stop poking her nose where it doesn't belong. And I'm tired of her asking me about what I'm going to do once I get my associate's and discussing what I should do. What the hell is the rush? Jesus. :thumbdown: I KNOW what I want to do and I've told her more than once: I'm taking a year off. What exactly am I going to do within that year I don't entirely know yet, but I DO know I need a freaking break. I get that I have a stupid debt to start paying off 6 months after I graduate, but I don't graduate until summer anyway, so that alone gives me all the way until what? January/February of next year before I have to pay anything. I get that I need a job by then, and I will try to get one. Especially since I should have my license by then. I do plan on going to another school once my year off is up too, and that's what I will be doing for part of my year is nothing but researching schools of where I want to go and then applying once I get it all figured out.
I'll get there. I'll figure it out. Obviously it's not easy and heck I am a little scared and anxious about it all at this point too, but jumping down my throat certainly isn't going to help me any.
LOL. :applause:Probably terrified haha
I'm cold. Damn.
Probably terrified haha
I'm cold. Damn.
i second that
it's -22 in Canadian degrees (and that's without the wind)
^ I tried telling her today, she won't listen. She does worry about me, but she can also be so overbearing it's exhausting. Basically my only solution is to tone out everything she says and just make myself a broken record telling her the same thing over and over again until she gets it.Can you tell your mum that you've got it figured out? Or does she worry too much? I'm sure her overbearing nature comes from a good place, but it's not too easy for you to endure it.
^ I don't see the problem.too bad it's the fizzy kind - i'll get bubbles in my hair
and it will smell like fresh squeezed limes
^ All your guys' talk about the weather reminded me to check the weather for tomorrow. It's going to be 12°F degrees here tomorrow, plus it's gonna be windy -- especially on my campus, and the wind chill is supposed to be around -10°F!I'm freezing! It's 12°F/-11°C, with a wind chill of -2°F/-19°C. The expected high temp for tomorrow is 17°F.
:sad:Just... bad :sad:
I hope sleeping will help you get through your feelings towards your mother. It's not something you can get out of, since you live with her, so that does make it difficult to completely ignore. It's amazing what sleep can do, though - truly the best anti-depressant around. Well, almost.^ I tried telling her today, she won't listen. She does worry about me, but she can also be so overbearing it's exhausting. Basically my only solution is to tone out everything she says and just make myself a broken record telling her the same thing over and over again until she gets it.
Okay I'm obviously still peeved over this. I think I'll just get to bed soon anyway. Especially since it's almost 11:30pm and I have to wake up at 6am. DX
i just discovered my pipes are frozen
the crawlspace heater appears to be turned on
i don't want to go out there and check, because it's too cold
besides, i'd just disturb whatever wild animals are living under my cottage
i guess i'll be washing my hair with bottled water in the morning
too bad it's the fizzy kind - i'll get bubbles in my hair
and it will smell like fresh squeezed limes
i second that
it's -22 in Canadian degrees (and that's without the wind)
I'm freezing! It's 12°F/-11°C, with a wind chill of -2°F/-19°C. The expected high temp for tomorrow is 17°F.