How are you feeling?
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Srijita52
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I think its always better to let your emotions out. I'm sorry you're feeling such way though, I hope things get better with you.Feeling very sleepy at the moment. A pleasant feeling.
Not looking forward to work tomorrow, though. But when do I ever. 8 hour shifts at minimum wage jobs suck. Or maybe 8 hour shifts suck no matter where they are
Sorry to be morbid/negative, but I sincerely hope I don't wake up tomorrow. Haha. I am so used to thinking that, that it isn't even sad to me any more. It just... is.
Really though, I need to stop posting negative stuff here. I may not feel great the majority of the time right now, but I can still make an effort to say nicer things or at least not say not so nice things so much.
Anywho, after yet another too-long post... Goodnight.
I'm sorry Kia but I guess some people are just like that. It doesn't mean no one wants to know you.
You're such a sweet person, you can never make anyone feel bad. Don't worry, I'm sure everything's going to be okay
EscapeArtist
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I have always admired you because you are passionate about your music. Being passionate about something is the very definition of doing something with your life.
MsBuzzkillington
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I am depressed. Leaving my apartment.
Could I sell anything that I wanted to? No. Well, I sold my printer, which is great. I sold something. No one bought my chairs. No one bought my coffee table or tv. No one bought my bike. No one bought my microwave.
I want to cry.
I don't know what I am going to do with my bike. Or the microwave. The other things I can deal with donating. But not the bike or the microwave. I really want to cry. It all just failed.
Could I sell anything that I wanted to? No. Well, I sold my printer, which is great. I sold something. No one bought my chairs. No one bought my coffee table or tv. No one bought my bike. No one bought my microwave.
I want to cry.
I don't know what I am going to do with my bike. Or the microwave. The other things I can deal with donating. But not the bike or the microwave. I really want to cry. It all just failed.
lonely_drummer
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Don't be, not ur fault. I'm the one who did this to myself. I can't drink, can't smoke my herbs anymore, can't ****ing drive for a year. Gotta tweak out of pills 3 times a day for one year, minimum. Can't play any music for a minimum 14 weeks. Like my parents say, I deserve this. All I've done was think about myself. I abandoned my folks for music and this is what I get.
KiaKaha
Banned
I cant help feel worthless. I can only take so much rejection until I start to believe that there is something about me that is fundamentally wrong. Its painful to feel that people truly dont care about you, or want to know who you, or want to spend any time with you....not mattering in the world is what I am beginning to believe.
I wish I could meet some of you guys.... in the real world. It would bring some kind of joy to my life I am sure.
EscapeArtist
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Fantastic!
Thanks lovelies. It didn't last long, but it means something is better.
MikeyC
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I'm sorry you feel this way, mate. It's a long process for healing but hopefully you can pull through.
Shyangel
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@ Drummer:
I'm so very sorry about that horrible news. You will eventually, and you will be able to go back to what you love again. Just keep that in mind. There is a light at the end of the tunnel. Also, there is absolutely nothing wrong with being passionate about something and living for that passion. It doesn't matter what the passion is, it's NEVER pathetic. it's admirable. You are a admirable awesome person, sincerely. Don't you ever forget that.
I'm so very sorry about that horrible news. You will eventually, and you will be able to go back to what you love again. Just keep that in mind. There is a light at the end of the tunnel. Also, there is absolutely nothing wrong with being passionate about something and living for that passion. It doesn't matter what the passion is, it's NEVER pathetic. it's admirable. You are a admirable awesome person, sincerely. Don't you ever forget that.
MikeyC
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Exactly. It's a passion and that's awesome. There is definitely a light at the end of the tunnel so as long as you focus on that, hopefully you'll get through it with a lot less anguish.
MsBuzzkillington
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If music makes you happy and music makes life worth living then it is not just a simple little hobby. It seems to bring you so much happiness, so your dad can **** off. Ya know? Do what you like to do and do what makes you happy, and screw anyone who tries to make you feel bad about it. He needs to stop being so closed minded and selfish.
Drummer, though, I think you need to take a deep breath. You will only momentarily not be able to play music. 6 weeks, 8 weeks, 2 months. It is a very short time in the whole scheme of things. You will be able to play music again. It will happen again. You have not lost your ability to play forever. There is no reason to give up over a couple of months of recovery.
MikeyC
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Totally agree with this.
MikeyC
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This sucks too much, mate! My inbox is open if you need it. I think you're worthy.
KiaKaha
Banned
I think I must be pretty weak. Everyone seems to have some degree of strength to get over things and move on. Dust themselves off so to speak. I just get deflated, pile it on top of my self worth and feel like giving up, I end up sitting in a funk for weeks and weeks.
Weak. Shows what kind of person I am.
MikeyC
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I get into a funk, too. It's depression and it sucks. :
: Just because that happens doesn't mean you're weak. I'm really sorry you're going through it.
Srijita52
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I completely agree with all of it. Hang in there drummer.
You're not weak. It takes me forever to get over something and move on. Its just so hard. I hope you feel better soon Kia
Graeme1988
Hie yer hence from me heath!
Upset about something my mum said to me the other day. ::
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Srijita52
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Upset about something my mum said to me the other day. :
What did she say?
Graeme1988
Hie yer hence from me heath!
I tried talking about my dad with her, without arguing for once. I just asked my mum why my dad was always so awkward around me, everytime he'd visit? I mean, we never really talked much. I said I felt like there was a distance between us and that he didn't accept me and she said, pretty matter of fact: "That's because he didn't. He couldn't cope with the fact you have a physical disability. He was in denial about it". The coversation pretty much stopped at that. I didn't want to push the issue of my father's absence because I knew we were going to argue about it.