Let them out, mate. Seriously, it'll be the best thing for you. I just wish everything will work out for you, dude. I hope it does.Then I went to the psychologist, as every week, and we couldn't do what we were supposed to, I couldn't hold my tears anymore...
Fantastic! I hope to hear some tracks very soon.*sigh of relief* ahhhh, feeling good, just finished laying down my first two guitar tracks for the first song on the album. I've been up since six moving everything I set up in the basement yesterday to the sweet confines of my bedroom. I decided to do this all in the privacy of my room, yes it's a little crammed but I figured if I was downstairs, someone might come home in the middle of a track and distract me.
You are a go-getter, aren't you? I would love to have your motivation and drive.I'm wide awake and ready to get things done this afternoon! NO NAPS.
I'm so sorry you go through so much pain. I have a lot of conflict with my mom as well. When I was growing up she always made me feel like I was in the way and made her life miserable. That's what she pretty much told me on a continued basis. I think that's what has made myself worth issues. I love her anyway. I'm sure your sister wouldn't mind at all, I mean, is telling you she will be there, no body's making her, so trust that. If you ever want to talk about something that bothers you I would be willing to listen. I hate you so sad.
What is it you need to face?I have to face a situation at work tomorrow and my mind is going all out to think the worst about it all. I'm so worried about looking stupid in front of everyone. I hope I can find my calm and confident mental place when I need it. I sick of myself, I'm not the person I want to be, I've wasted most of my life with these types of feelings.
Alone, irrelevant, stupid, unappreciated - I feel like I dont know anything. I feel like I am losing faith and that everything about myself is flawed in someway. I feel like I just shouldnt bother anymore.
not to devalue your feelings
but i appreciate your sensitivity and insight
and i enjoy having you as a very relevant, intelligent friend
Classic depression. Get well soon, dude. I'm here always if you want to talk.Alone, irrelevant, stupid, unappreciated - I feel like I dont know anything. I feel like I am losing faith and that everything about myself is flawed in someway. I feel like I just shouldnt bother anymore.
Why are you all these things? :Defeated, worried, disappointed, depressed, scared, dreadful.
I'm not feeling any anxiety now. =D
I love/hate challenging my social anxiety. Usually when I do its, "hey, I didn't die" My mind makes it out to be so much harder and scarier then it really is.
Alone, irrelevant, stupid, unappreciated - I feel like I dont know anything. I feel like I am losing faith and that everything about myself is flawed in someway. I feel like I just shouldnt bother anymore.
Lazy. I'm sick of being lazy, yet I can't even motivate myself to do anything but sit on the computer and play games.![]()
^ Well, I could get a head start on my math homework, and I have a Psychology quiz to do online before Friday. It would be nice to get a head start on my digital art project too and find the stock images I need. I'll probably just end up doing that tomorrow in class though.What do you need to do Phoenixx?
^ Well, I could get a head start on my math homework, and I have a Psychology quiz to do online before Friday. It would be nice to get a head start on my digital art project too and find the stock images I need. I'll probably just end up doing that tomorrow in class though.![]()