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MikeyC

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Then I went to the psychologist, as every week, and we couldn't do what we were supposed to, I couldn't hold my tears anymore...
Let them out, mate. Seriously, it'll be the best thing for you. I just wish everything will work out for you, dude. I hope it does.

*sigh of relief* ahhhh, feeling good, just finished laying down my first two guitar tracks for the first song on the album. I've been up since six moving everything I set up in the basement yesterday to the sweet confines of my bedroom. I decided to do this all in the privacy of my room, yes it's a little crammed but I figured if I was downstairs, someone might come home in the middle of a track and distract me.
Fantastic! I hope to hear some tracks very soon.

I'm wide awake and ready to get things done this afternoon! NO NAPS.
You are a go-getter, aren't you? I would love to have your motivation and drive.
 

Graeme1988

Hie yer hence from me heath!
I'm so sorry you go through so much pain. I have a lot of conflict with my mom as well. When I was growing up she always made me feel like I was in the way and made her life miserable. That's what she pretty much told me on a continued basis. I think that's what has made myself worth issues. I love her anyway. I'm sure your sister wouldn't mind at all, I mean, is telling you she will be there, no body's making her, so trust that. If you ever want to talk about something that bothers you I would be willing to listen. I hate you so sad.

Aw, thanks for that, Shyangel, much appreciated. I probably will talk with you, at some point, though.
 

MikeyC

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I have to face a situation at work tomorrow and my mind is going all out to think the worst about it all. I'm so worried about looking stupid in front of everyone. I hope I can find my calm and confident mental place when I need it. I sick of myself, I'm not the person I want to be, I've wasted most of my life with these types of feelings.
What is it you need to face?
 

this_portrait

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I don't want to write this resume. -___- Luckily it's just a draft, and I'm allowed to be a little creative with it instead of having the same old boring format I've typed up in the past.
 

KiaKaha

Banned
Alone, irrelevant, stupid, unappreciated - I feel like I dont know anything. I feel like I am losing faith and that everything about myself is flawed in someway. I feel like I just shouldnt bother anymore.
 

coyote

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Alone, irrelevant, stupid, unappreciated - I feel like I dont know anything. I feel like I am losing faith and that everything about myself is flawed in someway. I feel like I just shouldnt bother anymore.

not to devalue your feelings

but i appreciate your sensitivity and insight

and i enjoy having you as a very relevant, intelligent friend
 

KiaKaha

Banned
not to devalue your feelings

but i appreciate your sensitivity and insight

and i enjoy having you as a very relevant, intelligent friend

Thank you coyote...that really means a lot... please dont get me wrong :)

I appreciate the kindness you and many many others give here everyday.

I have to believe in myself more. I resign to the fact that I am alone.
 
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MikeyC

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Alone, irrelevant, stupid, unappreciated - I feel like I dont know anything. I feel like I am losing faith and that everything about myself is flawed in someway. I feel like I just shouldnt bother anymore.
Classic depression. Get well soon, dude. I'm here always if you want to talk.

Defeated, worried, disappointed, depressed, scared, dreadful.
Why are you all these things? ::(: I wish I could take them away.
 

LittleKitty

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I'm not feeling any anxiety now. =D
I love/hate challenging my social anxiety. Usually when I do its, "hey, I didn't die" My mind makes it out to be so much harder and scarier then it really is.
 

Shyangel

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I'm not feeling any anxiety now. =D
I love/hate challenging my social anxiety. Usually when I do its, "hey, I didn't die" My mind makes it out to be so much harder and scarier then it really is.


That's awesome, Kitty! Ride that high for as long as you can.
I hope I can gain that same peace at some point.
 

Shyangel

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Alone, irrelevant, stupid, unappreciated - I feel like I dont know anything. I feel like I am losing faith and that everything about myself is flawed in someway. I feel like I just shouldnt bother anymore.

Kiwi, I got to tell you something. I admire you. I'm always so impressed by your insightful and intelligent comments. You are probably one of the most interesting posters to read. I just thought I would let you know that....And no, I'm not a stalker I swear. lol:D
 

Phoenixx

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Lazy. I'm sick of being lazy, yet I can't even motivate myself to do anything but sit on the computer and play games. :p
 

Phoenixx

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What do you need to do Phoenixx?
^ Well, I could get a head start on my math homework, and I have a Psychology quiz to do online before Friday. It would be nice to get a head start on my digital art project too and find the stock images I need. I'll probably just end up doing that tomorrow in class though. :p
 

DeadmanWalking

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^ Well, I could get a head start on my math homework, and I have a Psychology quiz to do online before Friday. It would be nice to get a head start on my digital art project too and find the stock images I need. I'll probably just end up doing that tomorrow in class though. :p

Well, why don't you do what I do in times like this? I usually pop in some music and do the work, so I'm enjoying some free time and working. Or I just work somewhat and take a break in intervals. Don't let your procrastination get you in trouble, okay? Or Deadman can bring a match and light a fire under you;)! Does that sound good?
 
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