this_portrait
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I'm feeling hateful again.
I'm feeling a bit nervous because i've promised i'm going to post my voice on this forum sometime in the week, but i'm not sure what to say or anything like that and i'm worried about what people will think. It might not go very well. But a promise is a promise.
I think I need to do this, I know people would understand either way but I need to really try now to beat my anxiety. But it just makes me nervous thinking about it.Hey, if you post your voice I think it'll go fine, just posting it is a very brave thing to do! Don't feel forced to do it though, if you really do not want to everyone would understand, it's not the easiest thing to do.![]()
lol, I can say that for myself, but I Hope you get your voice back soon![]()
I first read this as "too much cannabis" and I was all like, "coyote!!" *wagging finger*like i had too much chablis
sad, lonely, wondering, speculating
I'm feeling a bit nervous because i've promised i'm going to post my voice on this forum sometime in the week, but i'm not sure what to say or anything like that and i'm worried about what people will think. It might not go very well. But a promise is a promise.
Hey, if you ever need to talk, I'll listen, okay? I hope that you feel better.
Tired, kind of frustrated, kind of worried, kind of lost, just a jumbled mess really. I'm sick of decisions and thinking and balancing out my options, wondering what's going to benefit me the most.
Kinda nervous, I'm hearing weird noises coming from the basement. Noises that say, "Oh, that's a big mess.." and "Well, that was a really old pipe..."
^ I'm a pro at stressing out, I swear.I hope that today will be the day that you rest and relax. You stress yourself out and then you end up making unwise decisions that you otherwise wouldn't have made. Just listen to some relaxing music and do whatever else relaxes you and tackle your problems another day. Make sure that you take care of them one at a time, alright? Relax, be merry, and I'll be over there in a couple of minutes, okay?
^ I'm a pro at stressing out, I swear.Blah. I need to relax though. I did happen to send an e-mail to the online college I thought about transferring to, but I only sent it to ask if they accept my credits. Not making any decisions yet, just finding some answers. I'm just waiting impatiently so.
Now that I've done my busy work of cooking and cleaning for the day, I think I'll go read some Eldest. I've been neglecting that book lately, shame on me.
Edit: Coming over? Well have a nice walk. By the time you get here I'll probably be back at college. ::
I've really been trying to be more outgoing so I've taken up every invitation to go out with ppl. thing is i hate going clubbing, but like more laid back things. My friend just posted a pict on fb of us on the club and i HATE it so much, i look horrible and uncomfortable. I keep pretending i liked that day but honestly this faking at being a happy social person is not working out.