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Beatrice

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I'm feeling...... a lot of different things. My head is aching but it's nowhere near as bad as it was before, so I'm grateful for that.

I'm also not liking these.... feelings I can't really talk about. They're just annoying and...... bleh. They're kind of nice but at the same time not really because IMO they're just stupid and need to go away ASAP.

It sucks having human emotions sometimes, ya know?

Edit: And now I'm sad. Being forgotten always feels bad. I just need to move on myself, I guess....... I feel pretty blue lately.
 
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awkwardamanda

awkwardamanda

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I feel like complete sh*t. I got my schedule for next week at work today. This week I work today (Wednesday) through Saturday. Next week: Sunday through Friday. Fuuuuuu... Ten f**king days in a row!!!:mad: I hate six day weeks and I hate long stretches like that. I'm part time. Why the hell am I working six days ever? I work more than the full time staff sometimes. At least they're guaranteed two days off in a week. This isn't exactly a rare occurrence either. And I attempted to book off next weekend, Friday night, Saturday and Sunday (for which the schedule goes up next week) to go to the lake. So when do I get scheduled on Friday? Evening shift. How hard is it to understand "unavailable after 3pm?" Especially when the reason listed is "going away for the weekend." I should have known better than to book off half a day. Not the first time this has happened. Kinda screws up the whole weekend if I can't get this fixed. There are only two people I might be able to switch with. I hate having to bring this kinda sh*t up with my supervisor. I'm too bloody shy and I just get walked on. I've been so damn depressed all night because of this.::(: If I tell my parents I can't go or we can't leave until Saturday morning they're just gonna yell at me to get a new job and make me feel worse. I don't even know if I wanna go. Ten days working and I won't feel like packing up to go anywhere. I need time off at home. FML...
 
dean01

dean01

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ive felt rejected so long its normal! im going to embrace the madness and go into a spiral of self harm, bipolar 1 sucks! no one is even interested in understanding and even if they were they couldnt.
 
matthew_

matthew_

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I always feel like change is... Reachable. Yet, I don't reach. And knowing its there, and possible, keeps me kind of happy. Yet knowing that another day of my life has passed, makes it slightly sad.
 
Bloir

Bloir

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I was very tired in the morning but i have gone to study same..i said: at 3 pm i will sleep and then to study again but now i am feeling good.
 
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idk123

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nervous
i don't feel like going to school cause im afraid i might get teased but i don't want to skip and look like a punk
 
Danfalc

Danfalc

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Like I want to crawl into a hole and die. It's my birthday tomorrow and I'm another year older and stuck In the exact same situation. Also have a full detox to look forward to starting Monday.

What a way to enjoy turning 26 >.<
 
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cloudbound

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I am so stupid. My aim yesterday was to go to town on my own (a big deal to me, because I dont/cant go anywhere alone) grab some makeup and go home. I missed a bus home though and it wasn't going too bad so I had a drink and went in a couple of others shops, where I went on to completly mess everything up. I should have waited for the next bus rather than getting ahead of myself but noo. So now I am in my room hiding from a bloke who has come to fix my telly. Its not like I even have to speak to him that much. I feel like I have put myself back by doing too much. So pathetic!
 
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Beatrice

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I think I'm losing it. I don't know.... I just don't feel right lately. This weird migraine that's lasted three days, oversleeping, trying to spread out meds and so not taking them right, weird and freaky dreams, all kinds of body pains, weakness, waking up during sleep.... What's going on? Is it all just because I'm not taking the Paxil every day? I'm only on 10mg though, would it really mess me up THAT much?

I'm getting freaked out. I hope I feel normal soon. I've felt like I've had a strange flu or.... something, for the past few days. I have no idea what's wrong with me.
 
CosmicNeurotica

CosmicNeurotica

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Beatrice said:
I think I'm losing it. I don't know.... I just don't feel right lately. This weird migraine that's lasted three days, oversleeping, trying to spread out meds and so not taking them right, weird and freaky dreams, all kinds of body pains, weakness, waking up during sleep.... What's going on? Is it all just because I'm not taking the Paxil every day? I'm only on 10mg though, would it really mess me up THAT much?

I'm getting freaked out. I hope I feel normal soon. I've felt like I've had a strange flu or.... something, for the past few days. I have no idea what's wrong with me.
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Those sound like symptoms of when I was taking anxiety meds. Especially Effexor and Buspirone. Zoloft also had similar effects. That's why I don't take them, they're full of side effects with no actual benefit.
I'm pretty confident it's the drugs you're taking.
Damn drugs mess you up!
 
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dyingtolive

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CosmicNeurotica said:
Those sound like symptoms of when I was taking anxiety meds. Especially Effexor and Buspirone. Zoloft also had similar effects. That's why I don't take them, they're full of side effects with no actual benefit.
I'm pretty confident it's the drugs you're taking.
Damn drugs mess you up!
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i agree. it may be the drugs
its not so hard without drugs.. and cheaper too.. i took pills on a few occasions.. but personally, i preferred in the end to just do it without em.
 
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