How are you feeling?

EscapeArtist

EscapeArtist

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blackpuma said:
Terrible.

It's never nice to hear your partner say that the conversation you have been having online for nearly 5 years ''are getting boring'' and ''we should think about whether we really want our future to be like this..''.

I'm getting so tired of his neediness. I've given all I have, and never complained about the annoying things he does.
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Am sorry to hear :( Aren't you going to see him soon? Conversations online CAN be boring, simply becuase they're online and there is nobody there to look at the expression of or do things with. When you're together and can do things together and see/feel eachother's presence, maybe this will become less of a problem about the actual relationship
 
BlueDays

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blackpuma said:
Terrible.

It's never nice to hear your partner say that the conversation you have been having online for nearly 5 years ''are getting boring'' and ''we should think about whether we really want our future to be like this..''.

I'm getting so tired of his neediness. I've given all I have, and never complained about the annoying things he does.
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Wow, that is tough to hear from someone you've given all you can too.::(:
Is he maybe starting to take you for granted? I hope things improve for you soon puma.






I am feeling drained today. Like I've run a marathon.:confused:
 
Newtype

Newtype

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I've been feeling really down for the past 5 hours. Not really any reason why. I want something amazing to happen in my life, but nothing ever happens.
 
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Beatrice

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Pissed off.

Coworkers commented on my "baby face" today, calling me "baby". I did my best to brush it off and didn't let it get me mad while at work, but it still bothered me somewhere in my mind.

Also, my aunt was in my room :mad: And moved my stuff. What a hypocrite. She got so angry when I went in HER room to look for something, and got a lock on her door to keep me out. Which I find very insulting (I don't have a lock on mine.....). Also, she said she went in there because after I move out my room will be a "guest room", and she needed to find the missing knobs for the dresser cabinets and drawers. She said "I wasn't sure if you threw them away or what...."

Yeah, I threw them away :rolleyes: What does she think, I"m stupid?

@#%$&^%*^!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I shouldn't let it get to me but I can't help it, it's so insulting and I'm tired of being treated like I'm an idiot :'( Everyone ****ing treats me that way, I swear. Just because I look young.

Gahhhhhhkewhoitjfdlkfjdklsjflkdsjl!!!!!!!!! :( :( :(

I don't even think I'll get much interest from guys my age :( When they look at me they probably see a little girl :( When guys online see my picture they think I'm attractive, but in person it's different..........

Feel like ****. Cessation of existence would be nice.
 
Phoenixx

Phoenixx

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Sorry to hear about what your aunt did, Beat. That really isn't fair at all.

Beatrice said:
I don't even think I'll get much interest from guys my age :( When they look at me they probably see a little girl :(
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^ I can't tell you how much I relate to those two sentences. The last two days haven't been great, because I've been obsessing over my looks again. I hate how young I look. And now that I'm going to college, I'm feeling even more insecure. All I can think is people will just be staring at me, wondering why a "14 year old" is in college. :S And my hopes, that I'll be lucky enough that some guy would like me, are gone. Damn my young genes.



But maybe I'll have the last laugh when I'm 40+? :rolleyes:
 
ridicule

ridicule

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Had a fantastic conversation with someone, which makes me realize that a full isolation.... that's not an enjoyable life. It's about being choosy. Haha, anyway, learned some new foreign language curse words ;)
 
coyote

coyote

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dottie said:
true... i just texted him that i think he should know he is wonderful. no response, maybe too awkward.
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he's probably jumping for joy and trying to think up something clever and sweet to say in return

these things can't be rushed
 
Nanita

Nanita

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I feel ... wonderful and nervous at the same time.

I have just spend 2 intense weeks with my new love.. Yes guys, I have fallen in love. And he lives in another country.......

Today I went to a health/ fitness project / school... A project for unemployed people with various "health issues" (mental or physical). This is something I´ll be doing for the next 6 months, 10 hours per week.
So today was the first time in years that I have put myself in a "class room" with a bunch of strangers and a teacher. I must say I was way more nervous than I thought I´d be... so insecure and my heart was beating hard.
 
Graeme1988

Graeme1988

Hie yer hence from me heath!
Just talked with my mum about whether or not to phone or text my dad. I still don't know what I should do. If I don't, part of me will feel guilty for not doing anything and pretending everything's okay - even though I knew about him having cancer.

But if I do, the last thing I want is for my dad to use my getting in contact again as an excuse for him to tell me what I should do with my life, and giving me crap about me not going to college. Because that pressure is the main reason I cut off contact with him. And I don't want that to start again.
 
pebblesdundee

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Nanita said:
I feel ... wonderful and nervous at the same time.

I have just spend 2 intense weeks with my new love.. Yes guys, I have fallen in love. And he lives in another country.......

Today I went to a health/ fitness project / school... A project for unemployed people with various "health issues" (mental or physical). This is something I´ll be doing for the next 6 months, 10 hours per week.
So today was the first time in years that I have put myself in a "class room" with a bunch of strangers and a teacher. I must say I was way more nervous than I thought I´d be... so insecure and my heart was beating hard.
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Good for you Nanita :)
 
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Steppen-Wolf

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Tired... Both mentally and physically. I really should never skip class even if it doesn't hurt me academically, it allows my mind to drift way too much and I always end up feeling lonely, demotivated and doing unhealthy things.

Happens every time, when will I learn? :confused:
 
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