Been feeling "distressed" for past few days (and then some). Almost feel like crying or sth.
Stayed up on computer last night on an all-nighter, fueld by coffee and alcohol and music. Went to bed about midday, slept a few hours. Still feeling really bad (bit depresed, but thats probably down to the booze - to be expected).
Now is 4 am, and having another all-nighter. Listening to some of the best-of-the best classic hard rock - Cream, and now Led Zepp. Very escapist & kick-ass, what i need...
Edit: Full moon, & wild/windy/wet weather --> probably "aiding & abetting" my bad mood, but then again "flowng along with" my current .. escapist mood. Thers somthing about a dark windy night, kinda natural, kinda spooky, kinda esapist. Certainly goes along with escapisy music & alcohol.