Like I'm trapped behind walls that I don't remember building... or that I was born with and never learned how to tear down. Perhaps everyone is born with them... and for most people the walls naturally disintegrate over time, while mine just got higher and thicker.
i feel anxious/nervous to go to the cinema with my friend (we also go eating and drink somewhere) i hate this feelin.. I just want to have a good time..
hopefully the anxiety will leave me alone today, or for the rest of my life..
that would be sooo great
I feel like **** yet again. I have a headache and my agonizingly slow computer is making it worse. I'm pretty sure I have a virus from downloading too much random stuff from seedy websites.::