How are you feeling?

hangbi92

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I just slept for about 4 hours and woke up. Its 2am now. Its so quiet surrounding me. I feel so emty and lonely
 

mrb

Well-known member
tired id better get an early night tonight , we have a spanish job tomorow , its the 30 hour crossing by ferry from portsmouth to santander , then drive down to alicante , its an artic load , massive job , ill be away from uk for about 6 days , it will make a change i soppose , the best thing is being truck drivers we get 50 per cent off all on board meals :) i love that boat grub all fresh salads ect ect , our firm has had to sub contract another firm in to do the job , and im going with them , or him should i say , just me and another driver , i do hope hes not lazy or my unloading job is going to be a nightmare , long walk all going up 1 flight of stairs , but the woman were moving will look after us , shes a nice lady ;)
 
Felt rly bad, my brain fogged up and i got rly upset, cuz i have an improtant exam tomrorrw, but now my friend is aksing me some questions from it and i think im good.. but still..
 

anomicdeer

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I might be in a better situation if I went out to meet people and wasn't being so shy and depressed.
I would have friends and I might be out having fun somewhere right now.

PEOPLE are always the problem.

Negatively or positively
 

M1tCh

Banned
I might be in a better situation if I went out to meet people and wasn't being so shy and depressed.
I would have friends and I might be out having fun somewhere right now.

PEOPLE are always the problem.

Negatively or positively

Damn humans.

I'm alright, kthxbai.
 

jhanniffy

Well-known member
I can do it, and I'm doing it - and I am asking for help when I need to, the new job is taking a while to settle into but it really is the best thing I could have ever pushed myself to do, learning so much!
 

bigrob

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Feeling extremely angry atm.

The past week hasn't been to good to me (other than the birth of my grandson).

Been having a problem with my car...no money to fix it...everything going on credit...

I asked my dad if I could have it hauled to their house to work on it, I'd be out of the way by the weekend. Everything was OK until mom decided to be a bitch and call anyone who would listen and complain and have everyone gang up on dad to the point I can no longer do it there.

Why anyone thinks it's any of their business is beyond me.

But I never like my siblings anyway. My mom had been a cow since she had surgery a few years ago and almost died. Seriously, I though people were supposed to recognize their mortality and then become nicer people? She didn't get the memo.

The have disowned them. Screw them. I wasn't asking for money. I wasn't asking for anyone to work on it. I even said if I didn't have it fixed by the weekend I'd just sell it. I just needed a place to park it 5-6 days so I'm not being charged storage.

If everyone wants to be assclowns then fine. I don't need any assclowns in my life. I have hard enough time without their BS.

So right now I am angry, hurt, bitter, disgusted.

Screw them.
 
I got into a little fight with another patient. Unexpectedly, he just walked by and hit me over the head with a wooden stick as I was watching television. I stood up to him and then retaliated by hitting him back. His behavior is always volatile, so it'll be interesting to see what happens between the two of us until I leave in three days. I eventually reported it to staff and they're on my side. I had to be checked out by the nurse and now I have a headache, but other than that, I think I'm okay. I can't stand this.
 
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