How are you feeling?
- Thread starter Remus
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Danfalc
Banned
You have so much personality,this is the internet and the only thing we can see is the words you type,yet most people would agree on here that you come across funny,bubbly and caring.
And honestly study hard now get good grades and the world is full of options.
I'm getting pressures from my family to pursue something so that I can apply for a full time job where I work. Right now I do casual hours (covering staff) and average 20 hours per week. To them it's not good enough, as I should be doing more and get into a routine. Sure they care deep down, but I'm struggling with panic disorder to even go to work in the first place. I'm sick constantly, and because I want to get 'settled' back into going to work, they say that I have a terrible attitude - and that I'm awful to be around as I just "bring everybody down."
I've been better.
I've been better.
Pink_Paula
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I'm feeling really happy today 
i spent the best day with my bf yesterday we went to Camden Town for a drink hehe and then went to Primrose Hill just because hehe and today he told me he loved me ::
i spent the best day with my bf yesterday we went to Camden Town for a drink hehe and then went to Primrose Hill just because hehe and today he told me he loved me ::
Danfalc
Banned
but i am rly not the way u imagine me, but i hope i will be someday
thx dan
Your not a lifeless body MJ,just our anxiety and depression can suppress out personalities.And yeah a job is no fun if you have no life to enjoy,but I know how important doing well is to you..I think once you get good grades and then do good at college you will start feeling happier about yourself and the rest will fall into place!.
Hope everyone in the Uk is enjoying the weather
it's lovely here,too nice to be stuck in that's for sure.
mrb
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iv had my gf her daughter and her daughters child over here for the last few days hence my abcence from spw , we have enjoyed ourselves , went to theme parks , zoos , sitting at the beach sunbathing , playing football with her little 2 and half year old girl , meals out in pubs , its all been go go go , iv just dropped them all off at the airprort , there all happy been a good few days , and the weather has been great , and my gfs daughter is learning how to be a Psychiatric nurse , Specialising in cbt and Schizophrenia , i said to her so you know about social phobia then ? she said yes why ? just asking i said i do have a little Knowledge about that , she said yes well its going to take another few years b4 i get all my qualifications , shes a bright girl shes 23 , and going places i think well good luck to her ..... i said hey so when im living in ireland and i need a shrink you can help me yes she said naaaa ill just take you to the vet and put you down gary .... well really i said pfft
hence my abcence from spw , we have enjoyed ourselves , went to theme parks , zoos , sitting at the beach sunbathing , playing football with her little 2 and half year old girl , meals out in pubs , its all been go go go , iv just dropped them all off at the airprort , there all happy been a good few days , and the weather has been great , and my gfs daughter is learning how to be a Psychiatric nurse , Specialising in cbt and Schizophrenia , i said to her so you know about social phobia then ? she said yes why ? just asking i said i do have a little Knowledge about that , she said yes well its going to take another few years b4 i get all my qualifications , shes a bright girl shes 23 , and going places i think well good luck to her ..... i said hey so when im living in ireland and i need a shrink you can help me yes she said naaaa ill just take you to the vet and put you down gary .... well really i said pfft
agoraphobickatie
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My roommate just had a bad seizure right in front of me as we were in our room. I didn't know what to do so I just continued to call his name. The ambulance and fire truck just arrived and he's still shaking :/
mrb
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mrb
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Yeah :
BLIMEY MATE
id just chill and read a book or something ... or go for a short walk or something 
mummylala
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Hope your friend is ok, o hope you are feeling ok, i know what seeing something like that is like, my younger brother used to suffer from seizures all the time, its a shock to the system..
Im feeling great today, family bbq cheered me up no end and took me away from the usual crap mood
mrb
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iv seen that kind of thing myself mate , it does scare you , its like they cant control there body ... shaking total loss of control , just try not to think about it , i mean its just the place your in at mo , some people in there are going to be really messed up behaviour wise , you just have to concentrate on yourself , but its not nice to see someone do that ...
Everyone else here appears to be going about their business as if nothing happened... well not me. I'm so tired of this life and I can't believe where I am. There are always these little reminders of how heavy things can become and the mess I've found myself in. I'm tired of drowning in the consequences of this and that. How weak am I if I can't even maintain myself as soon as something else unfolds in front of me? Every single thing is a trigger, as if there are land mines under surrounding ground. How the hell am I supposed to be released in a weak if I'm just made of glass? I've continued to walk for this long because I've closed my eyes while doing so, but in certain moments, I just fully realize. I can't stop crying again and I don't want to tell the staff. I feel unsafe, again. I'm on the verge of doing something to myself. Into the pit again.
