theslowesthand
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Is your oldest sister ⅔ the size of a normal person? :question:
How are you feeling?
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Is your oldest sister ⅔ the size of a normal person? :question:
Graeme1988
Hie yer hence from me heath!
:thinking: Well she recently told me that she’s never thought of, or considered her hands be to be small until someone she works with point this out to her. So, she might be ⅔ the size of a normal person.
theslowesthand
Banned
Booze and crackers are keeping me going. Not much else.
Got 4 hours to kill till ~6pm. That's a big ask when ye got barely nout to do.
Got 4 hours to kill till ~6pm. That's a big ask when ye got barely nout to do.
Really irritated that no one in my age bracket is ever interested in me. I hate being such an old man magnet. A 60 something year old guy was trying to chat me up at Starbucks, I've been asked out by men of that age etc., but anyone who I am attracted to only give me the head nod, "I'm just being nice" half smile - nothing else. Why am I so ****ing unattractive? This is beyond infuriating.
Graeme1988
Hie yer hence from me heath!
Ready for the white jacket n' padded room at this point...
D'ye ken how f*ckin' mentally, emotionally and physically draining it is to have a clan of overly aggressive retards, sorry man-hating feminists, as yer relatives? Well, it's bloody miserable... except for the arguments. Those are a right laugh. No seriously, they are. Cuz everytime I try and play peacemaker, I'm the yin who's being irrational. :lol: Wimmin, huh? Some o' them are no right in the head.
D'ye ken how f*ckin' mentally, emotionally and physically draining it is to have a clan of overly aggressive retards, sorry man-hating feminists, as yer relatives? Well, it's bloody miserable... except for the arguments. Those are a right laugh. No seriously, they are. Cuz everytime I try and play peacemaker, I'm the yin who's being irrational. :lol: Wimmin, huh? Some o' them are no right in the head.
defiance
Well-known member
Haven’t been on here for a while. Things haven’t really changed. Still miserable. I don’t even know where to begin. Just anger,sadness and a sh*t storm of other things. My brain just races with all the things that I want to say but there is so much clutter that you can’t form a single coherent thought. Other than saying I’m just not happy.
FountainandFairfax
in a VAN down by the RIVER
Tried once again to get my aunt's car to start, ended-up just dropping the battery off to be charged overnight.
She has a 1997 Buick and I've never seen that much engine stuff crammed under a hood like that. It was a job just getting the battery out, which is usually the easiest thing in the world.
She has a 1997 Buick and I've never seen that much engine stuff crammed under a hood like that. It was a job just getting the battery out, which is usually the easiest thing in the world.
theslowesthand
Banned
Mentally, i've felt like a grumpy old man since childhood. That is, i've never been happy; diverted at best.
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BlueDays
1
Good to see you back, defiance.
Sorry to read that things have not improved for you, though. .
theslowesthand
Banned
Feeling a bit more lonesome than usual, so i'm playing this tonight (& drinking bit heavier today):
My Little River Band playlist
My Little River Band playlist
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theslowesthand
Banned
I've never had social withdrawal, as that presumes having a social life in the first place. It's always been social isolation, along with social anxiety (the difficulties of socializing) & the more severe social phobia (which prevented me from socializing & went hand in hand with Avoidance).
theslowesthand
Banned
'Why won't you talk to me ... I've done nothing wrong, that i can see'
PugofCrydee
You want to know how I got these scars?
Really sad at reading this.. I hope she recovers.
*sending good vibes to you Nodes!!*
BlueDays
1
This is horrific news, I hope she is able to recover! :sad:
Thank you so much for letting us know, Molly, greatly appreciate it.
This is so sad. :sad:
Graeme1988
Hie yer hence from me heath!
Just got told that my auntie is in hospital and is thought to have had a mini stroke. :sad:
And I got letter today saying that my disability benefit payments will pending/on hold until the end of next month; due to the government basically rebranding the payments and calling the Personal Independence Payments. :numberone: Which would’ve be a right downer had the letter not also stated that I’d be owed nearly £600 in backdated payments near the end of August.
Aside from that, it’s the usually arguments and excuses. My older sister throw an absolute raging tantrum yesterday n’ stormed outta the house, claiming she wus’nae come back round... ever. But came round this after; how that’s for sticking to yer word, huh?
My mother gave me another one of her "emotional", pleading speeches, yesterday, when I told her how I don’t want to living with her anymore. But as per usual, she made it more about her than me. Which is typically her. Completely dismissing the fact I haven’t felt like the place is even my home, and have felt that way for over a year now.
And I got letter today saying that my disability benefit payments will pending/on hold until the end of next month; due to the government basically rebranding the payments and calling the Personal Independence Payments. :numberone: Which would’ve be a right downer had the letter not also stated that I’d be owed nearly £600 in backdated payments near the end of August.
Aside from that, it’s the usually arguments and excuses. My older sister throw an absolute raging tantrum yesterday n’ stormed outta the house, claiming she wus’nae come back round... ever. But came round this after; how that’s for sticking to yer word, huh?
My mother gave me another one of her "emotional", pleading speeches, yesterday, when I told her how I don’t want to living with her anymore. But as per usual, she made it more about her than me. Which is typically her. Completely dismissing the fact I haven’t felt like the place is even my home, and have felt that way for over a year now.
theslowesthand
Banned
I only disrespect people for a REASON. I don't just troll for no reason. :veryangry:
^He'll be disrespecting and trolling people on some other forum from now on. Not this one. If anybody has any questions about this pm me.
Graeme1988
Hie yer hence from me heath!
:idontknow: Stuck with a life that I didn't want, and ultimately can't really change now. Stuck constantly 2nd guessing myself. Stuck being a miserable co-dependent son to a bitter, hateful, narcissistic parent who never really allowed me to have a life of my own. ::
I mean, I can make slight changes here n' there, but I think too much emotional damage has been done to truly turn things around.
It'd nice to be around people who don't treat with contempt or make me feel anxious or lesser than them. But I think my trust has been broken beyond repair for that now. :sad:
Aside from that, my eczema has really flared up, recently. Must be due to all the stress I've been feeling lately? :question:
: I mean, I can make slight changes here n' there, but I think too much emotional damage has been done to truly turn things around.
It'd nice to be around people who don't treat with contempt or make me feel anxious or lesser than them. But I think my trust has been broken beyond repair for that now. :sad:
Aside from that, my eczema has really flared up, recently. Must be due to all the stress I've been feeling lately? :question:
PugofCrydee
You want to know how I got these scars?
Hey mate, just want you to know Im feelin for ya.
And yes stress can cause eczema to flare up