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defiance

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I wish certain people in my family never existed. The world would have never missed these b@stards and everyone would be better off without them.


I swear that if life ever presents the opportunity for me to cut all ties with these individuals I will not even give it a second thought. I will never see them again and I'd do everything in my power to make sure of that.
 

MollyBeGood

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lol. whoa! its definitely not murder. not even CLOSE. they just beat on each other quite a bit. they knew what they were getting themselves into when they joined a criminal organization. iv come to terms with the fact that thats just want these gangs do. They sell drugs and fight each other..we can't always stop them.

...although, I dislike the aryan brotherhood more than pretty much all the other gangs because of what they stand for..



..and be nice to Molly! :bigsmile:

Haha yeah be nice to me! :p

They are the worst scum of the earth hating anyone who isn't white and heterosexual.
I love to hear stories about those POS bigots getting their dues!! Do share more tales, At the Gates. :thumbup:

Child rapist also deserve what they get in prison. We need to teach those sick people a lesson. Anyone who rapes children deserves pain.

"Poetic Justice" is the term I was searching for :)
 
Haha yeah be nice to me! :p

They are the worst scum of the earth hating anyone who isn't white and heterosexual.
I love to hear stories about those POS bigots getting their dues!! Do share more tales, At the Gates. :thumbup:

Child rapist also deserve what they get in prison. We need to teach those sick people a lesson. Anyone who rapes children deserves pain.

"Poetic Justice" is the term I was searching for :)

In Russia thay need sby like you to be their minister for gay & lesbian affairs! :perfect:
 

Graeme1988

Hie yer hence from me heath!
Stressed and pissed off for numerous reason. :kickingmyself:

Mostly I'm just getting fed-up of my family asked favours of me - fix ma laptop, make me a song compliation CD - but doing next to f**k all for me in return. :thumbdown:

They don't even pay me for my time. Not that I'm making a living of it, or anything like that. But, if yer expecting me to do something that takes more than few hours outta ma day, at the very least gimme a few bob - a tenner at most, y'know? Is that unreasonable, considering what they normally ask of me? :question: :idontknow: Fixing laptops isn't the easiest thing in the world to do. But then, nuthin' ever easy for me.
 

worrywort

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Stressed and pissed off for numerous reason. :kickingmyself:

Mostly I'm just getting fed-up of my family asked favours of me - fix ma laptop, make me a song compliation CD - but doing next to f**k all for me in return. :thumbdown:

They don't even pay me for my time. Not that I'm making a living of it, or anything like that. But, if yer expecting me to do something that takes more than few hours outta ma day, at the very least gimme a few bob - a tenner at most, y'know? Is that unreasonable, considering what they normally ask of me? :question: :idontknow: Fixing laptops isn't the easiest thing in the world to do. But then, nuthin' ever easy for me.

I know the feeling. I'm always asked to build websites for people,as though it's something I can knock up in 5 minutes!
 

Graeme1988

Hie yer hence from me heath!
I know the feeling. I'm always asked to build websites for people,as though it's something I can knock up in 5 minutes!

Yep! I know exactly what you mean. Though, with me, my family usually need their laptops back within a certain time. Normally giving me just a day to figure out ad sort whatever the issue might be. But most of the time it's just time-wasting BS - like them not running updates on their operating system, anti-virus or malware protection software. :eek:h: Stuff they're too lazy to check themselves.

And I get the patronising praise that I know "...better or more than them about computers". Just because I spend most of my days in front of one, doesn't mean I know all there is to know about the inner working of any and all computers. :thumbdown:
 

defiance

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All I want is peace.........am I truly asking for much? I would love to kick out all the cancerous people in my life and just be surrounded by those that I know care about me and vice versa.
 

Graeme1988

Hie yer hence from me heath!
I would love to kick out all the cancerous people in my life and just be surrounded by those that I know care about me and vice versa.

Don't answer if ye feel this way too personal, but what's stopping you from doing this, exactly? :question: I mean if the folk currently making you miserable, then you'd be in the right, telling them yer sick o' the way they treat ya.

If they don't treat you how ye deserve, then tell 'em to f**k off. Sorry for being so blunt, but I've lived with those types o' folk long enough to know that it takes you stand up for yersel' in order for them to stop treating ya badly.

Though, if they're family, then I know how difficult it can't be to distance yerself from them. :sad:
 

defiance

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Don't answer if ye feel this way too personal, but what's stopping you from doing this, exactly? :question: I mean if the folk currently making you miserable, then you'd be in the right, telling them yer sick o' the way they treat ya.

If they don't treat you how ye deserve, then tell 'em to f**k off. Sorry for being so blunt, but I've lived with those types o' folk long enough to know that it takes you stand up for yersel' in order for them to stop treating ya badly.

Though, if they're family, then I know how difficult it can't be to distance yerself from them. :sad:

Well some of them are family such as cousins that you are forced into seeing because of family gatherings. I say forced because if you don't go then your parents are the ones that get a bad rap for it. It's like these individuals will say things like "oh they didn't bring their son, they must not have done a good job with him" and so forth. These events are just an excuse for me to get sh*t on by these *******s. All they do is let their egos run wild and I just want to jump out of a window to get the hell out of there. As for my own family....my mother is a saint and always treats me better than I deserve....oddly enough the old man is turning a new leaf and we seem to be doing better but time will tell if that is a temporary thing or not. The real problem for me is that ******* sibling of mine. You want to talk about a DUMB EGOMANIAC DELUSIONAL UNGRATEFUL FITLY PEACE OF SH*T. He doesn't take other peoples feelings into account. All he does is care about his own sh*t and making sure he gets his way. All the stuff you do for these kind of people and not even a single thank you. I know you can relate to that as you have posted things similar to that a few times. It's cancer man...It's fu*king cancer. As if me dealing with my own problems wasn't enough. He is the only person in my family that I can distance myself from and not give two sh*ts if I ever see him again. Because he does nothing for me and I am not dependent on him for anything.
 

GraybeardGhost

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Crankin' on the taxes! :bigsmile:

I really shouldn't be enjoying it this much.* :thinking:

I'm a sick, sick boy.








*Since it goes to fund a government which no longer represents the people in any positive way and has turned its back on dignity, truth, compassion, human rights, and common decency.
 

PugofCrydee

You want to know how I got these scars?
Crankin' on the taxes! :bigsmile:

I really shouldn't be enjoying it this much.* :thinking:

I'm a sick, sick boy.

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I'd love to know what you mean, I've never heard that expression before.

Care to enlighten me Beard? :thinking:
 

PugofCrydee

You want to know how I got these scars?
Pretty sh!tty.

Been in the same job for about 9 years then today - BAM! I get moved into a new role, new area, new people.. No warning at all. I don't even know the role.. I'm just winging it.

I fkingg hate this company. I now know who is behind it too. If there's one kind of person I hate with a passion, it's workplace bullies and back stabbers.
 

GraybeardGhost

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Crankin' on the taxes! :bigsmile:

I really shouldn't be enjoying it this much.* :thinking:

I'm a sick, sick boy.

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I'd love to know what you mean, I've never heard that expression before.

Care to enlighten me Beard? :thinking:

Just working on my income tax returns (due in about a month). I really get into it, like some guys do working on their cars. The tax code here is so complicated and confusing, especially for certain types of income, that figuring out the answers to some questions gives the same satisfaction (to me, anyway) as finally loosening a rusty bolt or making a grungy bumper really shine.

Also, I may have been slightly delirious from lack of sleep and food. :rolleyes:
 

Kiwong

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I've come to the dreary conclusion that I absolutely have to get back into shape. My back hurts all the time now and if the extra weight isn't the outright culprit then it's at least playing a major part.

Goodbye, carbs... at least for a few months.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=REpAmF-DYcc

Good luck with losing some weight Fountain. Reducing fat and sugar can do it. And walking everyday.
 

FountainandFairfax

in a VAN down by the RIVER
^ is that a farewell song dedicated to carbs?

I'm using it as one, but no, Bocelli's not singing about doughnuts. :D

Good luck with losing some weight Fountain. Reducing fat and sugar can do it. And walking everyday.

Thanks, Kiwong. Sugar's a tough one for me, I love the soft-drinks, ha ha.

It's gonna be tough, but I've done it before, the real trick will be not falling into my old habits once I'm all buff again. :D
 
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Graeme1988

Hie yer hence from me heath!
You shouldn't blame yourself for him cutting you out of his life.

I don’t – I just wish our relationship was better during the time he was alive. Instead of this fake father/son relationship, which felt awkward. Not helped of course by my mum forcing it to happen and giving me no say in the matter. Or my dad’s attitude of feeling like he was owed something from me. When, in reality, it was the other way around, really.

Did you tell them you are just defending yourself?
I did, once, when I gave that “Aye, very funny” sarcastic response and they asked me if I was upset. My mum just said: “Oh, it’s wus just a joke”. But when I asked: “So, it was a joke when I got similar things said to me by folk who bullied me at school?” She went silent for a few seconds and said: “You were bullied at school. At least, I don’t remember you ever telling me”. Yet my mum’s advice to me about getting bullied was to “…just ignore it” :eek:h:

But why would they think getting dual citizenship would specifically spite him? I'm just trying to understand.

Because I didn’t know my dad, like at all. Not in the way my half-siblings on his side of the family did. We were like strangers to each other, my dad and I. So, getting the dual citizenship would feel a bit weird not having as strong a connection with my Kenyan heritage, if that makes sense? :question:

All I remember of my dad is that he wasn't someone who like talking about the past or himself much. He was always wanting to know what's been happening, lately.

What happens if you do it anyway?

Probably nothing, but my immediate family tend to response harshly and critically to almost everything I do for myself, telling me it was either wrong or a waste of time, etc. In their opinion, of course. Plus, they tend to gossip a lot, so I don’t really like revealing much about myself. Since they tend to use it against me, like when I opened up about my anxiety and depression struggles, which were just laughed off and made out to be me attention seeking. :kickingmyself:

Guess, you could say, the gossiping, questions and assumptions is what I don’t want to deal with. Since I always have to justify my reasons for doing something for myself. And I don’t want news of me getting dual citizenship – if I were to get it - to get back to my dad’s side of the family, somehow. What with most of my immediate family, unlike me, being addicted to Facebook and Twitter.

So they are half Scottish and Chinese since they are biracial?

Yup!
 
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