No it didn't. He went back to being the person that I know and hate. Man I can't even begin to put into words how bad I want to kill myself. I'm not even joking when I say this that if I was alone right now...I'd attempt to hang myself. I am so over this MAN.... . DEAR GOD WHY DO I HAVE TO SUFFER SO MUCH.......
I ask and wonder the same thing myself.
Sorry you have to deal with this constant crap.
Och! Don't feel sorry for me, man. I've been put up with my family underestimating and treat me like shit for the last 14 years, I'm well use to it by now.
In my case, although I got chewed out, I deserve it. I mean look at me. I am 31 and can't do anything to support myself or my family. I can't blame my mom for getting mad at me for this. The old man on the other hand is ok some of the times but when he loses his mind I mean it's just constant verbal fighting. It breaks my morale a lot but he's too stupid to understand what he is doing is harmful. Plus a sibling that is just like him but at times worse.
My mum tends to be like this with me. She loses her mind over me doing what I want, gets intae arguments with me. And she doesnae get that she’s in the wrong for acting the ways she does.
I may be 31 but mentally, where it counts, I am maybe 10. I have no knowledge of how the world works and therefore I am destined to fail. I just want my pain to stop. I don't know about you but it scares me to think I might live too long and that everyday will be like this. I...I just don't know what to do anymore. This amount of suffering is just too much.
Don’t know if I’m the same boat here. I mean, I can relate to being somewhat naïve, not so worldly wise; and everything I do seemingly being doomed to fail from the off. But no-one really gave me any guidance in my life. My family tend to be quite controlling in telling me what to do and think all the time. My dad wus'nae really around and when he was he wanted me to be exactly like him. And, in a way, I’ve become just like me.
That said, I’d rather be able to support myself without being overly reliant upon my family. Since my family tend to be manipulative, in that, they’ll guilt me for not asking for their help. Then they get all smug as f**k when I do ask for their help. As if me asking them to help me gives them some kinda ego boost. At my expense, of course. Y'know, being disabled it goes with saying that I'm needy and co-dependent.
NOT!
Old man opened his mouth again and caused trouble once more over nothing. He is cancer to this family as is my sibling because he is just like the old man. There are days where I wish I can take my mother away from all of this. Just pack our things and run away from these @ssholes. She deserves so much better.
Definitely sounds like yer putting up with more than ye can cope with or should even endure. Though, yer dad reminds me a lot of the youngest of my 2 older siblings. Always causing arguments over trivial, mundane shite. And making a big deal outta nothing. Getting into an argument over semantics.
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So, I can very much empathise with having to deal with
that family member who opens their big mouth and starts a fight. It's no pleasant, I know.
