I've stopped eating. I hate the sensation of having something on my stomach. I had like a slice or two of bread and water for the past days.
That's not good. D'ye not think you'd be better eating more than that? I mean, at least, breakfast, lunch and dinner. I've certain cutback on my eaying since tne beginning of the yearl
Sorry, if ah seem a bit worried for ya, I've been marathon watching episodes of Supersize vs Superskinny on YouTube. 🤭
Some music now that I used to listen to - like Tiny Dancer.. I cant listen to it anymore as it just makes me feel uncomfortable with myself seeing as I feel like my bf doesnt think much of how I look idk.. he said I was very pretty but I think he was ust saying that- his words change all the time and can be conflicting.
That's not good. D'ye not think you'd be better eating more than that? I mean, at least, breakfast, lunch and dinner. I've certain cutback on my eaying since tne beginning of the yearl
Sorry, if ah seem a bit worried for ya, I've been marathon watching episodes of Supersize vs Superskinny on YouTube
Never heard of it, but I'm afraid to look it up now. ;p
I thought I could. I really believed for a moment in time that I thought I could go on. But the pain is just too much now. I have an expiration date of 35 if things don't turn around by then
You've inspired me to set a dod of 45 (a year from now). The pain's been already way too much for way too long. Even started hoarding pills as well (inspired by bsammy who a few days ago took a fatal overdose (or so i believe)). Another long-term sufferer who felt the big squeeze of the death python.
Of course things can change within the next year, but will it be enough, that is the question. I'm primarily talking of spiritual evolution & emotional well-being.
Kinda hard to stay positive when ya live with a parent who's always saying negative, depressing and discourage things to you all the time. Unless yer a girl or woman, then it's different story... :sad:
It's a joke man... I'm the super villain of the forum who made the thread to the over confident advisers remember... I respect how you feel, especially since I feel the same. :/
Letting my imagination stress me out again. Sometimes these things happen in my head—incidents, altercations, with cops, judges, landlords—and they really flip me out. I know they're not really happening (though they could), but the tension and anxiety are just as real and just as hard to shake as if they were. I have to force myself to breathe easy and think about something else to make it stop. Maybe it's my deep-seated sense of powerlessness and my fear (which borders on paranoia, despite its legitimacy) that other people with power will inevitably abuse it. Other people have occasional encounters with authority; I get hassled almost every day, it seems—but only in my head. I fear the man with the badge, the robe, the keys, but it's not him doing this—it's me. I am one seriously messed up dude. :omg:
Feeling really ashamed of myself, after doing something I refrained from doing for two weeks
My meds (i believe) make me only wanna do that only once per month or so. I'm actually unsure if that's good/healthy or not. And perhaps i miss doing it?
My meds (i believe) make me only wanna do that only once per month or so. I'm actually unsure if that's good/healthy or not. And perhaps i miss doing it?
You knew exactly what I was talking about :applause:
Healthy every now and then yeah, it's a good stress reliever, that's for damn sure.
Ugh! :kickingmyself: Why is new tech so feckin' difficult to master...? :veryangry:
It's frustrating when yer learning something for the first time on yer own.
I'm fearful all the time, my life is lurching again to an absolute nightmare. But I don't hate being alive, tomorrow morning I might see a great sunrise. So there are some reasons to go on, although each year they seem harder to find
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