How are you feeling?
Ready for death. In fact beyond ready.
In that case you're probably ready to read this --> Free ebook: Butterflies are free to fly by Stephen Davis | Non fiction, Philosophydefiance said: ↑Ready for death. In fact beyond ready
Edit:Second thoughts (just read your thread "will it ever get better?"), since things are in "dire straits" right now, you need to seek help for these suicidal urges. Ringing a phone suicide hotline would be sth i'd urge you to do, to talk things through.
Feeling my typical bored-to-buggery. Still, could be worse. Just have to kill-off a few hours and hopefully the state will pass.
I feel very stressed of school, not doing so well as I'd like either. This makes me sleep not so good at night. I forgot how it feels to be just happy and not worrying about anything. Only two weeks left before vacation starts, still got lots to do.
Ah feel ah need to do summit else, watchin' TV, exercising, and playin' video games all day, doesnae really do it for me. Wish ah hud the concentration to read a book, ah used to love the solitude o' readin'. Plus, when you've got yer heid in a book, naebuddy bothers ye. 🤭 Whit da f**k's happened tae me...? :sad: :idontknow:
Being creative would help me get outta this depressive rut ah've been in, lately.
Being creative would help me get outta this depressive rut ah've been in, lately.
I am feeling really scared and nervous. Also feel bad as well.
Buckin' great! Woke up at 6 o'clock this morning, which rare for me.
Exercised for a wee bit after ah woke - half an hour, just. Been quite focused today, huv'nae felt this way since January.
And I'm surprisingly happy. 😀
Exercised for a wee bit after ah woke - half an hour, just. Been quite focused today, huv'nae felt this way since January.
And I'm surprisingly happy. 😀
:sad:
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Gjjyfcjiimnrdxbimm
I don't think I'm ever going to be all right again.
feeling like I am going to have a tortoise omelet for dinner.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eAbpxu5Mvr8
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eAbpxu5Mvr8
GraybeardGhost said: ↑I don't think I'm ever going to be all right again.
Same here.. :sad:
Well, I'm back to feel down and depressed, again. After yesterday wus so great.
Don't know what I'm doing with ma life, other than wasting it. Ah just feel like a waste of space and a burden to ma family. :🙁: They'd be better off without me, in all honesty.
Pyrophosphate said: ↑It had to be said.
What's on your mind?
Missing someone 😛
And stressed out generally. It helps that it's summer, though, so although there is stress, I have more time to take care of the things that are stressing me out. Yay.
Urgh! F**k my life... Nuthin' ever goes right me. :kickingmyself: :thumbdown:
Deeply depressed. Not the intense torment of suicidal despair, but more of a dull, aching malaise draining the color and flavor from life. The slow roast, rather than the high, charring flame.
What joy I have known in my life is gone, those small triumphs and too brief romances all behind me. The future looks bleak and hollow: an endless, lonely afternoon, fading ever into night. What once was sweet has soured, the savory turned bitter with age, and all is as dust and ash in my mouth.
The slow roast: turning and turning on my spit, hour after hour, day after day, over and over without end. Am I done yet? I wish I knew how to tell.
What joy I have known in my life is gone, those small triumphs and too brief romances all behind me. The future looks bleak and hollow: an endless, lonely afternoon, fading ever into night. What once was sweet has soured, the savory turned bitter with age, and all is as dust and ash in my mouth.
The slow roast: turning and turning on my spit, hour after hour, day after day, over and over without end. Am I done yet? I wish I knew how to tell.
Sick of this life,
Not that you'd care..
Not that you'd care..
PugofCrydee said: ↑Not that you'd care..
Don't say that :sad: , members are here to comfort and pat each other's back.
Jungle said: ↑Don't say that :sad: , members are here to comfort and pat each other's back.
Wait, that's what we're here for?
Razzlecherry said: ↑Wait, that's what we're here for?
Didn't want to generalize to everyone, at least that's how I feel, I want to contribute to others well being .
I was trying to cheer up the guy.