Also, if ah huv tae spend another month stuck downstair in tha living room, due to being unable to get back upstairs to ma bed at the moment, ah think am gonnae go mental. :kickingmyself:
There's only so much ye cun do to occupy yer time with an iPod, tablet, laptop and a small collection of DVDs. Don't if am just bored or miss playin' ma guitar? Or both? :thinking: :idontknow:
Irritated and tempted to throw F bombs to people on the phone for their queries that I can't answer or mumbling something to get them away! The week I've had relating to this, feel like searching for another job but IDK..
Knackered but glad. Glad ah should be back in ma bedroom in a few weeks.
An glad that tha nurse is gonnae check when ma daily injection to prevent blood clots in ma legs is up. As long as am still in plasters, am supposed tae git the injections.
Which, according to their records end in 3 days time cuz that'll be the 6 weeks since ah hud ma operation, ye see? But ah'll no be gittin' ma plaster casts off until the following Monday.
Also, hud a great night oot in Carlisle last night - if nuthin' else it got me oot tha hoose for tha first time properly since Jan. 6th.
Had a HUGE BIG CRY all this afternoon after work. From 2:30 to 5:30.. yay!
Now I just feel lonely and I feel rejected. I feel lonely because I dont know what to do with myself and I feel rejected because I had false glimmer of an expectation of Valentines day - and my mind then trails to all the rejection/hate all that stuff- because there is no 'social' part of my life yet except for someone who by actions shows me that I am just a workmate.
Had a HUGE BIG CRY all this afternoon after work. From 2:30 to 5:30.. yay!
Now I just feel lonely and I feel rejected. I feel lonely because I dont know what to do with myself and I feel rejected because I had false glimmer of an expectation of Valentines day - and my mind then trails to all the rejection/hate all that stuff- because there is no 'social' part of my life yet except for someone who by actions shows me that I am just a workmate.
So I basically feel like a looser actually.
Ya know what they say: "Stress is caused by giving a ****". But this is what I've found out in my many, many rejections from girls: I can't base my happiness on the actions or feelings of another person. I am horrible at following my own advice, but they shouldn't control me emotionally just because of what they think of me, they shouldn't control you either. When it comes down to it this is what cheers me up: "It's not the amount of days you've been single, it's the amount of days you have left being single."
The source is a known known not a known unknown or an unknown unknown. I know who the source is thanks.
Awesome 🙂 Thought you might not know what an evil human he is though.
just not someone I would personally ever give credit for saying things that are great, that's just me. Rumsfeld and Hilter, two peas in a pod.:thumbup:
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