How are you feeling?

I'm bottled up with anger still. I have moments of calmness but I feel so much hate and anger inside.

GraybeardGhost said: ↑

Like I'm running on fumes.

dannyboy65 said: ↑

I'm bottled up with anger still. I have moments of calmness but I feel so much hate and anger inside.

Same with me... Don't if I've got much left, in terms of reasons to keep going. :sad:

Feeling mighty low at the moment. I can definitely relate to the "running on fumes" statement.

Maybe I will, and maybe I won't. Don't really care.

I feel . . . an urge.

Chinese, maybe? Evil pizza? :thinking:

Nah, better not.



And on a completely unrelated note . . .

I need someone to love. Two legs and ladylike? Four legs and furry? I'm open-minded on that point. No urges involved here—I'm just goddamned lonely and it hurts. :sad:

Did you ever want to punch yourself in the face til there's nothing left?

Me too.

Unlike everyone here, I feel fine this morning.

GraybeardGhost said: ↑

Did you ever want to punch yourself in the face til there's nothing left?

Me too.

Personally, ah'd much prefer doing this... Which would eventually led to this...

Pacific_Loner said: ↑

Unlike everyone here, I feel fine this morning.

Glad to hear that, hen. :thumbup:
That's a lovely picture as well, btw.

My face hurts. I want to cut it.



Sad, too. Achingly so.

Anniversaries. :sad:

Not good at all....

GraybeardGhost said: ↑

And on a completely unrelated note . . .

I need someone to love. Two legs and ladylike? Four legs and furry? I'm open-minded on that point. No urges involved here—I'm just goddamned lonely and it hurts. :sad:

The mindset i'm in at the moment, i'd settle for a one-legged chihuahua :blushing:

stuck in a life where i have almost ZERO outlets to express my true self/personality .. due in BIG-part to over-critical parents & over-violent society. now THAT'S a "soul killer" if ever there was one. in fact, i'm been not certain i HAVE a soul/spirit/ettc for a fair few years now (well, maybe thats under-eggzagerating .. its probably my entire life to date). OH how i just LOVE how this life/world/society has ALMOST COMPLETELY FUQKED me up to the MAXIMUM EXTENT POSSIBLE .. such that "NORMAL" things that "NORMAl" PEOPLE DO, are COMPLETELY BEYOND MY GRASP. aint life just WONDERFUL & DANDY when you are a freak, wierdo, outcast, etc

My jaw is aching, I think from anxiety I had this morning. Im feeling low and edgy. I dont know what to do with myself and uncomfortable.

theslowesthand said: ↑

stuck in a life where i have almost ZERO outlets to express my true self/personality .. due in BIG-part to over-critical parents & over-violent society. now THAT'S a "soul killer" if ever there was one. in fact, i'm been not certain i HAVE a soul/spirit/ettc for a fair few years now (well, maybe thats under-eggzagerating .. its probably my entire life to date). OH how i just LOVE how this life/world/society has ALMOST COMPLETELY FUQKED me up to the MAXIMUM EXTENT POSSIBLE .. such that "NORMAL" things that "NORMAl" PEOPLE DO, are COMPLETELY BEYOND MY GRASP. aint life just WONDERFUL & DANDY when you are a freak, wierdo, outcast, etc

It's depressin' as fuk that ah cun relate to this... :sad: Though, believe you me, it's more when yer forced to be somebuddy that yer not. :thumbdown:

Outlet to express yersel', eh... Paintin', writin' poetry, take up a musicial instrument. :thumbup: Or anythin' creative for that matter.

Crawl up in a ball and hide out till winter

I can't even bring myself to enjoy Xmas this year. It's utter shite.

Sorry for anyone who does enjoy it, but I just don't. Sittin' in a room with people you'd happily step in front of a speeding car to avoid.

Anxious as hell. Scared. Resentful of the holidays this year (something I'm normally not).

Survived another one! 😀

Merry Christmas, everybody.

Graeme1988 said: ↑

I can't even bring myself to enjoy Xmas this year. It's utter shite.

Sorry for anyone who does enjoy it, but I just don't. Sittin' in a room with people you'd happily step in front of a speeding car to avoid.

Thats why I decided to spend my Xmas alone, at home with my dogs. Best choice I've made in a long time. I thought it would be hard, but I'm really enjoying my day.