dannyboy65
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I'm bottled up with anger still. I have moments of calmness but I feel so much hate and anger inside.
Like I'm running on fumes.
I'm bottled up with anger still. I have moments of calmness but I feel so much hate and anger inside.
Did you ever want to punch yourself in the face til there's nothing left?
Me too.
Unlike everyone here, I feel fine this morning.
The mindset i'm in at the moment, i'd settle for a one-legged chihuahua :blushing:And on a completely unrelated note . . .
I need someone to love. Two legs and ladylike? Four legs and furry? I'm open-minded on that point. No urges involved here—I'm just goddamned lonely and it hurts. :sad:
stuck in a life where i have almost ZERO outlets to express my true self/personality .. due in BIG-part to over-critical parents & over-violent society. now THAT'S a "soul killer" if ever there was one. in fact, i'm been not certain i HAVE a soul/spirit/ettc for a fair few years now (well, maybe thats under-eggzagerating .. its probably my entire life to date). OH how i just LOVE how this life/world/society has ALMOST COMPLETELY FUQKED me up to the MAXIMUM EXTENT POSSIBLE .. such that "NORMAL" things that "NORMAl" PEOPLE DO, are COMPLETELY BEYOND MY GRASP. aint life just WONDERFUL & DANDY when you are a freak, wierdo, outcast, etc
I can't even bring myself to enjoy Xmas this year. It's utter shite.
Sorry for anyone who does enjoy it, but I just don't. Sittin' in a room with people you'd happily step in front of a speeding car to avoid.