I got my exam results that's what my fail, try again post was about.
I set goals in 2011 and I wrote a post about it here 'the challenge' which I can't find.. Possibly deleted or archived .. But anyway I set myself goals. One really important goal was to get into this course in university. It took me a year to get help with my agoraphobia and get out of the house.then to get into the course I had to sit all these entrance exams. Failed the first time did another course in meantime came back following year, sat exams got in. Once into the course, one of my professors called me in and basically told me without ever giving me a chance to prove myself that I should just drop out now because mature students shouldn't be in that course it's too hard. I lost confidence stopped attending and at the exams last yr I self sabotaged.I got a chance to resit exams a month later but I sabotaged myself again walking out. Then I repeated this year and just finished exams where I was delirious with a fever all week. I passed all but the last 2. I collapsed after the last one had to go emergency doc. Ill try again next time. Hopefully ill pass and 4 yrs hard hard work to do 1 year....at this rate I should have my qualification in 16 years.
But yea I will keep trying because I can.
