Empathize with you. Ah yeah, just be glad it's not your life! I was thinking of all to be grateful for today since I have been feeling really low and not having kids was one of the things that came up twice on my list. Sometimes I get this faint feeling of regret I have none but it goes away really quick and I am back to my senses, thankfully. The world doesn't need more people, and I for one don't need to be adding my gene pool to it...not that I feel anyone really has the right unless they have exceptional dna and an all out 100% wonderful parenting skill set-which no one can say for either.
I agree with that! I have no desire to bring more beings into a world that I would rather not have been brought into myself. Lol.
I could never live like these people. And they aren't young either. The guy is in his late 40s and his wife in her late 30s or may even be 40 now.
Ugh finals! And why on earth there're soo many personality disorders? Someone was born introverted and they've no interest in social interactions, leave them alone!! I need some sleep.
It's so sad. My landlord is a serious hoarder and our backyard is basically a junk dump. It's filled with old broken lawnmowers, plastic chairs, and all kinds of rusty crap. He refuses to get rid of it because he claims he might need it some day. If it weren't there, we would have a good-sized backyard for my little brother and sister to play in :sad:
As it is, it's hard for children living in the city. We have to take them to the park down the street, and often there are so many children there that they can't do much or they get bored. Their own grassy backyard to blow bubbles in and splash in a little pool would be nice.
I have also wanted to start a garden for the longest time, and that backyard is large enough that I could have done so in a little corner if it weren't for all the junk. A vegetable and flower hybrid garden, just a few things... but no. Makes me so mad. I suppose I could plant some indoor stuff, but that's not the same at all. You still get to grow something, sure, but there's no being out in the sunshine, no large plot of soil to get down and dirty in, no weeds to pull or bugs to flee from... *sigh*
Or maybe I could do something like this: :ironicsmile:
I think critics seem to scream the loudest. They probably take my lack of a response as being hard of hearing, or being unintelligent. When I have heard what they have had to say, and find it not worthy of a reaction.
I'm feeling like I'm finally ready to give up on making a concerted effort to fit in at work.
I started this new job back in November and all in all it's been going well. But there are a few co-workers who I just can't connect with. The more I try the more awkward it gets. Today, as I was leaving the garage, I saw one of them crossing in front of my car. I blew my horn very briefly to get his attention so that I could wave and wish him a good weekend. He turned, not knowing who it was blowing at him but must have figured it was a co-worker because he smiled and began to wave back. Once he realized it was me, his facial expression changed like he was saying, "Well this is weird. Why would somebody blow their horn at me?" There seems to be a total difference in the way some people treat others and the way they treat me. I'm done with it. I won't sweat it but I'm just not going to try with them anymore.
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