How are you feeling?

I don't feel myself.
:🙁:

S_Spartan said: ↑

3am and wide awake. Grrrrrr....darn you caffeine!

The goddess gives with the one hand, but takes with another.

I have to go to sleep - it's 10pm and way past my usual bedtime - but my day has been very good and I don't really want it to end. 🙂 I have to succumb sometime!

MikeyC said: ↑

I have to go to sleep - it's 10pm and way past my usual bedtime - but my day has been very good and I don't really want it to end. 🙂 I have to succumb sometime!

I know how it feels when u don't want a great day to end 🙂 I'm happy that you're happy

MikeyC said: ↑

I have to go to sleep - it's 10pm and way past my usual bedtime - but my day has been very good and I don't really want it to end. 🙂 I have to succumb sometime!

Well you can't say that and not tell us what made it so good.

AAAAAAAAAAARRRRRGGGGGGAAAAAAGGGHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!

I think I have suppressed emotions. Which ones they might be is irrelevant right now. Or maybe I just have a low tolerance for frustration. Maybe both. Probably both.

I'm just really discontent with so much in my life. It's nothing new and I'm working to change at least some of it. But sometimes I feel my anxiety renders me virtually helpless. I say virtually because I could literally make myself do what needs to be done in a given situation, but the anxiety is so strongly unpleasant that I become trapped in "I-should-do-this-but-I'm-too-afraid-but-I-should-but-I-can't-make-myself".

I say this because right now I have the old familiar feeling of my life being out of control and unhappy, and I want to break things and cry at the same time. And then I also hate that all of this seems so self-absorbed, and then I feel guilty. Is there any escape from this sort of thing? Being around pleasant others is probably the answer, but that isn't to be found right now, so I'm doomed to this self-centric point of view. Well, at least I can admit it.

Gaaaaaaaaaaawd damn. At home. Alone. Bottle of good wine. Watching Criterion Collection movies on the big HD t.v. = Happiness.

over and out.

April Snow said: ↑

Gaaaaaaaaaaawd damn. At home. Alone. Bottle of good wine. Watching Criterion Collection movies on the big HD t.v. = Happiness.

over and out.

Not alone. I'm coming over. Whether you want me to or not!

What kind of wine is it?

April Snow said: ↑

Gaaaaaaaaaaawd damn. At home. Alone. Bottle of good wine. Watching Criterion Collection movies on the big HD t.v. = Happiness.

over and out.

:thumbup:. .

My neighbours are playing loud world music with a powerful beat, dancing, whistling, clapping their hands, and yelling. Maybe they are celebrating moving in near me. :sarcastic:

Nanita said: ↑

I know how it feels when u don't want a great day to end 🙂 I'm happy that you're happy

Thanks, Nanita. 🙂

Opaline said: ↑

Well you can't say that and not tell us what made it so good.

It was really nothing, to be honest. I met up with a friend I hadn't seen in about four months and that went well. Apart from that it was a regular day, but it was good.

Opaline said: ↑

AAAAAAAAAAARRRRRGGGGGGAAAAAAGGGHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!

I think I have suppressed emotions. Which ones they might be is irrelevant right now. Or maybe I just have a low tolerance for frustration. Maybe both. Probably both.

I'm just really discontent with so much in my life. It's nothing new and I'm working to change at least some of it. But sometimes I feel my anxiety renders me virtually helpless. I say virtually because I could literally make myself do what needs to be done in a given situation, but the anxiety is so strongly unpleasant that I become trapped in "I-should-do-this-but-I'm-too-afraid-but-I-should-but-I-can't-make-myself".

I say this because right now I have the old familiar feeling of my life being out of control and unhappy, and I want to break things and cry at the same time. And then I also hate that all of this seems so self-absorbed, and then I feel guilty. Is there any escape from this sort of thing? Being around pleasant others is probably the answer, but that isn't to be found right now, so I'm doomed to this self-centric point of view. Well, at least I can admit it.

You can't find pleasant others? Hm, maybe I should get my butt out to Boston. :thinking:

Hope you feel better soon, Opaline. If you need to talk to someone, I am available!

I spent most of the day in Sydney today. Went to the Botanical Gardens and had a nice meal elsewhere. I only realised recently that my account is getting a little low, so I shouldn't buy too frivolously. Maybe. :😛:

I feel good about today but I'm tired now. Ready to rest.

MikeyC said: ↑

I spent most of the day in Sydney today. Went to the Botanical Gardens and had a nice meal elsewhere. I only realised recently that my account is getting a little low, so I shouldn't buy too frivolously. Maybe. :😛:

I feel good about today but I'm tired now. Ready to rest.

Sounds like a good day :thumbup:

jc972 said: ↑

Sounds like a good day :thumbup:

It was, man, thanks. I mostly enjoy my trips to Sydney. Even getting stuck in heaps of traffic is an experience on its own. :bigsmile:

MikeyC said: ↑

It was, man, thanks. I mostly enjoy my trips to Sydney. Even getting stuck in heaps of traffic is an experience on its own. :bigsmile:

I'd have a car wreck there, I'd be the only one on the right side of the road :lol:

jc972 said: ↑

I'd have a car wreck there, I'd be the only one on the right side of the road :lol:

Yeah, we drive all funny down here. 🤭

MikeyC said: ↑

I mostly enjoy my trips to Sydney. Even getting stuck in heaps of traffic is an experience on its own. :bigsmile:

I know how you feel Mikey, i love going to Sydney (even the traffic), going there next weekend actually. It sure is a big change from my small town. 🙂

singing-love said: ↑

I know how you feel Mikey, i love going to Sydney (even the traffic), going there next weekend actually. It sure is a big change from my small town. 🙂

Where are you from? I think it's a good city, but it does depend on where you go, and if you like crowds. :😛:

MikeyC said: ↑

Where are you from? I think it's a good city, but it does depend on where you go, and if you like crowds. :😛:

I'm from Gunnedah, smallish town(near Tamworth incase you haven't heard of it:shyness: )You're right it does depend where you go 🙂

singing-love said: ↑

I'm from Gunnedah, smallish town(near Tamworth incase you haven't heard of it:shyness: )You're right it does depend where you go 🙂

Yes, I've heard of Gunnedah, actually. Too bad you're not closer to Shellharbour! 🙂