How are you feeling?
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Invisibleman
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Im in such a depressive rut right now theres no question about it. There hasnt been a day in weeks that a black cloud hasnt loomed above my head. I have a pessimistic glare in my eyes and I just cant seem to possibly care about anything, not even my favourite things anymore. I just sleep my worthless days away and lay in my dark room in a pile of my own demons and cry. I dont know what to do anymore.
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Shyangel
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I was out for a few days and the moment I got back I hear my dad's had a seizure and my only friend that I've known for years mother is on her death bed because she's lost her battle with cancer. My dad's okay now, so that's not such a big deal, but I feel terrible for my friend right now. I could just cry. I've known him and his family my whole life...I can't even imagine their pain.
On top of all this I'm feeling like a useless loser.
On top of all this I'm feeling like a useless loser.
lonely_drummer
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Hey, i really hope your friends mother pulls through and hope your dad has a good recovery. I feel for u, it's always sad to see these people who are so close to u be in such difficult situations. I really hope u feel better as well.
As for me I'm pretty good. Ive been on this road trip with a few close friends and were driving back tomorrow which will take about 16-18 hours but I'm lucky, I'm the only one not having to drive since my license is suspended right now so that's a plus lol. It was a good trip though, we drove out to Victoria and camped in some friends of a friends backyard. I was pretty weary at first but they turned out to be good people. But I really love this city, so nice to be around the ocean. But trips like these always open my eyes to how much I really do enjoy being by myself. It was great and had lots of fun but I can't wait to get home and be comfortable, sleep in my bed, eat my food, play my guitar lol. And I'll get to talk to u guys and hear what u guys are doing. So u shall see me around again in the next couple of days muahahahahaha
Gee, sorry you are feeling that way. I understand, but it is not true that you are ugly or unattractive.
You just have not found the right girl and I am sorry about that. Hi shyangel, sorry that you and your friend are going through that right now. You are not a loser, but I get you * hugs*
The curse is trying to give me another canker sore, again. :
Darn canker sores!
Feeling rather productive today. I cleaned my place up a bit, did some laundry, and now I'm paying some bills.
Congratulations, glad you had a nice day
How do you spend your leisure time at home? Maybe you can pick up a new hobby. Sorry, I wish you had someone else to talk to.
How fun!
Sounds like a breath of fresh air. Ha. I love to be alone also, glad you were around good people. Oh yea, there is no place like home.
MikeyC
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I think you're an attractive guy and I'm straight. You're lean and tall and smart and girls like that.
Wow, I'm so sorry. Seeing loved ones go through such tragedy is never easy. All you can do is be there for them.
You're not a loser. Please chat to me if you're ever feeling low.
KiaKaha
Banned
Unimportant. Unlikeable and unwanted
I wish I had the ability to invoke - a sense of warmth from others toward me. I am not very popular. I know what the world is like - and I know exactly why.
If people only knew me better. If I could just get given a chance... if people actually engaged with me.
I dont know how other people do it. I get jealous of those who can. Maybe I should just play the game. Tell people what they want to hear.
I try to be a good person. A good person. A strong, protective, concerned person. But its not enough.
I just dont have "it"
I wish I had the ability to invoke - a sense of warmth from others toward me. I am not very popular. I know what the world is like - and I know exactly why.
If people only knew me better. If I could just get given a chance... if people actually engaged with me.
I dont know how other people do it. I get jealous of those who can. Maybe I should just play the game. Tell people what they want to hear.
I try to be a good person. A good person. A strong, protective, concerned person. But its not enough.
I just dont have "it"
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KiaKaha
Banned
No, I dont. You do Mikey - lost of other people do, but I dont.
It's obvious where my 'place' is as soon as people see me.
Hope you manage to sort out the mysterious withdrawals though.
Starry
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In PAIN! I just bashed my knee incredibly hard on the desk! It's actually gone numb now!
It should be enough to be a good person... I blame the people you know. You're not unlikable (Though, I realise I don't know you well, so am not really in a position to judge... But from your posts, I'll judge...) But whatever you do, don't "Play the game" and "tell people what they want to hear"! Be true to yourself!
It should be enough to be a good person... I blame the people you know.
You're not unlikable (Though, I realise I don't know you well, so am not really in a position to judge... But from your posts, I'll judge...) But whatever you do, don't "Play the game" and "tell people what they want to hear"! Be true to yourself!
Graeme1988
Hie yer hence from me heath!
Nervous, anxious, worried and slightly on edge.
Agent_Violet
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I like how you just said exactly how i feel about myself. It's an odd feeling seeing my thoughts come from someone else
Don't play the game though. It isn't worth it. I think you're great...and I know many others do as well.
Agent_Violet
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Are the ladies just not too bright where you live?that's the only reason i can come up with for why you'd be rejected for being considerate of ones feelings.
MrJones
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lilmutegirl
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Exhausted and stressed. I barely slept last night, and when I did, I had a nightmare about my old job (from 6 years ago). I also have a paper due in class tonight that I've barely started. I have to work for a few hours this morning, then have a few hours between work and class, but a friend from out of town wanted to hang out, and I only see him about once a year, so I'll feel bad if I don't make time for him...
At least the paper is just a rough draft (actual final paper due next week) and doesn't need to be turned in till midnight.
At least the paper is just a rough draft (actual final paper due next week) and doesn't need to be turned in till midnight.
