I'm feeling okay, trying to fight my SA and be a little social at college, which is somewhat working, I still have a long way to go though. On the other hand, I'm having a crappy time with my roommate, maybe its me though.
I hope all of you are doing well.
^ So I saw everyone commenting and had no idea what they were talking about. Totally missed your post Srijita, not sure how I did that. I just wanted to say I understand exactly how you feel. Is this your first year at college?
Last year when I attended university and stayed on campus, it was incredibly difficult. (and it wasn't good for me, hence why I transferred to community college this last semester; but that's a completely different reason that shouldn't apply to you) My roommate and I were pretty much opposites too. She was a messy person, outgoing, very social, and already had a lot of people she knew there and was friends with. I tried my best though to get to know her better, and to put myself out there a little more. We didn't get along the best at first, but we eventually got warmed up to each other. Sadly we didn't become friends though, and I think that was partially my fault, but it's okay. I know I won't become friends with everyone I meet, but at least I tried.
I wish you the best of luck with your roommate, and I hope you have many good experiences at college. 🙂
^ So I saw everyone commenting and had no idea what they were talking about. Totally missed your post Srijita, not sure how I did that. I just wanted to say I understand exactly how you feel. Is this your first year at college?
Last year when I attended university and stayed on campus, it was incredibly difficult. (and it wasn't good for me, hence why I transferred to community college this last semester; but that's a completely different reason that shouldn't apply to you) My roommate and I were pretty much opposites too. She was a messy person, outgoing, very social, and already had a lot of people she knew there and was friends with. I tried my best though to get to know her better, and to put myself out there a little more. We didn't get along the best at first, but we eventually got warmed up to each other. Sadly we didn't become friends though, and I think that was partially my fault, but it's okay. I know I won't become friends with everyone I meet, but at least I tried.
I wish you the best of luck with your roommate, and I hope you have many good experiences at college. 🙂
Yeah, its my first year. Thanks Phoenix. I need to try putting myself out there a little more as much as well and I hope I can get along with her too.
Unsure if I'm being too optimistic about what I want tae achive from my therapy? I think my disability is a bigger obstacle to overcome than my social anxiety.
Feeling quite down, need cheering up. Would post ma voice on here, were I in a more upbeat mood.
Unsure if I'm being too optimistic about what I want tae achive from my therapy? I think my disability is a bigger obstacle to overcome than my social anxiety.
Feeling quite down, need cheering up. Would post ma voice on here, were I in a more upbeat mood.
I'm sorry Graeme. But think of it as this way, atleast it'll help you with some of your problems. I hope you feel better soon, maybe doing something you like can help atm?
I'm sorry Graeme. But think of it as this way, atleast it'll help you with some of your problems. I hope you feel better soon, maybe doing something you like can help atm?
Yeah, I guess. I'm finding it a bit difficult - I think my disability adds tae ma frustration, a bit. I wish I had that new guitar amplifier - need tae wait til it's back in stock at end of the month; early August - because I really want tae pickup my electric guitar again.
I would be doing pretty well if I had money right now. :🙁: I think I'm going to do well in my class, but I need money to pay the tuition. Basically, I can either pay tuition or pay my utilities over the next month and a half. Once I get that taken care of (the tuition), I'll be fine, because I'll be getting financial aid for the fall. If I don't pay the tuition by the beginning of the semester, I will be dropped from the classes I'm enrolled in for the semester. Had I started my second job when I expected to, I would've been able to pay my bills with the income from that, while paying my tuition with the other...grr...this is so frustrating.
So this would make me the worst bf/friend,human. I'm sure I'll get to right my wrongs in past relationships.. so I've stopped hurting my self having this in my mind 🙂
It's give and take my eyes are now open! Roll on my nxt love 🙂
Exhausted. Today was a looong day. My cat woke me up twice this morning, and the second time he was not letting me stay in bed. He was pretty demanding... at 7:30am. >.< Then I left around 2pm to help set up for a wedding I'm going to tomorrow. I just got back an hour and a half ago. I was there for 6 hrs., going places, setting things up, talking to people, and I was pretty much on my feet the whole time. I actually did meet someone new today though, she's super nice and we got along really well. Thankfully my SA wasn't too bad today, and I knew most of the people I was helping with, so talking to everyone didn't drain me as it normally does. Tomorrow will be a different story. There's going to be 175 people there. 😮 I went to the church today and the room looks like it holds only a hundred, it's so small! I hope I'm not in there for a long time. I'm not sure how much I'm going to be able to take of that.
Exhausted. Today was a looong day. My cat woke me up twice this morning, and the second time he was not letting me stay in bed. He was pretty demanding... at 7:30am. >.< Then I left around 2pm to help set up for a wedding I'm going to tomorrow. I just got back an hour and a half ago. I was there for 6 hrs., going places, setting things up, talking to people, and I was pretty much on my feet the whole time. I actually did meet someone new today though, she's super nice and we got along really well. Thankfully my SA wasn't too bad today, and I knew most of the people I was helping with, so talking to everyone didn't drain me as it normally does. Tomorrow will be a different story. There's going to be 175 people there. 😮 I went to the church today and the room looks like it holds only a hundred, it's so small! I hope I'm not in there for a long time. I'm not sure how much I'm going to be able to take of that.
You're getting married, Phoenixx:eek::😛:?
Anyway, you'll be fine:). Just do what I do and find the most empty spots you can find. Then put on your "get away from me" face......... or just think of thousands of other things, like drawing, to take your mind off of the people.
Im wondering if im ever going to stop being such a waste of space and go get a job. I dont know what im going to do,getting a job here is impossible. Theres more people than jobs so few places are hiring and its very competitive, I doubt my terribly basic resume will be having any victories. The only places that I want to work and that are hiring I cant because I have to be over 19 (due to selling alcohol or cigarettes). Theres only one option left and its a place I really dont want to work,its a grocery store part of Canadas largest chain. It has lines out the door and down the street on a slow day, just thinking about working there makes me feel like im going to throw up:🙁:
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