How are you feeling?

I'm feeling OK, I guess. Stomach is not 100% better.

I am content. I have very few worries at the moment.

Depressed and highly self-conscious

Tired, I will soon goto bed. Katniss is looking at me, watching over me.

I have two posters on my wall. The main one, with her face and the theatric one, next to it.

Agent_Violet said: ↑

feeling rather sore and leary of people here after being called a b*tch in mini chat by a total stranger.

You're definitely not that. Don't listen to him/her.

Invisibleman said: ↑

Been having bad thoughts lately and I keep beating myself up relentlessly.

I'm sorry, man. What's bothering you?

1BlackSheep said: ↑

Oh no, Srijita! :🙁: Give it a little time - you're still adjusting to a lot of new things. When I went away to college, I shared part of a suite with two girls who couldn't have been more different than me. But, I ended up becoming great friends with one of them, so you just never know! It will get better! 🙂

Thank you, I hope so as well. 🙂 But so far things don't seem too great.

MikeyC said: ↑

Ah, yes, college. What's wrong with your roommate? Maybe you just need to get to know each other a little more first. Fingers crossed it ends up working out!

Thanks Mikey, its just that we're literaly the opposite of each other I hope we get along better eventually.
How are you?

Nightmare Kitten said: ↑

Depressed and highly self-conscious

I'm sorry, what's wrong?

Agent_Violet said: ↑

feeling rather sore and leary of people here after being called a b*tch in mini chat by a total stranger.

That's really not true, don't let it get to you. I hope you feel better soon.

Srijita52 said: ↑

Thanks Mikey, its just that we're literaly the opposite of each other I hope we get along better eventually.
How are you?

Just because the two of you are opposites doesn't mean you're not going to get along. Maybe you'll get along really well because of that! Once you get to know each other better, which is inevitable, you will be fine. 🙂

I'm good, thanks. Tired but okay. Getting ready for my long car trip.

MikeyC said: ↑

Just because the two of you are opposites doesn't mean you're not going to get along. Maybe you'll get along really well because of that! Once you get to know each other better, which is inevitable, you will be fine. 🙂

I'm good, thanks. Tired but okay. Getting ready for my long car trip.

Thanks. 🙂 yeah, I hope so too. I guess only time can tell.
I'm glad you're okay. 🙂

Srijita52 said: ↑

Thanks. 🙂 yeah, I hope so too. I guess only time can tell.
I'm glad you're okay. 🙂

Yeah, give it time and I'm sure you two will get along just fine. 🙂

^Thank you.

Srijita52 said: ↑

^Thank you.

Seriously, how could anyone not get along with anyone as sweet and caring as you? 😀

MikeyC said: ↑

Seriously, how could anyone not get along with anyone as sweet and caring as you? 😀

You're too kind. ^^
Maybe its just because of me being totally clueless and boring.

Srijita52 said: ↑

You're too kind. ^^
Maybe its just because of me being totally clueless and boring.

Those aren't quantifiable reasons to hate you, even if they are true. You're too sweet to be hated and I'm sure your roommate will see that. 😉

MikeyC said: ↑

Those aren't quantifiable reasons to hate you, even if they are true. You're too sweet to be hated and I'm sure your roommate will see that. 😉

Thanks Mikey, you're really super awesome. 😀

Srijita52 said: ↑

You're too kind. ^^
Maybe its just because of me being totally clueless and boring.

NOOOOOOOOOO!!!! Just be your sweet self and you'll do just fine! 🙂

I have writers block!!! Good bye..........

karl:-/ said: ↑

I have writers block!!! Good bye..........

Oh nooooo, Karl! I was ready to read some of your lovely British-isms! :😛:

Really fed-up, frustrated and pathetic!

My husband and I just went out for our daily walk - since my agoraphobia resurfaced in the autumn/winter, we've been going only into one lot of local fields - they were difficult to begin with, but now I hardly ever panic in them... Today however, the cows were in the first field... I'm terrified that the cows will kill me, especially since we have our dog with us, the cows don't often take kindly to dogs and are more likely to try to chase us off... Because of that we had to try a different route, but they all involve walking along lanes or streets... My agoraphobia is much worse in lanes, even when I conquered it the first time, I still felt a little anxious in lanes! So I just couldn't do it, we had to turn around and come back home... Now my husband's continued on the walk so that he and the dog can get some exercise. I wasn't even panicking that much (though I did embarrass myself by making a stupid noise, like I often do when I panic - a kind of half-strangled scream crossed with a cry of surprise is the best way to describe it), I just felt like I would panic badly... It's pathetic! I know there's only one way to beat the agoraphobia, but I just don't feel up to it. It doesn't help that my husband keeps complaining of wanting to go on long walks again.. I feel bad enough as it is about it... I've told him how it makes me feel, he apologises, but he ends up doing it again, because walking helps him with his anxiety... So it's a lose - lose situation... *Sigh* If only the British summer would pick up again it would help. I always feel SO much more positive on sunny days... But it just keeps raining. 🙁

Starry said: ↑

Really fed-up, frustrated and pathetic!

My husband and I just went out for our daily walk - since my agoraphobia resurfaced in the autumn/winter, we've been going only into one lot of local fields - they were difficult to begin with, but now I hardly ever panic in them... Today however, the cows were in the first field... I'm terrified that the cows will kill me, especially since we have our dog with us, the cows don't often take kindly to dogs and are more likely to try to chase us off... Because of that we had to try a different route, but they all involve walking along lanes or streets... My agoraphobia is much worse in lanes, even when I conquered it the first time, I still felt a little anxious in lanes! So I just couldn't do it, we had to turn around and come back home... Now my husband's continued on the walk so that he and the dog can get some exercise. I wasn't even panicking that much (though I did embarrass myself by making a stupid noise, like I often do when I panic - a kind of half-strangled scream crossed with a cry of surprise is the best way to describe it), I just felt like I would panic badly... It's pathetic! I know there's only one way to beat the agoraphobia, but I just don't feel up to it. It doesn't help that my husband keeps complaining of wanting to go on long walks again.. I feel bad enough as it is about it... I've told him how it makes me feel, he apologises, but he ends up doing it again, because walking helps him with his anxiety... So it's a lose - lose situation... *Sigh* If only the British summer would pick up again it would help. I always feel SO much more positive on sunny days... But it just keeps raining. 🙁

Aw, I understand. It helps when you feel safe, but when you don't, it is gut wrenching. Sorry Starry, agoraphobia is ugh.

Thank you, Beleza. It is horrible, indeed.