Anyway, you'll be fine:). Just do what I do and find the most empty spots you can find. Then put on your "get away from me" face......... or just think of thousands of other things, like drawing, to take your mind off of the people.
^ Haha, nooo definitely not me.
I want to try to get there early tomorrow so I can actually possibly find a seat, and help with other things if needed. The woman (bride's mother) who's done most of this stuff is, by far, one of the hardest working women I know. She deserves all the help she can get.
Also, with a room full of that many people in such a small space, I'm pretty sure I won't be able to think of anything different to take my mind off my anxiety. :/
Exhausted. Today was a looong day. My cat woke me up twice this morning, and the second time he was not letting me stay in bed. He was pretty demanding... at 7:30am. >.< Then I left around 2pm to help set up for a wedding I'm going to tomorrow. I just got back an hour and a half ago. I was there for 6 hrs., going places, setting things up, talking to people, and I was pretty much on my feet the whole time. I actually did meet someone new today though, she's super nice and we got along really well. Thankfully my SA wasn't too bad today, and I knew most of the people I was helping with, so talking to everyone didn't drain me as it normally does. Tomorrow will be a different story. There's going to be 175 people there. 😮 I went to the church today and the room looks like it holds only a hundred, it's so small! I hope I'm not in there for a long time. I'm not sure how much I'm going to be able to take of that.
I'm glad you had a nice day. Good luck for tomorrow. 🙂
Feeling quite wonderful actually. This morning woke up with that subdued morning feeling then I went to the local supermarket and felt great. My anxiety/gaze levels were very low; almost normal.
There have been a few people on this forum who have intentionally or as a result of unrelated posts that have helped me significantly..thank you. Do not forget how much benefit and understanding other people can obtain from your own contributions.
Just realising stuff like having been a d**k to some people in my Past and blowing things out of proportion and being unwilling to contribute to the better of society. Thoughts like that make me feel like a waste of carbon matter XD
Just realising stuff like having been a d**k to some people in my Past and blowing things out of proportion and being unwilling to contribute to the better of society. Thoughts like that make me feel like a waste of carbon matter XD
Oh and *hugs* for the doctors issue 🙂
Don't let that get to you Dragonoth, srry. *hugs to you too*
Aww thank you for asking. 🙂 I had to go back to the ER about this infection because my doctors keep writing me off. It is okay, I am going to see a specialst. It is making me nervous.
Aww thank you for asking. 🙂 I had to go back to the ER about this infection because my doctors keep writing me off. It is okay, I am going to see a specialst. It is making me nervous.
^ Oh no. :🙁: I hope you're able to get some treatment soon.
I think my next therapy session is gonnae be difficult. Main reason being, during my first session, ma therapist and I talk about getting out of my own head, and stop letting ma mind dictate what I want tae do, in terms of my creativity? But I'm still wondering how I'd best achieve. And I'm unsure if therapy will help me in the long run.
Come on mate its only been one sesh.. I hold high hopes for you,you've helped me out of my head **** I post my voice on here.. you do come across as a very creative person graeme 🙂 your a hard ass for even going to therapy I've cancelled all of mine.. I know that's not good for the long run...
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