I'm kinda paranoid,, I have been talking to a crush for like 5 months and we both like each other really much,, we talk everyday, and now I get paranoid because we haven't talked for two days and I see that she reads my messages that I send her yesterday and this morning but doesn't reply them,, 😛
I wonder if someone else does this ??
I feel pretty good, I feel I earned time to think since I finished my uni semester. But still: going outside is letting me down. The things I see out there are supposed to be natural, but it's sort of making me do bad things, things I would not usally do. Things like seeing couples yougner than me snogging all the time, and nearly everyone around me doesn't matter the age are using their damn cell phones, being in touch with everyone, and it somehow makes me feel more lonely. But I guess I should tell myself: "hah, I can do better than that!"
I feel pretty good, I feel I earned time to think since I finished my uni semester. But still: going outside is letting me down. The things I see out there are supposed to be natural, but it's sort of making me do bad things, things I would not usally do. Things like seeing couples yougner than me snogging all the time, and nearly everyone around me doesn't matter the age are using their damn cell phones, being in touch with everyone, and it somehow makes me feel more lonely. But I guess I should tell myself: "hah, I can do better than that!"
I'm sorry Daniel, I hope you get what you want soon.
I deleted my fb months ago but i still get fb updates from certain people? Idk its weird. I always get this girls status updates & today it was "house hunting." I still live at home so naturally I felt some jealousy. Her and I used to be very close but than she got married & had a baby. I am happy for her but shes like 2 years younger than I am and has her life completely together. I tried to unscribe these messages cause they just make me feel worse but there was no option on my phone. I guess I just need to stop being so weird and get my life together.
Pretty good. I got the job I wanted (I've already posted that twice on here, but I'm excited!) 😀 Hopefully my son will be cooperative and go to bed on time tonight. Also, I'm working on a paper for my class. I've almost narrowed down a topic. I have to turn that in, plus two articles, by tomorrow...
Very tired. I'm only staying up so I can finish an assignment for my class. I hate that I feel incompetent when it comes to simple tasks. I always worry that other people have information I don't. Tonight, I need to email my instructor a proposal for a paper I have to write, as well as attaching two articles about the subject. For some reason, this seems almost overwhelming. I have found articles, though, so I'm sure I'll be fine. I don't feel overly confident that my subject is entirely appropriate for the class. It is child development, and what I want to write about is the relationship between prenatal maternal smoking and adult criminality. The reason I'm not sure it's appropriate is because it deals with the children of smoking mothers when they are adults.
Very tired. I'm only staying up so I can finish an assignment for my class. I hate that I feel incompetent when it comes to simple tasks. I always worry that other people have information I don't. Tonight, I need to email my instructor a proposal for a paper I have to write, as well as attaching two articles about the subject. For some reason, this seems almost overwhelming. I have found articles, though, so I'm sure I'll be fine. I don't feel overly confident that my subject is entirely appropriate for the class. It is child development, and what I want to write about is the relationship between prenatal maternal smoking and adult criminality. The reason I'm not sure it's appropriate is because it deals with the children of smoking mothers when they are adults.
It seems like a pretty interesting subject to me. Good luck.
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