How are you feeling?

Srijita52 said: ↑

Oh good luck. I hope it goes fine. 🙂

Thanks, it should. 🙂

I am feeling happy that I rediscovered this fourm again:😛:

Mondo said: ↑

I am feeling happy that I rediscovered this fourm again:😛:

Hay hay hay.

Once again. 🙂

this_portrait said: ↑

I didn't mention it. It's a date.

Oh, I hope it goes well. 🙂

I have been socializing.

Drained, tired, paranoid. Feeling a little unhappy.

I will never understand what it is about me that makes people feel uncomfortable. People can sense my discomfort - and that makes me feel bad.

I am getting that old feeling that people really hate me.

KiaKaha said: ↑

I have been socializing.

Drained, tired, paranoid. Feeling a little unhappy.

I will never understand what it is about me that makes people feel uncomfortable. People can sense my discomfort - and that makes me feel bad.

I am getting that old feeling that people really hate me.

I'm sorry Kia, I'd never hate you.

KiaKaha said: ↑

I have been socializing.

Drained, tired, paranoid. Feeling a little unhappy.

I will never understand what it is about me that makes people feel uncomfortable. People can sense my discomfort - and that makes me feel bad.

I am getting that old feeling that people really hate me.

Well all I can say is that you are very well liked on this forum, you have tremendous empathy with other people, and you deserve some happiness.🙂

Srijita52 said: ↑

I'm sorry Kia, I'd never hate you.

There is something "off" about me.
That's how I think other people see me.

KiaKaha said: ↑

There is something "off" about me.
That's how I think other people see me.

Well what do you think is "off" about you?

hidwell said: ↑

Well all I can say is that you are very well liked on this forum, you have tremendous empathy with other people, and you deserve some happiness.🙂

Thanks - yeah .... empathy. It's a shame I cant stand humanity otherwise that would be a good thing. I like people.... but I cant stand them at the same time...

Srijita52 said: ↑

Well what do you think is "off" about you?

That is something I probably shouldnt get into right now - could turn into a rant. I give off some vibe... I make people feel weird. I dont know.

KiaKaha said: ↑

There is something "off" about me.
That's how I think other people see me.

I think there's something awesome about you, but maybe that's just me. 🙂

I do not know why dem hate you Kia or why you would be intimidating.
I don't randomly hate people, so I'm wondering why others pick up things from you? I'm not just trying to be nice and be say things because I'm good with you, but I really think you're handsome and yea that would intimidate me, but I would never think of you any less.





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MikeyC said: ↑

I think there's something awesome about you, but maybe that's just me. 🙂

You're not alone Mikey, I tend to think the same. I always feel great whenever I chat to you Kia. I don't see why you'd make anyone feel weird. I'm sorry.

^
He's really sweet.
He treats me very well, well all of you guys do.
I couldn't ask for more, he is so caring.

Beleza said: ↑

^
He's really sweet.
He treats me very well, well all of you guys do.
I couldn't ask for more, he is so caring.

So true. 🙂 He's always very nice to me too.

I just want to be left alone today. But I've a feeling that's not going to happen.

KiaKaha said: ↑

I have been socializing.

Drained, tired, paranoid. Feeling a little unhappy.

I will never understand what it is about me that makes people feel uncomfortable. People can sense my discomfort - and that makes me feel bad.

I am getting that old feeling that people really hate me.

Bravo for socializing Kiakaha. *applauds*

I really don't know where to find the reason why people would feel like that around you. I wouldn't. I would just say I completely understand where you're coming from. I have to admit I have the same fear in my head, that I make people uncomfortable by my awkwardness and I was just thinking today that I might be not a fun person to hang out with, cuz I'm so fearful so I have a forced smile, or something.

Well, you know, you could always put on a smile more throughout the days, I know it's hard when you don't feel like it, but it always makes people smile too.

And you know, for me the reason is, is that I have a lot of negative emotion, pain and sadness (don't know why), so that's a reason I think people don't like being around me because I might give off a vibe that I'm not optimistic enough so I'm not fun because I'm in deep thoughts and can't open my eyes to fun sometimes, it really *****.

But hey, anyways, I LOVE your posts here, I even get inspired by your words, you are very intelligent and have so many thoughts I haven't been thinking about yet about SA, so clever man, you can always inspire people 😉
Maybe you should use that trick during conversations 😉

phocas said: ↑

I find it surprising how well people react if I smile vs not smile, its often a forced smile but it seems to send the 'right' message

Yeah, I noticed this too.

Well, I was right! I wasn't going tae be left alone today. Ma oldest sister manipulative as per usual.

My sister: "C'mon, you've no been out for a few days..."
Me: "Ma legs are feeling sore today"
My sister again: "Aw, c'mon... what's wrong with ya?!" *
Me (in my head): See my previous answer!
* Get tae f**k!

meh.

been better. been worse. Having a very off day. but i wont let it stop me from functioning and doing my job.