Like crap. I don't know what to do. I really don't want to explain or talk about this anymore, but basically here's the thing. I'm desperate to go home and get out of here. I COULD leave tomorrow, with my cousin, but that's 5+ hrs. in a car, possibly putting up with more verbal abuse and also being at risk of getting into an accident because she sucks at paying attention when driving. (and that's what happened the day I rode down with her; wasn't paying attention, didn't merge lanes and almost went into the opposite lane. Get this: that happened only 5 mins.
after she told me to "stop worrying" about her and to just "read my book." Yeah see how well THAT went?!
)
The next option is basically stick around being miserable for another 3 - 4+ days until either my brother or my dad comes down to get me and to visit for a bit.
FML.
I'm so stupid for even putting myself in this position.