I'm feeling okay. Finally got around to finish painting my last bookshelf, so that makes me happy. Still feeling a bit anxious though. I need to recuperate, this past week has been emotionally exhausting. My cousin also asked me last night if I wanted to go to Delaware with her on Friday and that her sister (my other cousin; we actually get along A LOT better even though we're practically polar opposites) really wanted to see me. I want to go, but I'll be gone for more than a week. That doesn't bother me, it's just that I'm limited on how much I can bring because her car is small and is filled with tons of junk (she has boxes out the rear of stuff she doesn't need; long story). Riding for 5 - 6 hours in there with my cousin I'm not exactly looking forward to, but... I don't know. My brother also wants to go, but if he does, he has to take his truck or rent a vehicle, and he'll leave next week rather than this weekend. I might leave with him. I don't know. So... yeah, no idea what I'm doing two days from now. I hate being so indecisive.