Feelin alright. Just got home from the epilepsy clinic and got some good news. They still have no idea as to why I had these seizures but it can't be anything too bad since its not popping up but I got news that I will be able to switch to a better medication with no side effects which is what I'm really happy about. They said I will probably be on these meds for 2 years but if it's side effect free then hell yeah!!!!
No side effects is always going to be an attractive option. It's unfortunate you'll be on them for 2 years but if there's no side effects, then you will barely notice.
I'm feeling okay. Finally got around to finish painting my last bookshelf, so that makes me happy. Still feeling a bit anxious though. I need to recuperate, this past week has been emotionally exhausting. My cousin also asked me last night if I wanted to go to Delaware with her on Friday and that her sister (my other cousin; we actually get along A LOT better even though we're practically polar opposites) really wanted to see me. I want to go, but I'll be gone for more than a week. That doesn't bother me, it's just that I'm limited on how much I can bring because her car is small and is filled with tons of junk (she has boxes out the rear of stuff she doesn't need; long story). Riding for 5 - 6 hours in there with my cousin I'm not exactly looking forward to, but... I don't know. My brother also wants to go, but if he does, he has to take his truck or rent a vehicle, and he'll leave next week rather than this weekend. I might leave with him. I don't know. So... yeah, no idea what I'm doing two days from now. I hate being so indecisive.
It sounds like you want to go, so definitely do it. Spending a long time in the car doesn't sound good, but at least it'll be over quick...especially if you nap. 🙂
I'm feeling pretty good. I talked in class (twice!) :😛:and think I'll enjoy it. Really glad I decided to only take one class this summer. More would've been more than I could handle, probably.
I'm feeling pretty good. I talked in class (twice!) :😛:and think I'll enjoy it. Really glad I decided to only take one class this summer. More would've been more than I could handle, probably.
That's great! I'm glad you're enjoying it. You took as much as you could handle this time, which is great. Keep it up. 🙂
Just the whole graduating in a few months and not being more unprepared.
Oh, I understand. It's a difficult thing to know what you're going to do after school. I was in your exact position when I left school. I had no prospects and I didn't even find a job until 11 months after graduating, which ended up being some crappy burger-flipping thing. Even now, 9 years later, I'm still having trouble.
I'm sorry you're in this position, mate. I relate all too well. Hopefully something will come up.
I'm feeling pretty good. I talked in class (twice!) :😛:and think I'll enjoy it. Really glad I decided to only take one class this summer. More would've been more than I could handle, probably.
Very tired. My dreams were gory. My sleep was unsettled and I've got another bloomin' report in this morning so I can't even have a lie in. Plus I've been asked to cover something at work that I'm not supposed to do because of my health and I was cornered by my boss so I couldn't say no and I can't find anyone else who can do it instead, so moving into panic mode :🙁:
Very tired. My dreams were gory. My sleep was unsettled and I've got another bloomin' report in this morning so I can't even have a lie in. Plus I've been asked to cover something at work that I'm not supposed to do because of my health and I was cornered by my boss so I couldn't say no and I can't find anyone else who can do it instead, so moving into panic mode :🙁:
I feel like I have to finish my exams, it's like a maze, and when the exams are over i find the exit. But if I fail my exams it would be like being stuck in the starting point, because its not worth going through it. AKA every fail with exams is a troublesome sign for me which makes me think about my real aims. I know I'll have tons of time to think about my life when summer comes.
I am feeling more awesome and amazing than i've ever felt in my whole life!! Screw what society says is "normal". No one is normal...which is in fact the normal way to be 😀
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