I am now wondering how I'm going to go through life after this. Maybe I won't make it.
Whatever is over, it must be very important to you. I offer my condolences to you. Go indulge in some hobbies right now; be happy. You deserve it, especially right now.
I am now wondering how I'm going to go through life after this. Maybe I won't make it.
I'm sorry, it might seem like there's no way now but you'll be okay, I promise. Right now you need to distract yourself though, do something you like. Hang in there.
I'm feeling pretty good since my son and I went for a walk at a park that we'd never been to before. It was fun. 😀
I'm also a lot more relaxed now that I've gotten the work/school/babysitting situation taken care of. Now my kiddo and I get to spend the next 3 days together (other than the 3 hours I'll be in class tomorrow). I wish I had money to go do something, but we can find free stuff to do.
Anxious, hopeless, depressed. Been crying for quite a while but what I have to loose.
I'm sorry you're feeling this way. I hope you can pull through and feel better soon.
As for me, I'm feeling nervous. I'm going to see an epilepsy doctor tomorrow to get my final tests done, so this may be the last day my health is labelled as "normal". I really hope they come up with nothing. I'd rather have no answers than find out there's something wrong with me.
Crying about what? What's on your mind? I hope you feel better.
Maybe its the fear of unknown. There're going to be plently of changes in my life very soon and I think I've to finally come out of my shell and face my fears. Thank you.
I'm sorry you're feeling this way. I hope you can pull through and feel better soon.
As for me, I'm feeling nervous. I'm going to see an epilepsy doctor tomorrow to get my final tests done, so this may be the last day my health is labelled as "normal". I really hope they come up with nothing. I'd rather have no answers than find out there's something wrong with me.
Thanks.
Good luck, I hope everything turns out okay.
I feel so horribly alone and so sick of thinking about the past and letting it cloud my view of the present. Seriously, so sick of just about everything, so many forward attempts and rebounds over and over, so much idealism and yet it never works to be the way I hope it will. Just empty, angry, and sick of everything, but especially sick of being alone and hoping for things that I have no solid proof for existing
I feel so horribly alone and so sick of thinking about the past and letting it cloud my view of the present. Seriously, so sick of just about everything, so many forward attempts and rebounds over and over, so much idealism and yet it never works to be the way I hope it will. Just empty, angry, and sick of everything, but especially sick of being alone and hoping for things that I have no solid proof for existing
I can so relate to you Escape. I'm sorry, hang in there.
I feel so horribly alone and so sick of thinking about the past and letting it cloud my view of the present. Seriously, so sick of just about everything, so many forward attempts and rebounds over and over, so much idealism and yet it never works to be the way I hope it will. Just empty, angry, and sick of everything, but especially sick of being alone and hoping for things that I have no solid proof for existing
Maybe you should settle the past Escape. It sounds as if there are some loose ends or unsatisfying endings in your past. You can either accept them and move on or return to them and adjust them.
On either road, you'll fall and scrape yourself. But life will never give you something that you can't handle. It's twisted and kinda sadistic at times:😛:, but it's fair; it'll give you a chance to win. Don't give up on it just because of a few failures. There have been lots of stories about people who have been beaten down, yet they still won because they didn't give up. Believe in your desired future and race towards it unyieldingly. You'll always have us to help you through your life problems:).
Busy day. Went to my friend's place earlier today. I wanted to finally see him after 2 months! He's been avoiding me because of his depression, which has now been officially diagnosed as severe, so to get him to agree to see me today was a surprising move for him. We ended up having lunch and meeting up with a friend of his that I also know who likes me. I spoke to him about his depression and how he worries me sick. He appreciated all the help I have given him, which honestly has not been enough, I think, but it means I'm doing my part as a friend.
Right now I feel a bit depressed myself. I can't stop my thoughts. I was at work and my mind kept screaming at me about how pathetic I am. I need to be able to control my thoughts on my own. This is something I need to bring up with my therapist next time.
I feel so horribly alone and so sick of thinking about the past and letting it cloud my view of the present. Seriously, so sick of just about everything, so many forward attempts and rebounds over and over, so much idealism and yet it never works to be the way I hope it will. Just empty, angry, and sick of everything, but especially sick of being alone and hoping for things that I have no solid proof for existing
Keep persisting, Escape. You're doing so great. PM me at any time if you want someone to chat to.
It seems there are people who have a problem with me. When I discover this I try and stay out of their way. However, sometimes their nastiness and misrepresentation continues, and gets spread around, takes on a life of its own.
I think there is a sickness of gossip in some people.
I think there are bout 4 or 5 people like that at the moment. I really fear going out into situation where they are likely to be. Avoidance starts to be tempting.
It seems there are people who have a problem with me. When I discover this I try and stay out of their way. However, sometimes their nastiness and misrepresentation continues, and gets spread around, takes on a life of its own.
I think there is a sickness of gossip in some people.
I think there are bout 4 or 5 people like that at the moment. I really fear going out into situation where they are likely to be. Avoidance starts to be tempting.
I'm sorry Kiwong, some people like to feel superior by making others feel bad. Don't let them stop you from doing what you want.
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