Feeling_Nothing
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Afraid of being let down again, ending up alone...
How are you feeling?
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lonely_drummer
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WooooooO!!!!!!! I spent all day yesterday fixing my mountain bike and Im heading to hit the trails pretty soon here. It'll be the first biking day of the season for me so Im totally stoked!!!!!! Also, you ever noticed how the word bed (typed in lowercase) actually looks like a bed from the side angle lol?
Alot better, just made something with candles for the person I like
Is this the same person you made a candle for? I hope things go well.
Yeaaaaaa! I read this and it made me a bit hyper. I'm still trying to see how bed looks like bed, I even squinted my eyes. (oh okay) one could rest between the B and the D.
jonas89
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yayy for biking and yayyy for bed haha and also have you notice that this symbol ( & ) looks like a guy who is dragging his ass on the ground ?
hahaAnd another yayy for Easter break, time to get drunk and make bad decisions
Feeling_Nothing
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Confused !!!!!!!!
Argh why can't life be easier on me for once !!!!!!
I feel like shouting.
Argh why can't life be easier on me for once !!!!!!
I feel like shouting.
Hmmm. Like I have a limited amount of time. I made an doctors appointment for next week, to get help, hoping my doctor will give me suggestions on how I can handle this cloud of thoughts called a brain. I really need help/treatment before my therapy appointment in a month. I am cool right now but if I feel like if another thing set me off the glass is going to break and I will have a reckless episode of where I release everything. I don't want that. I want to keep to myself calm, go get help and find help.
yayy for biking and yayyy for bed haha and also have you notice that this symbol ( & ) looks like a guy who is dragging his ass on the ground ?
And another yayy for Easter break, time to get drunk and make bad decisions
Wow, you guys have quite the imagination. I can really see that &.... &... &..
jonas89
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haha I know right
Know Im suddenly really excited and yet nervous,, I just got a mail for an job interview :O
Feeling_Nothing
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So confused I don't know how I'm going to make it through the night...I just want to sit here and cry.
Feeling_Nothing
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Going to bed now, trying to get some sleep but I'll probably end up crying myself to sleep again...good night SPW.
MikeyC
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Fantastic, drummer. Have fun.
I am so sick and tired of having headaches. And I'm really tired of my sister yelling at me.
MikeyC
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I think you just figured out why you get headaches.
lonely_drummer
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Pretty pumped by exhausted too. I went to my favorite trails today and hit them on my bike. I quickly realized the winter killed me physically after finding myself heaving out of breath about 10 minutes into my first climb but hey it's a challenging climb and it was really muddy. But after finishing the main climb I was set. The mud was definitely present but there was no sign of snow which was awesome! I'm really considering getting a helmet cam, maybe show u guys what I can do. Best part tho was the end, I saved my favorite trail for last which goes all the way down. It's not very technical, low bushes, awesome weaving through trees but the best part is I barely have to use my brakes so I just bomb it down, it's so much fun! Almost everytime I hit that trail and get to the end, the old hiking ladies are always starring at me as if I'm nuts, maybe I am but whatever it's fun! If I'm not too sore, I'm going back tomorrow haha. But it was funny bombing it down today, my front wheel has been getting loose lately and all I could envision was it flying off halfway down lol. But it didn't and I'm fine.
MikeyC
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Yeah, that would be fantastic! I'm glad you had a good time.
lonely_drummer
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I'm gonna try!! Watch, just as I get the cam, my front wheel pops off lol. But don't worry, if that happens, I will post the video once I'm out of the hospital.
MikeyC
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I hope that doesn't happen! Although video would still be appreciated.
Possibly, but I don't think so. I think it is because of the change in my medication.