How are you feeling?

Rembrandt Broam

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Worried.
I don't like drastic changes in my routine. Can't think about anything else but what could go wrong.::(:
It feels like I am about to be swept out to the open sea, I like to stay in the shallow water where my feet can still touch the bottom.

It sounds like this change is something that has been forced on you, rather than something you've chosen. ::(: Change can bring good outcomes though, even if the transitionary period itself is unpleasant. Hope this turns out to be a positive change for you, Blue.
 

Gaucho

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Confused, scared and realizing this has been another week spend alone...

i know the feeling buddy, exactly what i feel every friday/weekend. its always the same.
If i don't change anything, then in 2 years ill still be realizing that i haven't done anything. even maybe after 10 years. something has to change with me.
 

Feeling_Nothing

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i know the feeling buddy, exactly what i feel every friday/weekend. its always the same.
If i don't change anything, then in 2 years ill still be realizing that i haven't done anything. even maybe after 10 years. something has to change with me.

Thing is, no matter HOW hard I try I can't seem to make changes, I hardly have anyone to go out with (1 guy and that's it and he's usually busy) I don't want to go out alone because last time that didn't end well (People here only stick to their group, they avoid loners...).

I feel like no matter what my future is inevitable...
 

Aletheia

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Unclean.

We've no hot water, and it's amazing how quickly not having access to a shower can start to feel wrong.

Also: starting to panic.
 

DeadmanWalking

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Unclean.

We've no hot water, and it's amazing how quickly not having access to a shower can start to feel wrong.

Also: starting to panic.

What's wrong Aletheia? Has something happens to your heater or something::(:? I hope things fix themselves for you.

As for me, I feel kinda proud of myself and I'm worried at the same time. I got the courage to sign myself up for volunteering which I'll be doing on Monday, but I'm worried because I did some volunteer hours on Wednesday and I don't see them on my "page". I might have to go to the Community Services office and ask about that on Monday because I need to have my hours in by Tuesday and I can't fail this.
 

Graeme1988

Hie yer hence from me heath!
Slightly hungover, less euphoric than last week - but I still had a great time and laughed my f#%kin' ass off. Just returning from seeing Doug Stanhope and Henry Phillips at the Glasgow International Comedy Festival. Only in the comedy hostile city of Glasgow, Scotland do people come to a stand-up comedy show, get s#*t-faced drunk - before the show has even started - and have the balls to heckle the manager of the headline act while they're trying introduce the opening act. But, then again, drunk Glaswegians heckling during a comedy gig on Friday night are funny as f#*k

Anyway (F**k! I having difficulty typing this post), I'm rambling. My head's going to sore in morning. I'm going to try and get some sleep, so it's off to bed for me.
 
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SNAP. I've just had another "RAGEY" full-on argument with the "old man". And being the MAJORLY feisty m-fcker (like me), he doesn't "take kindly" to confrontation, neither do it ... so it's a no-win situation. So its COMPLETELY fcked-up my weekend (or at least saturday). Never mind, no pain, no gain. But the thing is, the pain/sh*t/whatever that this "people experience" has triggered has kinda "toppled" me .. right now i am basically "off my rocker". Example: rang them (after argumet), my mother picked-up, & i simply said 'you got a bullet?, you got a gun?' (which i know they do), & she just hung up. Exactly, i am "completely off-me-rocker" right now. I kinda feel like the "Incredible Hulk" right noe .. like i've been "transported" to a competely another being .. or the Jekly'n'Hyde thing. Exactly like that.
I really gotta ESACPE this world. As i REGULARLY go down to such levels but maybe not as "depsrate" as right now)
 
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WeirdyMcGee

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soooooooo tired.
Mom took me shopping for my birthday. Had some A&W for lunch.
People were staring as much as usual... I was panicking the entire time.
I'm ready for bed. so worn out.
 
soooooooo tired.
Mom took me shopping for my birthday. Had some A&W for lunch.
People were staring as much as usual... I was panicking the entire time.
I'm ready for bed. so worn out.

When is your Birthday!? Has it happened yet? or is it about to happen?
Either way Happy Birthday Weirdy!! :)
 
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