Yikes. :
: I'm so sorry to hear that and yeah, it's not the best thing to think about. I'm here if you ever want to talk about it.You're very welcome.Exactly my feelings. Thanks for your support
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Yikes. :
I'm actually doing really well today. In a good mood and stuff. I'm not sure what's bought this on but I like it. I'll continue to ride this one! Haha.
: Now nearly every text message I get from her, she wants to know if I'm okay. I mean, I appreciate the concern and all, but this is f**king ridiculous.
It's probably not a tumor and more likely your teeth, so you're better off sucking it up and going to the dentist. It'll be a little uncomfortable but think of being pain-free.Im just one of those people where if something is wrong with me im too
scared to go to the doctor. Ive been having pain at the back of my jaw for
about 6 months now,it started as just an uncomfortable feeling but it
gradually turned into pain. The pain would come every 3 days or so and it
would hurt pretty bad but I would take an advil and i would be fine. Then it started to come every day and advil wouldnt help it and it started to get extremely disabling,I cant even think straight ,it feels like my heads been run over.
Its probably my wisdom teeth but im such a worry wart
im scared its like a tumor or something or they will find something terribly wrong:
I understand you don't like to talk about your feelings but if you change your mind, you know how to reach me.Thanks, Mikey, I really appreciate you being willing. I'm not one who's to comfortable talking to people about my feelings, though, but thanks, buddy.
That's awesome, Mikey. My days actually been a bit better then usual to until that recent occurrence. I managed a bit more motivation, something I haven't done in a while. Did something good happen or something today, Mikey, to put you in a good mood? We need to figure this out and bottle this good mood stuff and give it around. lol
Yeah, that sounds like cubicle hell. That's awful. I hope it's not as bad as you think this week.
I'm in such a mega-funk today. Just very hopeless and want to crawl under my desk and sleep until I can go home and crawl into bed. I was stupid and ate 40mgs of adderall yesterday and I'm going to guess it like, sucked all the serotonin out of my brain. Then since I couldn't sleep last night I took about 3mgs of Xanax and I just feel so guilty and horrible and ugh ugh ugh. But I just keep telling myself it's not permanent and tomorrow I will feel better. Just gotta hang on.
: I feel like that a lot of the time as well. I don't have the motivation to do anything any more. Staying in my bed is all I have the energy to do. Try and keep your head up and feel better soon.
