KiaKaha
Banned
unmotivated. frustrated. unlikeable.
Frustrated... I can understand....unmotivated...definitely. Unlikeable? I dont think so... You have far too much of a good sense of humour for that.
unmotivated. frustrated. unlikeable.
unlikeable.
Being in love is either the greatest or one of the worst feelings ever. Can you tell him about your feelings or is that no good?
feeling pretty crap thismorning
I'm truly sorry to hear that. Love sucks.I'm afraid it's no good. It's a dead end.
Colour a picture. Make a meal. Play a piano. Whatever it takes to ease your mind from the anxiety. I can imagine you'd be over it, so do whatever you need to do to squash it!Not good, as usual. It's 6:00am here and I've only gotten a couple hours of sleep. Mum is at work and my boyfriend is sleeping (he has to work later today, so I don't want to wake him up unless I have to), and I'm having anxiety. AGAIN. I'm so sick and tired of this. The smallest things will trigger it. Sometimes nothing triggers it, and it just randomly starts up. I took Klonopin and am hoping it will kick in soon (or work at all).I don't know what to do. I'm trying to think of things to keep myself busy. So far, I can't come up with anything. I was thinking of coloring a picture while sitting here at the computer, but I dunno.
Depressed. Hit me really hard when I woke up at 6am and have been feeling like this since. It's kind of waned off a bit, but I'm not sure if it's just for the time being or whether it'll just hit me like a brick wall again within the next hour or so.
I'm feeling kinda sick. I joined one of those credit score websites a few months ago when I was car shopping. So I got an email that my credit score has changed. I go on there and it says I owe 37$ and the status is "collections". If I do owe 37$ for something, I didn't receive any notice of it and I would never have found out about it if not for that site. Now my spotless credit score dropped almost 200 points because of 37 effing dollars!Now I have to work up the courage to call them about it. It probably won't be soon, it may not be until the next time I need credit for something.
I'm at the point where I should be worried (to clarify, I'm not obese or anything, but my eating needs to change before it gets to that), but my apathy is so strong and my depression so inborn it's hard to break that vicious cycle.