How are you feeling?

Psychedelicious

Psychedelicious

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DeadmanWalking said:
Well, you don't have to tell me if you don't want to, but try to make amends with whoever you offended by your action and with yourself. People sometimes say or do some outlandish things, that's just who we are. All we can do is accept that fact and try to apologize when we do; I'm guilty of saying some things that I come to regret the moment it comes out of my mouth (probably like I'm doing now). So, I apologize if my words sound a bit insensitive or stupid right now. So, don't beat yourself up over it, forgive yourself for whatever you did and go to everyone involved and apologize for your actions. Then, try to be a better person than you were before this, learn from this.
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Thanks :). No, you didn't offend me at all or say anything that was offensive in any way, I appreciate the advice. Hopefully I will learn from my mistakes.
 
upndwn

upndwn

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I had to put one of my chinchillas down today, she had been sick for a long time, and when I found her in the cage she could barely move or breathe and was squealing at the slightest touch. I'm feeling pretty depressed right now. The girl I'm in love with can't decide if she wants to get back with her ex or stay with me, and even though she calls to say she miss me and that she cares about me, she refuses to be with me alone so I can't really tell her how I feel. It feels like her ex is holding her back and she's to scared to hurt me so she's avoiding me. Sometimes I think life would be easier without all these emotions. ::(:
 
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Blabla..

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I'm feeling very good , super calm , no worries or anything , i haven't felt that good in a while , tomorrow will be another story
 
MaliceInWickedland

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DeadmanWalking said:
What's gotten you feeling bad, Miss Malice?
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Well yesterday wasn't the greatest day for me. My last resort for a job went to piss because the position was given to some other fortunate f***** and I turned down the manager's offer for another position that was available but was too stressful for someone like me with SA. Then my b**** of a godmother made it a point to be the little leech she is by calling us at 11 in the freaking evening just to cry about how her daughter needs to have surgery on her lungs right away because she has pneumonia that was left untreated (because my godmother is an irresponsible dumbass who waited until the very last minute to take her daughter to the doctor) but she doesnt have the money for it. So of course she calls us just to mooch off us again to give her money for the surgery and then she goes all schizo on us when we refuse.

What pisses me off the most is that my birthday is coming up very soon (in about 25 hours now) and she didn't even wish me a happy birthday or even ask about it or anything. She never calls us unless she needs something. It just sickens me. But whatever... Right now I just want to focus on moving as far away from here as possible and burning all bridges with everyone so I never have to deal with this kind of crap again.

Sorry my post is so long... I can never seem to find a way to shorten my words. Then again, I always have a lot on my mind...

*Sigh* Okay well, I'll shut up now. Goodnight everyone.
 
DeadmanWalking

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It's okay to vent; we all need to or else those feelings will find some other form of release. Anyway, I wish you a premature happy birthday!
 
MaliceInWickedland

MaliceInWickedland

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*Sigh* I just lay there in bed for 30 minutes trying to fall asleep, and what do you know~ I couldn't...
Damn you insomnia, you win over me yet again -___-
...Wow I really need to stop abusing this thread so much. My apologies ::(:
 
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I feel awful. My parents have always been overprotective and it contributed to my SA a lot. Particularly my mom, everytime I gather courage to finally do something new, she is always there to discourage me by saying that I can't do it cos I'm not like everyone else and I get scared too easily. I know all she wants is to protect me but this really feels horrible.
 
Nanita

Nanita

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FriendlessGirl said:
Particularly my mom, everytime I gather courage to finally do something new, she is always there to discourage me by saying that I can't do it cos I'm not like everyone else and I get scared too easily. I know all she wants is to protect me but this really feels horrible.
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Yes I know how that is.. My mom has always told me how I couldn´t do this and that. Whenever I´ve told her about an idea, a wish, a plan, she goes "do you believe that´s smart" / "how are you gonna afford that" / "that sounds difficult to achieve". By now I am so tired of her and the way she´s putting me down, that I rarely tell her about anything. I try to keep the conversation subjects to basic boring stuff, I don´t want to share anything important with her anymore.
 
Niteowl

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FriendlessGirl said:
I feel awful. My parents have always been overprotective and it contributed to my SA a lot. Particularly my mom, everytime I gather courage to finally do something new, she is always there to discourage me by saying that I can't do it cos I'm not like everyone else and I get scared too easily. I know all she wants is to protect me but this really feels horrible.
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Hmm ... sorry you feel awful. You're right, she just wants to protect you, but she needs to understand that unless, instead of discouraging you from doing things you're uncomfortable with, she gives you the support and encouragement you need, you're never going to be able to get the confidence you need to not be scared. If she really wants to do what's best for you, I think she should understand if you tell her that you want to try things when you have the courage for them. I know it's hard to talk about things like this to parents ... but they need to understand, and I'm sure they will.

Try talking about it with her if you can ... I hate asking my parents for things, and asking them to see things from where I'm standing, but some of the best things have come out of doing it when I've been able to.

:)
 
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