Literally just rolled in from my fitness class. Lots of running tonight. Some old joker made a comment about laughing with me not at me as I panted round a cone. Well ho-dilly-ho-ho!
& I swallowed a fly whilst running. To regurgitate or not to regurgitate? That is the question.
Ha.
Exercise puts me in a strange mood.
I get that kind of reaction a lot :🙁: Haha :😛:
Seriously though... that class puts me in such a strange mood. By the end I feel like I've drunk a bottle of vodka or something, and I've no idea how/why 😕
Posted on here a day ago about having had enough in my relationship. Don't know why this didn't show. Not my bf hacking into my account and deleting stuff?
Anyhow I still feel the same. Maybe someday will pick up the courage and kill him.
in my experience, it doesn't take as much courage to kill someone as it does to confront them and make your demands known
Dorm life will be really exciting 😀 Best of luck and I hope you get put with great dorm-mates (or whatever you guys call them over there) Yay for new experiences!!
Nervous about going into work, don't feel like talking to anyone. My anxiety is not good.
Exicted about a race tonight and 25km ultra trail marathon in the wilderness in two weeks. Apprehensive about being around people and them notitcing or responding to my anxiety.
At least I am getting out there and it feels like really living.
in my experience, it doesn't take as much courage to kill someone as it does to confront them and make your demands known
i hope you choose to do the latter
It doesn't work, gets brushed off as whining. I don't hold it inside but I think it's reached a stage where equilibrium is impossible to maintain for more than a moment.
It doesn't work, gets brushed off as whining. I don't hold it inside but I think it's reached a stage where equilibrium is impossible to maintain for more than a moment.
I feel alright I guess.School today well...I was in one of my classes and a girl that was supposed to work with me basically had an outburst in the middle of the class refusing to work with me. She stood up and was like "oh my god im not going to work with him! he sits there and does nothing and says nothing and its awkward as hell and I try to say a damn word to him and he just says one word things and because of him nothing gets done!" the whole class turns and looks at me and I was like a deer in the headlights and then she stormed out. I have SA, im the only guy in a class thats all girls, you think the immature bi*ch could cut me some slack.
Driving lesson was a real confidence boost this morning.
"your a natural driver and can drive well, just need to correct some bad habits and you should be ready to take test in about 5 lessons"
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