Tuco
Well-known member
I don't think a lot of people here feel this way, as many of you post pictures and even videos of yourselves, but my case is different, there is no way in hell I would post pictures or videos of myself here or in any other site, because I am extremely paranoid about people who know me finding out that I have social phobia; I won't even say where I live, in fact it would be easier for me to post in the spanish forum (I live in a spanish speaking country), but I registered here because I thought the chances of anyone finding out would be slimmer. Maybe I am this paranoid because I work as a teacher at a university (I still have no idea how I manage to do it )so I have to interact with a lot of people everyday (I have about 150 students right now in different courses) ; I try to act normal, even though I still get very nervous during the lectures and I can only hope that it is not too noticeable. The thing is that if the students or my coworkers found out that I have social phobia (because of this I have been isolated almost all my life) I would be very embarrassed as I think they would not respect me anymore and would see me as some kind of freak. I think I would feel like an undercover cop whose cover has just been blown.