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  1. dannyboy65

    Angry post I hate myself

    I ****ing hate this, I'm ****ing sick of everything. I know yes I've been doing so much good for myself. I say **** that too. I don't mean anything to people. Everyone I let in hurts me or I hurt them. I'm sick of this ****ing bull shit I'm giving up. The only reason I'm here is cause I don't...
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    Anxiety about moving

    Well I decided after I finish the resident care working program I may move to another location in Canada. That scares me because the part of Canada I live in is very quiet and safe. I would like to move somewhere else but I'm worried about crime rates and all of that for some reason it worries...
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    Girl I'm seeing anxiety

    Well I'm seeing this girl and it's going great. We get a long and it's been a fun journey so far. I'm just a little anxious because she is pretty popular. For instance when we go out she usually runs into someone she knows. I'm really happy she has so many friends. It's just it makes me a little...
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    Does this make me a ****

    Well this is a question about a situation I'm in, inside the dating world. Well about 2 weeks ago I went on a date with a girl. It went well and I had a good time. Only thing was I didn't feel a spark or butterflies in my stomach. Me and that girl have not spoken to each other for a week...
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    Things you have overcome... The positive thread..

    I just thought a fun and good thread would be to write something you have overcame recently and what positive goals you are working towards or have already achieved. This can hopefully motivate you and make you want to do some even more amazing things. So I will start. This week I've finally...
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    Self improvement with autism

    It's been a long road, that's all I can say. 4 years ago I didn't even think I would ever achieve so much. 4 years ago I thought I'd always be a substance abuser, and would never make anything out of my life. These past 4 years I finally fought my mental illness's instead of running. I always...
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    Want your guys/girls opinions

    I am a 20 year old with autism. I was wondering if you were interested in them or if they were interested in you would you like them to tell you that they have autism. Like is it information you would like to know before you got serious with them. Just a question because I'm very open with my...
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    I have to write this... I need to write all of this out...

    I don't sleep anymore, I don't eat. I eat about one meal a day and run on about 4 hours of sleep everyday. I don't have any motivation to do anything anymore. Around others I wear a mask, a mask of happiness, around others I'm the happiest guy. But the cold hard truth is I'm suffering inside...
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    My head feels like a circus....

    I never wanted to need my pills... It's been 2 weeks that I haven't taken them because I ran out. I've called my doctor for 2 weeks and they still haven't called back. My mind is never quiet, it's been quiet for months. Now the voices are back in my head. I blank out all of the time now, I'm...
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    Not letting her bring me down

    Today I went to the store with my dad and when we parked I noticed we parked beside my recent ex and her new boyfriend. Of course my dad had to confirm it with me. So he went in and she was holding his hand and kissing him. I was mad and depressed, but I was holding my straight face. She then...
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    Tired of being ignored

    I can't say I'm not important to people cause I know there are people who find me important for instance the seniors I work with. But other then my professional work life I don't have very many friends. I am always at home alone for weekends and on my days off of work I am at home doing nothing...
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    Making a difference in someone's life

    I always thought I was forgettable and not important to others for the longest time. I always felt alone and like I never mattered to anyone. It was hard on the head and I had no confidence. Recently I decided I want to study Resident Care Working and help people for a living. I started...
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    The next chapter of becoming a better person

    When my last relationship ended I told myself I will be a much better person. The biggest and hardest step was to stop being selfish. I also decided to go lengths to help people instead of ignoring and only worrying about myself. I still worry about myself but I also care for others now. I've...
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    Question for people suffering from depression

    If you read my past posts you would know I have bad depression, honestly for as long as I can remember I've always been depressed. Right when I started schooling it started with me and just having a moment of happiness is a big thing for me. Is this how some of you feel? But that's just one...
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    Vitamin D has been helping

    Lately I started to take Vitamin D because of the lack of sun here. I was told it helps fight seasonal affective disorder, which I struggle with. I have to say it has helped me quite a bit and since I started it I've been feeling a lot better.
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    Rate the last video game you played

    Last video game I played was Assassin's Creed Syndicate. I would give it an 8.5/10. It's a highly enjoyable game and was way better then I suspected can't wait to play more once it's done installing updates.
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    Getting sick of this

    I just want to be over her. I don't want to waste my nights missing her and thinking of the good times. I don't want to fear running into her in town, fearing all the blast of emotions I get when I see her. I wish we could go back the way we were, I do. But that isn't happening so I have to move...
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    Question for Tech know hows/ gamers

    I have a standard PS4 with 500 GB. Problem is I'm running out of space and had to get rid of some games so I could make space. I was wondering if you could use an external hard drive to store games. I know you can't store downloaded games but most of my games are disc. I would be ok if I could...
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    I need to continue my life....

    I need to stop being so angry at myself. I need to stop living in my past and realized it happened and I can't have it back. I realized I can't miss her anymore when she doesn't miss me. I can't feel jealous anymore about her, that's what she wants. No I have to move on and live my life. I can't...
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    Bottled up inside

    For months I've been taking every ones shit. For months I've been treated like trash and didn't do anything about it. I've been nothing but depressed, not a single ****ing day have I not been depressed, angry, or anxious. I'm starting to lose it. I can't take much more or I'm going to explode...
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