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To begin with I have a lot of mental illness, mixed with autism. I used to never speak to anyone, I would just listen to music and play video games. Over the years my mental illness got worse and worse and is still a problem to this day. But I noticed something, despite all my illness I'm very...

If you read my past posts you will learn I've been seeing a girl who also has autism. She's sweet, caring, and so positive. I enjoy being around her and see her a lot. I see her tomorrow and we are having a drawing date. She likes to draw so we are going to find a nice place where we can be...

Ive been in a relationship with 4 people, the longest lasting one being a year. These relationships formed fast and was mainly infatuation. So these relationships had sex and a lot of contact which me having autism, was very difficult. I was emotionally abused by most of them cause I didn't...

Currently I am seeing a woman that is 2 years older than me. We were both diagnosed with autism, her when she was 3 and me when I was 16. We are both high functioning but it takes her longer to get out of her shell but when she likes and trusts you she opens up a lot. She is very honest and open...

For the past month I've drank at least one beer or up to 4-5 every night. I make the excuse that it's a social thing, when really I just want to drink. I used to never drink but when Katie dumped me I resorted to alcohol. It started having a beer or two each week to around 3 a week. Now it's a...

I have been working seasonal at my location for two years. I have a co worker who is constantly bullying me. She is in maintenance and I'm a cashier at the rec hall. Her sister is the other person whose a cashier at the rec hall. The bully also has a 1 year old daughter who her sister sometimes...

I am now becoming the real me and I have strong morals and am very caring. I go out of my way for others and I always do the morally right thing. It's just no matter how I look at it im still guilt ridden about my past. For years I was a drug abuser and was always high. I'd pop pills and smoke a...

Well I have to stay in a campground for the summer and I've been here a few weeks now. Sad thing is I can't take my cat with me so he has to stay home. I miss having him around, cause when I'm home he is always around me. He always follows me and cuddles and licks. I have a strong bond with that...

Well I knew this girl for 4 years and we talk often, not everyday but often. Well she has autism like me but she is very independent and mature where people would think of her as only shy. The only thing is I don't think she's ever dated and don't want to weird her out by asking her to go out on...

For a while now I was in a rut. I was feeling hopeless and wanted to die. I felt like I didn't matter to people and the ones I did matter too I didn't think I did. But today I had a huge eye opener. Today was my second last day at the senior home and I told the seniors that I was leaving. It...

I feel the desire worse and worse day by day. I lose who I am, I don't know who I am. Everyone I've gotten to know, the friends, everyone. I feel like pushing them away, I feel like I will end up hurting them in the end. My best friend is the closest person I have in my life, yet I want him to...

I don't feel ok anymore. I've been dealing with my mental illness getting worse and worse by month. I'm so used to people looking to me for help that I don't want to bring them down with my problems. I only have one night of pills left and I know I need more yet it will take a week or more to...

I work every summer, that's not the problem I don't mind working one bit. The problem is that I need to move from home to a campground so I can walk to work. I've been doing it for 6 years and the campground every years makes me have a mental breakdown. I hate the place, I never want to go...

I know everyone will think I am crazy, or clingy. But I just don't care anymore. I realize how badly I messed up and I know I should have kept her around. But I left her. I took so long to think and I know that we could have beat what our problem was without a problem and I gave up. Now here I...

Well there is this girl that likes me. I'm interested in her but she is a heavy Christian where is I'm not religious. I don't really follow any religion I consider myself Agnostic. Well this girl told me that she would really like to date a Christian which I found ok. But then she started...

I try so hard to get this out of my head. It's been there since the incident. I have so much guilt and regret on my shoulders it feels like a weight and it's killing me. I've been holding it in for so damn long that my mental health is going down. I'm stressed and I don't sleep, I need peace in...

I've tried dating a few times. It's hard for me to understand dating, as I have autism. I've been on a dating site on and off for 2 years and no luck. The last girl I dated I left because I got stressed to much. Then the last girl I started seeing (Not dating) I kicked out because she caused a...

I want to get over my ex but I simply can't. It's been since September that we broke up. She has already moved on and that hurts enough, it hurts even more not being there for her son. I just want to go back and stay, I left when times got tough and I hurt her. I had a real connection with...

I grew up with this guy. We have been friends since we were 2. I hangout with him quite often, but for the past year or so every time we hangout he just stares at his laptop. He barely speaks and he plays online with people and chats to other people. When I ask him if he wants to do anything, he...

Well I knew this girl for a little over a month now. When we first started hanging out we would kiss and stuff. But we stopped that 2 weeks ago. She always said right from the start that she is a caring person and cares for more people then she does herself. I am a very caring person and I...