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I just need to vent... So to start off I have to live in an area that stresses me a lot. I don't have anyway out, I live in close quarters with my family who treat me like dirt, and I don't get to see the people I care about. Then I recently found out my girlfriend will be hardy able to see me...

Today my mom found out that she only has at maximum 5 years left to live. This is bad enough, she then tells me that I am the reason for her stress and why her heart is so messed up. Apparently I am the reason she is dying. I don't know what else to say, when your own mom blames you for her...

I want out I try living day by day, but I'm stuck in this place that feels like a prison. I haven't slept a full night in at least a month. I'm starting to lose my mind my girlfriend and life coach pointed out I'm off. I can't stay in here please I want out. Today I had enough of my little...

I've always been the problem with everyone and everything... It doesn't matter who they are a loved one or a hated one... I'm always the problem, im selfish, I'm hateful, I don't understand others... Everything I worked for and achieved I don't deserve... I don't want to hurt anyone anymore...

I was able to beat what I thought I could never beat. I had support from so many people like my life coach and girlfriend. I used to fear of catastrophic events. It caused me to avoid the news or science news, because I was scared of what I would hear. What triggered this was when the movie 2012...

I want to hurt them I'm sick of them hurting her! Ganging up on her I want to see them feel pain! They inflict so much ****ing pain on her they deserve it all! The monster I have been trying to hold back is escaping more and more everyday. I can't let this control me but it gets harder and...

I'm trying to keep positive but every single day just seems to get harder and harder. First things first I keep losing focus and seeing and hearing terrible things, I've also been having constant nightmares. Today my girlfriends vehicle broke down after getting it repaired yesterday and now she...

For as long as I could remember I've always been running away from my schizophrenia. I was always hiding and living in fear, but not anymore. I have everything I have ever wanted and I am not going to let this illness win the fight. I now have a girlfriend who beat her schizophrenia and she is...

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I've been losing myself more then I have in a long time. It's becoming so bad that instead of just voices, I see things now too. I see the ground move or a wall. I see shadows of things that aren't there. The voices in my head scream and they are not quiet anymore, they don't whisper. I can't...

I really haven't been myself lately it's stressing everyone I'm close with. When my parents talk to me I get annoyed quickly. I've been playing more video games then I usually have. I also don't take in everything people say. I feel terrible for putting all this stress on people especially my...

(Warning Swearing) This little boy who looks up to me to be his father is a victim of bullying at daycare. I love him to absolute death, he is the sweetest little boy and I see him as my own son. At his daycare though he is being bullied by a 7 year old (he is 3). This kid harasses our boy...

Well I've been dating this girl for sometime now and I love her a lot. She has a little boy who is 3 years old and he never knew his father, cause he abused my girlfriend. So the other night she was reading him a book and he asked why some of the mommies in books and at daycare are boys. She...

I can't bottle this up anymore. I just can't I can usually keep a cool head about everything, I'm super easy going. But today my girlfriends father punched her this boiled my blood. Then not even an hour ago he hit her again. The voices in my head are exploding. I can't even say half of what...

So next weekend is the biggest weekend of the province I live in. It's the country music festival, and boy oh boy do I hate it. Every year this happens and people stay at the camp ground I work and live in during the summer. Every year it's the same thing teenagers and young adults drinking...

Well for a while I've had 2 ingrown toenails and they have gotten infected. I need to get antibiotics first. Once the infection goes away they have to perform surgery on my toes. It's a one day surgery but I'm petrified, I've never had surgery before. The thought of it gives me panic attacks, I...

This is killing me I just need to write it all out. It's stressing me right out and it's stressing my girlfriend worse then me. My girlfriend is in crippling debt, she has no job and has applied to 50+ jobs, and only 1 interview. Her car is starting to break down too, so she can't drive long...

I was just sitting here and I thought "I wonder where my life would be if that hadn't happened to me?" For instance if I didn't join Biology class in college I would have never met my girlfriend. If I didn't go through so much bullying I would probably be a worse person. If I didn't try to kill...

I was wondering if anyone on this site has written music before. If so does anyone have any tips I could use to make it easier to write.

What kind of stuff makes you happy. You can show in pictures or say what it is. I just wanted to see what makes people happy. :) Here's a major thing that makes me happy