dannyboy65
Well-known member
I never wanted to need my pills... It's been 2 weeks that I haven't taken them because I ran out. I've called my doctor for 2 weeks and they still haven't called back. My mind is never quiet, it's been quiet for months. Now the voices are back in my head. I blank out all of the time now, I'm depressed and lonely. I was so positive for so long and I've been doing so good. For a while I forgot about my schizophrenia. For the longest time if I felt an emotion I would get over it in about a day. Now I'm haunted by everything and it's been like this for a while now.
I don't want to sound like I rely on my pills. I know they aren't the cure. I've been taking them though so I don't hear these voices, or see things that aren't there. I don't want to have bad thoughts. I keep telling myself I can get through this and I know I can. The end line seems so far away.
My question is why is someone like me with these terrible mental illness's ignored for 2 weeks by the doctor. I knew mental illness wasn't seen as a big deal where I live, but this is pathetic. I need my medication to help me sleep and keep an appetite, you know just fight the physical symptoms of mental illness. I don't have an appetite anymore, I also barely sleep now.
I can't change my doctor either because like I said before mental health is not a big concern where I live although a lot of the population deals with it. The doctor I have is pretty much the only one, and he's a giant **** to me.
I don't know anymore... Thanks for reading I guess...
I don't want to sound like I rely on my pills. I know they aren't the cure. I've been taking them though so I don't hear these voices, or see things that aren't there. I don't want to have bad thoughts. I keep telling myself I can get through this and I know I can. The end line seems so far away.
My question is why is someone like me with these terrible mental illness's ignored for 2 weeks by the doctor. I knew mental illness wasn't seen as a big deal where I live, but this is pathetic. I need my medication to help me sleep and keep an appetite, you know just fight the physical symptoms of mental illness. I don't have an appetite anymore, I also barely sleep now.
I can't change my doctor either because like I said before mental health is not a big concern where I live although a lot of the population deals with it. The doctor I have is pretty much the only one, and he's a giant **** to me.
I don't know anymore... Thanks for reading I guess...