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It's the same thing everyday, every f******* day. I'm never happy, I'll have bursts of happiness but then just like that it's instantly depressed, anxious, angry, just so much emotion. I don't cry, I haven't for months, I don't let my anger out because of my fear, and I'm to scared to talk to...

For the past month I've been trying my best to be less selfish. I've been doing so much good and I a lot of good things have been happening to me. I'll give you the scoop. I started to hangout with a guy my age and he also has autism, except he doesn't have any friends or get out of the house...

Tomorrow I am going to try and set myself a new goal and try to draw at least once a day. I haven't drawn in a long time and wish I didn't stop. I just find it hard sometimes to just draw. When I do my perfectionism bugs me and I try to draw the picture as soon as possible. So I know that I...

Well recently I've been trying to be less selfish. I find I think about myself a lot but not about others. So I've been doing some stuff. For instance the most recent things I did that I'm proud of are helping my classmates who struggle in math and teaching them. I also wrote a letter to a...

Well I am currently a college student. The past 2 years I took a course to learn more about career options and it gave me many openings and helped give me some marks in areas I didn't have good marks in. This year I decided to upgrade my maths for programming. But now I'm not sure that's the...

Personally anything I read good or bad has people who just act hateful. Like say for example something you like to do and then some people say that's great and some say they dislike it. That's good, but then there are also people that go out of their way to try and get you to try and see their...

So I have been in a math class for a week now. I am finding the math easy and can understand it pretty fast. Well I started to help my classmates understand all of the math. I would stop what I'm doing and show them how to do it. Well today I decided to sit beside a friend I made and help her...

It seems everything that is going on in my life is causing me anxiety. Even in places I feel the most comfortable, it just doesn't matter I constantly have anxiety. I am constantly have panic attacks. Not terrible ones all the time, but little ones that make it hard to focus. My mind is always...

It seems everyone I have in my life I care for far to much. Even after they hurt me and left I still care. Like for instance today I saw my ex at school outside smoking a cigarette. I didn't confront her cause she is able to do what she wants it just hurt me knowing that I was the only thing...

I was just wondering if there are any musicians here? I play bass guitar, drums, guitar, and do some vocals. I play mostly metal and sometimes rock what do you guys play? I have never been in a band and am currently trying to create one already got a vocalist and I'm doing bass xP. I'd have to...

So recently I found a course in the local university that I never knew was there, if I did I would have already signed up for it. Well I found a course video gamer programmer. I am really excited to jump into this field. I've only done a little programming before though and am a little nervous...

Hey I go on this forum a lot and recently bought a brand new PS4. I play it quite often on my free time and was wondering if anyone would like to add me on the PS4 and play games together? I love meeting new people so I'd love to add anyone. Here is my list of online games. I have Destiny...

A little over a week ago I broke up with my girlfriend. It was hard and hurt a lot. I lost a lot of sleep and barely ate anything, in fact I still barely eat or sleep. I went off my medication without telling anyone and my mind went into a mess. Well I decided I am going to move on with my...

Currently my life is a jumbled mess. I don't know what I want anymore. I thought I wanted to be a bio scientist, but I'm not 100% sure if that's what I want now because I've been looking into psychology. I don't know really what to do school wise. Like I love biology, but it just doesn't...

I'm running out of fight, I've been stuck in the house for a week. I don't remember when I last took my pills. I'm lost and alone, I feel weaker, and weaker everyday. It's gotten to the point where I struggle to even get up and walk I just don't have the energy. It hurts to talk, it hurts to...

Recently I broke it off with my girlfriend, it's a complicated story I don't feel like explaining again, because no one understands. But one reason I left is I feel before I can date anyone I have to figure out who I am. I need to learn to control my emotions and I need to learn to accept me. I...

I'm currently in the process of making one of the hardest decisions I've made. My girlfriend put our relationship in my hands. She put her walls of apathy back up, she has no time for emotions she says. She has to only focus on school and work for her son which I get, but she has no more time...

No one ever stays.... Everyone leaves me.... There is no one.... I cry so much.... It never helps me anymore.... I've been trying so ****ing hard to make myself a better person, a stronger person, What for? ****ing nothing.... I'm always to emotional, I never do anything right... I don't deserve...

Recently I've been very confused about social anxiety and autism. I was diagnosed with autism when I was 17 and it was a huge part of my life. Well I also have paranoid schizophrenia, depression and anxiety. But those are closely related to autism, well not sure about the schizophrenia. But I...

Well first off the good news. For the past 5 summers I had to move into a campground in order to work in the area where I would just walk to work. Every year I went something terrible has happened to me, it's all bad memories down there. This summer was not easy, I barely got to see my...